Chapter 18
"Blake?! Seth!?" my mother's voice rang with a sheer horror. I was lying on top of Seth and his face was filled with something…something I hadn't seen from him. I yelped, jumped up, and stood straight, pushing my hands down re-adjusting my clothes. Seth and I had been kissing and kissing, his hands exploring my curve. I blushed thinking of the way he had let out the softest of moans.
"What ARE you two doing!?" howled my mother just as dad walked in. His eyes flashed to Seth then me. "Go on darling, I can handle this" he kissed her forehead. She pouted. Alice came flashing down the stairs. "Come on Ness, let's just go shopping." Dad watched out of the corner of his eye as the girls walked out the door. The yellow Porsche roared to life and sped down the drive way. Dad turned to face us. Seth had stood up and grabbed my hand, stroking the skin between my pointer finger and thumb. "When did he tell you?" my father wasn't angry. "The day I ditched school." I whispered hoarsely. My confidence died.
"I'm sorry Jake; I know you didn't want me to do this. I failed you." I squeezed Seth's hand as he spoke. "You didn't fail me, I can see underneath this fear, that Blake is truly happy. That's all I've wanted, you make my baby happy. All this time she's been torn apart and now…well look at her!" Dad smiled so much that I could hear it. Seth lifted my chin and looked at me. As his friendly eyes stared lovingly into mine, I smiled. I felt weak, yet so overjoyed. "I want her to be happy. I see that she is, but Seth, if you break my girl's heart….you know what I'll do." I hugged Seth tightly. "Oh daddy, he could never break my heart." Dad smiled, gently sliding a small silver key into Seth's hand. "You two deserve some time alone…just don't do anything….you wouldn't do if you knew…I knew?" my dad was confused. I could tell he didn't want to give the sex talk.
Dad got into the rabbit, muttering something about seeing us later, a smile still pressed on his face. Seth started to kiss me. That slow luscious way he had the first time. Letting me learn how he felt, the warmth of his cheeks burning so close to mine, our lips moving together. I pulled away. "What is the key to?" Seth smiled as his thumb brushed over the teeth of the key. "My old house, mom gave it to me in her will, I gave the key to your dad because I refused to go without someone, and now I have you." I smiled then whispered hoarsely, "Would you like to go?"
"Not yet." He smiled kissing my cheek again. "I want you to know that…if we go…that you don't have to…" he nodded down my body. I smiled weakly. "Seth, I know I'm not ready, but I want to only have you. You have made everything in my life special." I nuzzled into his neck. His scent was so great. The way his breath trickled down my neck, the way his heart beat just as loudly as mine, his breaths were deep and full, I almost fell into him. I wanted him; I wanted his kiss, his touch. Everything. "Seth…" I breathed. I was scared, yet confident. Terror and desire roaring through my body.