(Spencer p.o.v)
"ash... ash...god damn it Ashley." I yelled running after Ashley. I grabbed her hand.
"what the fuck do u want." Ashley said turning around with tears coming down her face. she wipes her tears away with her sleeve.
" I want to talk." I said looking at Ashley.
" there is nothing to talk about. I am so over your childish game. I be at the graduation because I promise that. after that I am gone and don't worry I won't tell Kyla about you sleeping with Madison. yeah I know about that and the other girls too. unlike you my heart will always be your. I... I... I just can't." Ashley said walking away. I couldn't talk. I watch her as her heels clicked down the sidewalk.
"Ashley please I'm sorry." I yelled falling to the ground. "please I love you." I yelled crying even more. I got up after she didn't turn around. I walked back in the restroom.
I look at them sitting there looking all happy. I can't bring them down. I opened the door up and just walked out.
I looked at my phone it was ten o'clock. I hope I make it back alright my phone is is at twenty percent. I don't even know where the school is from her. I'm going to just call clay.
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"hello" clay said picking up the phone. sounding a little surprised.
"shit clay I'm sorry I forgot about your date tonight." I said trying to hide the hint of crying still left in my voice.
"Spence are you okay?" clay asked.
"not really I don't know how to get back to the school."
"where are you? what happened?" clay asked with a hint of pissed off in his voice. I know he is not trying to.
"Spence get in the car please." I look and I see Ashley and all the others the front seat was open.
"oh good Ashley there can she give you a ride." clay said kind of happy.
"no" I yelled at both of them and throw my phone down and ran off. I don't know why I throw my phone. that was a dumb move. I got to the beach. I walk under the pier where no one can see me.
I just start crying I really hate this shit right now. I want Ashley back so bad. I need her to just hold me but at the same time. I want her to just go the fuck away. I really need my big brother right now. I would call Glen but like a dumb ass I throw my phone.
this is mine and Ashley stop I came here after she went to jail. even when she left I did. I come here to just think or cry whatever mood I am in really.
"Spencer" I hear my my name being called. I think it is Ashley. I told her that I came here all the time when she was in jail.
"Spence oh my god I am so glad you alright." Ashley said running over to me. "tell clay I found her!" she yelled at kyla.
"Spence I was so worried about you. please don't even just leave like that again." Ashley said wrapping her arms around me.
"just leave me alone." I said crying on her shoulder. Ashley pulled me closer to her. " I love you. I'm so sorry." I said crying even more.
"come on lets take the others back to the hotel. we will come back and talked alright." Ashley said kissing my tears away. god she is so sweet sometimes.
"okay." is all I said as she let go of me. she got up and helped me up. she grabs my hand and walks me to her car. she opens the door for me she let go of my hand and we get in the car.
the car ride was silent. we get back to the hotel Ashley drops them off. we drive back to the beach. Ashley turns off the car and looks at me. "Spence you know this doesn't change anything I said to you earlier." Ashley said with a hint of crying in her voice.
"then why the fuck are we here." I haft yelled trying to get out of the car.
" can you just listen." Ashley said grabbing my hand.
" why should I. oh shit I'm sorry am I being childish. you know what I just can't stop being childish Ashley you want to know why because I am a child." I said crying.
"Spencer your not being childish. you was earlier but not now. please look at me." she said putting her finger on my chin turning my face towards her. "Spencer I'm not like the others I came back and I am here to stay okay." she said and all I did was nod my hand.
"how about we start over." I said hoping she would say yes.
"come with me." Ashley said getting out of the car and walking over to the passenger side door. she opens my door and grabs my hand helping me out of the car.
we walk down the beach under the peer not saying a word. I don't know why this keeps happening. she keeps come cover and then when I take a step forward she pulls away.
we get under the peer. I set down on the big rock and Ashley sat next to me.
"Spence I don't want to start over." Ashley said placing her hand on a left cheek.
"why not?" I asked in a sad tone.
"because if we do I won't be able to do this." Ashley said turning my face to her and kissing me on the lips. "I love you Spence." Ashley said pulling away.
"I...l...I love you too Ashley. does this mean your giving us another chance. I know I fucked up by sleeping with the other girls. I know you have to because that hickey that is showing now. ash I don't care about that. I just want to be with you. please don't hurt me." I said kissing Ashley on the lips before pulling away.
"I'm not like the others. I come back Spence but I need time. I'm not asking you to wait. I just want time to think about us. is that alright with you." Ashley said grabbing my hand.
"no but it has to be if that is what you want to do. I have to be." I said looking down at our fingers intertwined together. " they fit perfectly together don't they." I said bring her hand up to my lips and kissing her fingers one by one. I felt a tear fall down my cheek.
"Spence please don't. I just need some time. come on let's get everyone back and I will see you tomorrow." Ashley said letting go of my hand and getting up.
"ash." I said very low. she turned around and looked at me. " do you care to just hold me."
"yes Spence I will hold you." Ashley said coming over to me and wrapping her arms around me. I wrapped my arms around her. I don't know how long we stayed like this but it felt so amazing being in her arms again. Ashley pulled away and kissed me on the head.
"ash please don't let go. I miss this. I miss us." I said still holding on to Ashley.
"Spence I do to and I am sorry for all the shit I said to you that was really fuck up. I was just mad at you and myself. I did sleep with Shane but it didn't mean anything. Shane and I are just really good friends now nothing more. I just need time." Ashley said kissing me on the lips. I kissed her back with so much passion.
"it's getting late we should head back." I said pulling away from Ashley.
"how about after your graduation I take you out." Ashley said kissing me one last time.
"I'd like that." I said kissing her on the cheek. I let go of Ashley and grab her hand and we walk back to the car and in hand.
we get in the car. Ashley strats it up and we drive to back to the hotel. we get to the hotel and get out of the car. we get on the elevator and up to the second floor to room 214. she pulls out her key and puts in the key whole and turns the handle.
She puts her hand on my lower back. we walk in there are Kyla and Madison laying on the bed cuddle up sleeping. Ann Marie and that girl that Ashley brought with her are in the other bed kissing.
"wake the fuck up and stop making out in my bed!" Ashley yells in that stern sexy voice causing me jump.
"baby did I scare you." Ashley said sweetly rubbing my back. I just nodded my head with a small smile. she kisses me on the head. "I'm sorry baby I mean Spence." Ashley said catching herself that time.
"it's alright." I said as my smile fail a little.
"come on ash. you had to walk in at the worst time ever." that girl said getting up off of Ann Marie.
"to bad Shane. I have to get them back and we have to get to bed." Ashley said taking her hand of my back. I missed the worth of it.
"ash you are such a party pooper. did your girl not give you any. you want me to make her." that girl said getting up off the bed laughing.
"no because we are taking it slow." Ashley said walking over to Kyla and shaking her.
"what do you want I was sleeping good." Kyla said robbing her eyes.
"you can stay here with Shane and I will take Spence and them back." Ashley said looking at Kyla.
"mads you got to get up babe." Kyla said kissing Madison sweetly on the cheek.
"hey" Madison said turning over and kissing Kyla. I really miss that with ash.
"you going back to the school and we will see you tomorrow." Kyla said kissing Madison one last time before getting up off the bed.
"okay." Madison said getting up off the bed and putting her shoes on.
"you guys really" Ashley said walking over to the door.
"no." I said walking over to Ashley and kissing her on t :Dhe lips with so much passion. I pulled away with a big smile on my face. "now I'm ready." I said.
Ashley grabs me by the butt pulling me closer to her. I started kissing on her neck. "Spence mmmm we can't. everyone is watching. I'm sorry." Ashley said in a moan.
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