Hello! This is me again Princessxnoctis….thank you for reading my story, hope you like it….sorry for the errors I changed the title of the Chapter 3, from My broken heart to His Past , My Present…My broken heart is for Chapter 4….sorry…
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Chapter 3: His Past, My present
It's an ordinary day for everyone…except Mikan and Natsume. I wonder why?
"Hotaruuuu…" Mikan yelled then spread her arms and run towards her. Hotaru pointed the Baka Gun at her then she stopped.
"He he he he (whew)" Mikan laughed.(Hotaru as always….)
"….."
"Natsume!" Ruka yelled. When Mikan heard Natsume's name she quickly look at Ruka then Natsume.
"Why? Ruka" Natsume answered.
"I have something to tell you, important"
"Okay" Natsume answered then looked at Mikan, their eyes meet and Mikan quickly looked away (He got me looking at him…whaaa….my heart beats fast). "Hn".
"Let's go" Ruka said with a worried eyes.
"I'll follow, you go"
Natsume and Ruka leave the classroom with the others wondering what do Ruka have to tell Natsume, even Mikan.
"You're blushing Mikan…." Hotaru said smiling.
"W-what, no, no, I'm not" Mikan shook her head many times.
Hotaru give her a mirror, "Then see it for yourself" then Mikan looked at the mirror.
"Uhhhh…does anyone see it too?"
"I guess so" then Hotaru pointed her eyes at Anna, Nonoko and Yu. Mikan looked at them then they quickly looked away.
(sigh) "I think they saw it…..hey Hotaru, you're gonna tell me something right? You mentioned it last night, what is it? Bad news or good?
"Follow me Baka." Then Hotaru turned away and walk.
"W-wait for me..I guess what it is Hotaru's gonna tell me" Mikan followed Hotaru. Hotaru stopped at the front of the Sakura tree. "I guess it's our destination"Mikan told herself.
"Baka, tell me how long are you able to wait for Natsume?"
Mikan is shocked by Hotaru's question but she answered confidently. "Until he loves me"
"You're really stupid Mikan"
"Not that really" she smiled.
"Mikan listen, Natsume has a past…that includes a girl and that girl is Luna Koizumi, she is Natsume's childhood friend and f-first love, besides Ruka, she is also able to make Natsume laugh, and she's transferring here at Gakuen Alice"
"….."Mikan smiled.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I just wonder that…."
"What?"
"I guess I have to wait for Natsume much longer" Then she smiled again.
"It's past Mikan, she's part of the past"
"Yeah, I-I know, but they say, first love never dies…..b-but still I'll fight for it" Mikan sighed. "I love him….."
The bell rings
"We need to get back to our classroom" Hotaru warned.
"Let's go"
The two went back to their respective classroom as well as Natsume and Ruka.
Inside their classroom.
Mr. Narumi, a handsome blonde haired guy, entered their classroom joyfully.
"Ohaiyo, Students!"
"Ohaiyo!" they chorused.
"Class we have a new student, she's from Alice academy America, Luna you may come in"
Everyone inside the classroom looked at the door except Natsume and Ruka whose eyes is looking at Natsume.
"Natsume…" Ruka whispered.
"Hn."
Luna stepped inside the classroom, she is so beautiful and smart-looking, everyone was amazed by her beauty including Mikan." She's beautiful, I guess I know why she is easily loved by him"Mikan whispered to herself.
"Hello, I'm Luna Koizumi from America, nice to meet you all" she vowed her head and smiled then she looked at Natsume. Mikan notice Luna that she's looking at Natsume and she slowly looked away."Do you still love her Natsume?" Mikan told herself.
"What a nice introduction Ms. Luna, you may sit next to Natsume"
Natsume's eyes widened because of shock and quickly make a move. "No, I don't agree"
"Natsume, you are the only one who doesn't have seatmate"
"Because I want it," Natsume punch his desk.
"Okay, I'm sorry Luna,(thinking) I guess you have to sit beside Mikan and Nonoko"
"It's alright, thank you Mr. Narumi, I understand what he feels about me" then she looked at Natsume and their eyes meet which made Natsume look away and sit.
Luna walked towards Mikan and Nonoko and sit. Then the class resumed.
Mikan's POV
Why?
Normal POV
The bell rings.
"Class dismissed." informed.
The students pack their things up and go to their respective destinations except Mikan and Luna.
"Hello, you're Mikan, aren't you?"Luna politely asked.
"Yes, I am Mikan, nice meeting you"
"Me too, I am grateful to meet you, and I'm so sorry for the attitude that Natsume showed" she apologized.
"(Smiled) uhm…Luna why do you have to apologize for Natsume?'
She smiled"Nothing, by then nice meeting you, gotta go"
Before Luna reach the door Mikan called her.
"Luna, w-wait!"
Luna turned and looked at her.
"Why?"Luna asked.
"If it's alright for you, I'll tour you around the academy"
"I'm glad to agree, thank you"
The two leaved the classroom and Mikan toured her around the academy they get together well they laughed but suddenly the two become silent. It last long for them to break the silence.
"Ah, well…." The two chorused.
"You go first" they chorused again and laughed. Mikan look at her and thought "Luna's a great person, why would Natsume treat her that way"Luna look at her and smile and she smiled to her too."Her smile, I know it's not true, she pretends to be happy even if she's not, I know I can see it in her eyes"Mikan told herself.
"Mikan are you okay?" Luna asked.
"Yes, sorry if I get silent just then, what are you gonna say?" Mikan asked
"Ah! I-I was gonna say tha-" Luna's words were cut off because they were interrupted by Natsume.
"Mikan" Natsume called.
"Natsume…" Mikan whispered.
"Mikan, let's go" Natsume grab her hand but Mikan pull her hand back.
"Natsume, I'm with Luna"
"I don't care, I have something to tell you" he grab her hand again and she tries to pull it back but Natsume's grip is so tight.
"It's alright Mikan, I was about to tell you t-that I have to go" she vowed a goodbye and go.
"You heard her, let's go"
"Luna…" she whispered.
As Natsume pulled her she watches Luna's figure become small until she can't see no more. Then she looked away, and notices that Natsume is slowing down and stopped at the Sakura tree. And Natsume let go of her hand.
"Natsume, you pervert, why are you so cold to her?" Mikan asked her.
"…"
"Why did you do that?"
"What? I didn't do something to her."
"You didn't? How could you say that?"
"I'm irritated to her okay."
"Irritated? Irritated to your….." She paused.(Oh! I slipped my tongue…you're really clumsy Mikan..aa…)
"To my?"
(Say it out loud, say it!)"T-to your first love 'ouch it hurts'"
"How did you know that?"
"It's none of your business, now answer my question"
"You know she is part of my past, and she'll always will be, I don't want to hear her name again especially from you, if you just know how much it hurts when you say her name"
Mikan is shocked from what she here 'if you just know how much it hurts when you say her name' he just said that.
" I don't want to bring back that painful past to ruin a happy present and someone already replaced her from my heart" Natsume said.
"Someone has already replaced her from his heart" Mikan told herself. "Someone? Who could be that lucky girl?". "Who?"
"Why would I tell you, Oh! I forgot you like me, that's why you're interested" He teased.
"Excuse me, even if I like you I don't expect that you like me too!" She scold.( I guess I lied at that part)
Natsume grab her hand, pull her close to him and whisper. "Then why did you blush when I said that someone replaced her from my heart?"
He caught me again! "Ahm, Natsume can I ask just a little..very little favor" Mikan whispered.
"Oh sure, what is it?"
"Can you move a little closer?"
"Okay" Natsume move closer that their face is almost an inch apart. Mikan moved her face towards Natsume's left ear and shouted "You're really a pervert!" thenMikan quickly back off. "Aw! My ear hurts!" Natsume reach his left ear and touch it.
"Hmm" then Mikan turn and walked away.
Natsume laughed while watching her go. Unknown by them, Luna is watching them from the window. "I'm glad Natsume, sorry" Luna whispered to herself.
Mikan's POV
I don't know what to feel….be happy or sad…be happy because he doesn't love her anymore or be sad because of luna…..wait…why would I be happy if he already forget her…Mikan do you expect that it would be you…maybe a little bit…..stoop your fantasy Mikan…whaaaa….I'm getting crazy….
Normal POV
As day passes Natsume still treat Mikan in a special way while to Luna he treats her cold as he was with the other girls.
"Luna are you okay?" Ruka asked.
"Yes, Ruka is Natsume still mad at me?"
"Sorry to say, but I guess so…"
Unknown to them Mikan is listening to their conversation and she can't take it she wanted to know the reason of him treating her that way."Mikan you're really different from others who love.." Hotaru told her. "Why?"Mikan asked curiously. "Because instead of being angry to your love one's past and take advantage to it, you care for her and you make a way to make Natsume not to treat her that way…..are you not afraid that Natsume might fall in love with her again?". "I'm not, why would I be afraid, if that's what makes Natsume happy I'll go for it, and I know she's better than me..""You're really stupid, Baka" Mikan recalled their conversation last night. (Smiled) "Maybe I'm really that stupid to do this". Mikan interrupted their conversation.
"Excuse me, ahm….can I ask a question to Luna, if it's alright Ruka.." Mikan asked politely.
"It's alright" Ruka permitted.
"Luna, sorry to ask but, what happened between you and Natsume before that make him treat you that way?"
(smiled) "It's a very long story Mikan,"
"No, it's alright, I'll listen, pleaseeee…." Mikan begged.
"Okay, just tell me if you're bored…"
"Okay"
Before Luna could say a thing Hotaru interrupted them.
"Ruka, I think you're not needed there, I guess…come here" Hotaru called.
"Wha-…okay.." then Ruka Blushed. "I have to go, sorry"
Ruka leave just the two of them and join Hotaru.
Luna giggled. "I think Ruka liked Hotaru, am I right?"
"You get it right" Mikan giggled too.
"Okay, back to our topic, 5 years ago, Natsume, Ruka and me were really best friend we get along well, and we promised each other that we'll never leave each other forever….but the time comes that I need to be separate from them, my parents want me to study in America, I don't want to make them sad especially Natsume, so I keep it from them, when I was about to go I received a news that a village was burnt completely and they say that it's Natsume whose responsible for it, I don't believe them, I know Natsume, and I know he needs me there, I tell to my father that I need to see Natsume but he hesitate, I beg him but he still hesitate I have nothing to do but to follow so I leave without him knowing, I know I've made a wrong decision to not let Natsume know I'm leaving and that's why I come back now to apologize to him" Luna said with a very sad eyes.
"Now I know the reason why…" Mikan answered.
The bell rings
"Mikan we need to go"
"I guess, thanks for letting me know"
"I thank you for making Natsume happy" she smiled at me.
"…" I keep silent but I can feel somewhat, happiness, when she tell me that.
The two of them stands and went back to their respective seats. All of them was present except Natsume. "I wonder where Natsume is" Mikan told herself. "I miss him."
"Mikan thought 'I wonder where Natsume is' and she also thought '"I miss him" said Kokoro.
"Ayyieee" the whole class teased.
Mikan blushed." No, no, no, no, h-he's lying, I miss that pervert? OMG, kill me if you hear me said that!" then shook her head many times." I don't miss him" she repeated many times.
"I hate you Kokoro!…" she shouted.
End of Chapter 3: His past, my present
Next chapter….Chapter 4: My broken Heart…
The title's final….sorry for the mistake…
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Preview of Chapter 4: My broken Heart
"Why did Natsume changed just like that, why is he suddenly treating me that way, what happened to him?" Mikan said and her tears start to fall.
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