(Ashley pov)

I keep reading the note Spencer wrote me over and over.

it says 'Ashley

I love you I will wait for you. dont let me go please. you are the first girl that has ever showed me love the way I love them. you are my world.

p.s here is a pic of me only for your eyes.'

its not a dirty pictures I know what you are thinking it is the most beautiful picture. she is blowing me a kiss. I cant believe that they let me keep this.

the court date is coming up soon to see if I will stay or if I will get to go home. I'm never going to get Kyla. I know that much. what am I gonna do. I have to save Kyla from that bitch.

(Spencer pov)

it's been three days since Ashley was arrested. class just isn't the same with out her. Kyla is sad all the time like me.

Carmen did give mother Caroline the pictures but it was Ashley mom and my cousin that took them for her. my brother is still here he is living with Clay.

if I didn't have to b here for Kyla. I wouldn't be here eather.

I have court on Thursday. I don't know what to say. if I lie she is going back to jail and if I don't she is going back to jail. I hope not thought.

its not like I wasnt willing god was I willing to make love to her...but no they dont look at it that way...why can't I stop thinking about this...oh that's right its Wednesday.

"hey babe and Spencer" Madison said coming in the classroom. she winks at Kyla and kissed her on the cheek when the new teacher wasn't looking.

"hey hun" ky said

"ok I'm going to take roll I can put faces Kayla Bowles, Spencer Carlin r u with us" the new teacher asked turning around.

"yeah" I said really upset. I cant stop thinking about Ashley being n this room with me at one point. she finished calling roll.

"who would like to read their poem first" the teacher asked.

"I would" I said raising my hand and standing up.

"ok go head" she said sitting on her dish the same was Ashley would.

I cleared my throat and started to read

"if u was in my arms still

I would love u just the same

I should be the one to blame

you made me feel safe but now

your gone and im left blaming myself

for not waiting on that one stupid day

that I turn that age

now im standing here all alone

because now your gone

they wouldn't let me tell them that

I was the one to blame

I just wanted to show you

that you was and always be the one I love" I said about to cry.

"FUCK I CAN'T DO THIS" I yelled and run out of class. everytime I'm n this room I see her. I run and fell on the floor and curled up in a little ball. I started to cry.

"Spencer" I looked up when I heard my name. I swear to you I saw Ashley standing there. "come on sis mother Caroline said you could come with me tonight" but no it wasn't Ashley it was Glen.

he picked me up in his arm and put me in his car.

"Spencer talk to me" Glen said all I did is look out the window and shook my head no.

the car ride was silent. I got out of the car and went upstairs to a room and laid down. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just want to sleep until Ashley is here right beside me again.

I woke up about 7am. today is the day I get my Ashley back. I get in the shower and the get ready.

Glen and Clay ride to court with me. I walk in and my mother and father and Christian are there. wait on the other side of Ashley waiting for me.

"i call Spencer Gabrielle Carlin to the stand" the layer said. I walked up to the stand. "put your and on the bible Spencer Gabrielle Carlin do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth so help you god"

"I do"I said. giving Ashley the eyes saying im want to you home.

"miss Carlin what happened with you and Ashley Marie Davies"

"nothing really she was my teacher thats it. I wanted to be more but she was with someone" I said kind of telling the truth.

"do you recall the night of the dance. if so what happened that night"

"nothing I sung a son that I wrote and danced and when to bed. thats bout it"

"did anything ever happened between you and miss Davies besides a teacher student relationship."

"no not at all. she told me that she didn't like me that way that she could be my friend. I was fine with that."

"ok thank you miss Carlin you may get down"

"I call Ashley Marie Davies to the stand"

they said all the yada yada stuff then she said I do and now the questions.

"mother Caroline said you said you love her. what did you mean by that. did you mean you love her as wanting to be with her"

"I do love is a really good person her and my little sister hit it off from the start. she was always making everyone feel happy I dont know why anyone would think I love her out of a friendly way.

"explain these pictures."he said throwing them on the stand.

uh oh...