"Spence please don't hate me" Ashley said.

"it ok baby I'm right here." I said squatting down and wrapping my arms around her.

"Spencer we can't do this please you have to understand." Ashley said.

"Ashley we can lay low. I lo..." I was cut off by Ashley.

"Spencer please don't say it. it hurts to much already."

"I'm gonna go give you guys some privacy" Kyla said walking into Ashley bathroom.

after Kyla left the room. I grabbed Ashley's face. I pulled her lips to mine and kissed her we so much passion. I never wanted this to end. Ashley pulled away.

"I love you" I said in a raspy voice.

"Spencer I love you too" Ashley said in that raspy sexy voice. that I love of hers.

"please Ashley just tell me your wait." I said wrapping my arms around her.

"I will wait if it means one day. I will get you in my arms again." Ashley said kissing me on the forehead. she is such a hopeless romantic.

" Ashley I will be 18 in five months." I said hoping it will get her to stay.

"as long as one of us are at this school we can't be I'm sorry."

"ok" is all I said and got up and walked away from her. "Kyla I'm ready to leave." I said opening the bathroom door.

"Spence you ok" Kyla asked.

"yeah surprisingly" I said even though I'm holding everything inside. I mean come on I just lost the one person that loved me for me.

the days went by fast. Ashley and I haven't even talked. I won't look at her in class. it Friday after school now.

"your going to the dance tonight right" Kyla asked.

"sure why not I could used some fun." I said.

"good now let's get hot" Kyla said.

"iight let's do this" I said going though my clothes onto the bed. that are in my closest.

"Spencer that is that." Kyla said throwing dress at me.

the dress is pink and black with black lace with the front made to look like a corset. it is almost to my knees.

tonight I am going to sing Ashley the song I wrote.

"ky you will look hot in this." I said throwing her a green and black shirt. that is on of them ones that go off the shoulder. then a white jeans skirt.

she put it on. now it's time to find some shose for us. I went with a pair of black strapped heels. ky went with a pair of of blue and black stilettos tennis shoes.

we did our hair and our make up. off the dance we go.

(Ashley pov)

I'm not going to the dance tonight. I can't. I can't see Spencer it still hurts. I want her so much.

"ms. Davies" some said knocking on my door. I opened it.

"mother Caroline" I said kind of shocked that she was showing up at my door.

" I need you at the dance tonight to help me chaperone" she said.

"mother Caroline I ca..."

"no you will be the ms. Davies no if and or buts. if you not there we will be having a talk about your job Monday morning. do I make myself clear"

"crystal clear" I said and she left. great now I have to see the love of my life dancing with someone else.

I put of a pair of skinny jeans and a black t shirt that says love in rainbow .they both have to my body just right. the I grabbed a pair of hi tops rainbow ones.

I hope Spencer isn't dance with someone else. I walked out of the room to the dance. that I don't want to be at.

I walked in the door where the dance is being held. I walked in there is no Spencer. I guess she decided not to come.

oh my lesbian god there she is. she is the most beautiful person in this room right now.

great Kyla just saw me and she is walking over here.

"hey sis"

"hey ky and Spencer. you look breathtaking." I said looking at Spencer.

"Thanks" she said blus

hing. then walked away like nothing happened with us. this sucks aww sad face.

/I'm sorry I've been not writing much but I am trying r& r./