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Chapter 4: My Broken Heart
"Hotaru, he still didn't come back since morning.." Mikan said.
"Yeah" Hotaru said.
"Wait! y-you don't have a recorder there, have you?"
"I guess..." Then Hotaru laughed.
"You'll never caught me again"
"Whatever...Mikan before I forgot I need to go for now I have some business to do...inventions for the upcoming Valentine's day, you know I can get money from it"
"Yeah, I remember, its 2 weeks ahead...I wonder what to giv-"
"To give to him, nothing, ewe it's gross, don't do that Mikan, its inappropriate, don't go completely crazy Baka"
"(Thinking) you have a point there Hotaru, but, the others do it..." Mikan wondered.
"Because they're completely crazy!"
"So it means... for you I'm not crazy!" Mikan cheered and spread her arms to hug Hotaru but stopped by Hotaru because...
"They're completely crazy, but you, still in progress, for short level 1, don't worry 2 levels ahead then you'll be certified crazy!"
"Uhh...that's rude Hotaru" Mikan said with a very sad voice.
Hotaru smirked
"Gotta go, Baka" Hotaru said.
"Bye, take care"
Mikan and Hotaru waved their goodbyes...
The Next Morning
Mikan and Luna is chattering about the upcoming Valentine's Day while the others making fun of the others. While they're busy, Natsume and Ruka walked in the classroom and Mikan with Luna notice them quickly.
"Luna, I'll just approach Natsume" Mikan said.
"Okay"
Mikan go to Natsume and approach him.
"Natsume, where have you been?" Mikan said.
"Why would I tell you, tsk, get out of my way" Natsume answered then he looked at Luna then he go to her and grab her hand. "Luna, I have something to tell you, let's go"
"Okay"
Natsume and Luna leave the classroom leaving Mikan who's still wondering why Natsume just treat her like that. "What had just happen then" Mikan told herself.
That very day Natsume avoided and treated Mikan coldly while to Luna he treated her special it's like that their relationship before happens again. This event makes Mikan sad and jealous.
Hotaru's Room
Knock 3 xs
"Who's that?" Hotaru asked.
"It's Mikan"
"Come in"
Mikan stepped inside Hotaru's room down headed.
"Baka, what happen to you? you look terrible"
"Hotaru, why does everything change so quickly especially Natsume, he avoids me and treats me coldly is he mad at me?"
"Did you do something wrong to him?"
Mikan thinks..."I...shouted right next to his ear...he easily gets mad with that...but n-no, days passes but he's still treating me well,,, I guess it's not the reason"
"I totally agree with that..it's totally nonsense..What else...do you remember anything you did to him bad? The one with sense, okay?" Hotaru smirked.
"Nothing"
"Mikan tell me, aren't you jealous with Luna and Natsume...you know they're really sweet..." Hotaru teased.
"No, I'm not...why would I-I, maybe a little bit, no, very..yes I'm jealous, but it's okay if that makes Natsume happy, just like I said, I'll go for it but I'll still wait for him no matter how it hurts"
"You're really stupid"
Mikan become silent for a moment and Hotaru easily notice it.
"You okay Baka?"
Mikan smiled" Yes" she answered."Why did Natsume changed just like that, why is he suddenly treating me that way, what happened to him?" Mikan said and her tears start to fall. But she hides it from Hotaru.
Even though she answered yes, Hotaru know she's not. She stares at Mikan and notices that something is falling in Mikan's skirt that make it wet. Hotaru give her a handkerchief.
"Don't hide it Mikan, remember I'm here for you, you can lean on me"
Mikan rest her head on Hotaru's shoulders and cry.
"Hotaru, thank you...sorry I just can't take it anymore, why? Why Natsume?" she said while her tears keep on falling.
"Just don't make my shoulder wet okay?"
Mikan smiled. "Hotaruuu..."
"Just kidding, just want to make you laugh...again"
"Thanks..."
The day passes by so fast but still Natsume is doing the same to Mikan and Luna. But Mikan still pretends to be happy and still get together well with them and the others and also with Luna except Natsume.
February 12, 2010
Inside their classroom
Mr. Narumi entered their classroom, as always with a joyful face and approach.
"Good Morning students" He greeted cheerfully.
"Good morning Mr. Narumi-sensei" The students chorused.
"Valentine's upcoming so I make a project about this upcoming event"
The students look at each other except Luna, Natsume, Mikan, Hotaru and Ruka who doesn't look interested. "What is it?" they chorused.
"All of you will make a song, and all of the teachers including me will only choose one, and the chosen song will be featured in Valentine's and the composer of this song will perform it at the theatre at exactly 12 midnight of the 13th of February." He remarked "Oh before I forgot the submission is tomorrow so I give you your time to do it, you can do it now"
The students get very busy in making a song except Natsume.
Mikan's POV
I guess destiny gives me a chance to tell to him what I feel deep inside through this song; I hope it would be chosen.
Normal POV
The Next Morning- February 13
All the students finished their works and everyone is amazed with the work of Mikan.
"Class, good morning"
"Good morning Sensei"
"I think you're all finished and ready to submit you're works"
"Yes"
"Pass it one by one"
"Okay"
Each student passes their own works and Narumi notices that Natsume is the only one who didn't pass."(Sigh) I guess I don't have to ask Natsume, he's always like that" Narumi whispered to himself.
"Okay, I'll just go to my co teachers so we can decide immediately, and I'll announce it later"
"Okay"
While the students are waiting they do their own business. Luna looks at Mikan, who's looking endlessly outside the window, then slowly look to Natsume. Luna notices that Natsume is also looking at Mikan but move away quickly. "Natsume..." Luna whispered.
1 hour ago
"Hello students, we've decided'
"Really" They chorused.
"And we choose...Mikan's work" He said cheerfully.
"Congrats Mikan" They chorused.
Mikan is shocked from what she hear but she can't hide her happiness and cheerfully thank them all.
"Mikan you can start practicing it with your chosen accompaniment"
"Arigato sensei"
Mikan chooses Hotaru for the second voice, Nonoko for playing piano and Anna for the drums. They start practicing the musical piece, at first they have a hard time to perfect it but with much practice they've perfect it.
"Yes we finished it, good job! Thank you!" Mikan said cheerfully.
"Mikan this song is very powerful and full of emotion, you really apply your true feelings here and in the way you sing, you really feel it, you're awesome"
"Thanks, it's the only way to show my feelings, let's practice again."
Then they start to practice again. Many hours pass and it's already 11:00 p.m and the four start preparing.
"I'm getting nervous" Mikan said nervously.
"Yeah" Anna said.
"Girls be ready it's your turn to perform, Good luck" Mr. Narumi informed.
"Thanks Mr. Narumi, good luck guys, and thank you," Mikan said cheerfully.
Mikan's PoV
I hope you're their at the crowd so you can know what I really feels
Normal POV
They go in the stage and the crowd cheers so much; the place is properly designed and really has a romantic ambience. When Mikan stepped in the stage she quickly search for Natsume she can't find him but she keeps on searching, she looks at the entrance and watch everybody enter but no Natsume appears there but she still waits, "Yes" she told herself, Natsume stepped inside the theatre and then she signalled them ready. When they play the songs interlude the crowds cheer gets more louder then Mikan starts to sing "Right here waiting for you version of Sarah Geronimo"
Italic- Mikan
Bold-Mikan with Hotaru
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Before she sing the last line of the song she finally look to him and tears starts to fall.
My darling, Right here waiting for you...
When she finished singing the song the crowd cheer loudly and Mikan smiled.
"Thank you very much" Then Mikan looked at the destination of Natsume and he is gone she quickly ran out of the stage much to the shock of everyone."Mikan! "Hotaru shouted.
"Sorry Hotaru, I have to end this now..." Mikan answered.
"Good Luck"
Mikan left the stage and search around for Natsume but he wasn't there she went outside and all she can is trees lighted with lights that give a romantic ambience when she is about to turn around she saw a figure not far away from her. "I hope it's you Natsume" Mikan told herself. She went at the destination of the figure and there as she expected it is Natsume. Mikan didn't waste the time, she calls Natsume.
"Natsume!" Mikan shouted but Natsume just ignores her.
"Natsume!" she shouted again but he still ignores her. She can't take it.
"Why are you doing this to me Natsume, why are you avoiding me? Answer me Natsume!"
"It's none of your business if I'm avoiding you or not, so get out of here, I don't want to see you"
"Natsume, I thought we're okay"
"You're really stupid Mikan, all of this time I'm just using you"
(Gasp) Much to Mikan's shock she becomes speechless.
"I noticed that whenever I come near you, you act so weird, and I got interested and use you as a past time, I never thought that you're in love with me, I didn't reject you and even tells you that I like you, right? because I know I can take advantage of it in some things and I never expected that I could use it immediately, and yes I used you to make Luna jealous so she can realize that she loves me too, and much to my surprise it worked, Luna tells me that she loves me and now that I get what I want I never needed you anymore, that's why I avoided you and Luna wants it too. Now you know the truth, you now know that I didn't love you, starting from now on don't bother me anymore I want a happy life with Luna without any interruptions from anyone especially... you!"
"N-Natsume..." Mikan's tears start to fall again.
"Sorry if I can't return the love that you gave me, so stop waiting for me to love you because no matter what happen I will never ever learn to love you, you'll just wait for nothing, Luna will always be my first and last love, and thank you because of you Luna and I can start a happy life together"
Then the two of them become silent for a long time all you can hear is Mikan crying. The silence is just broke when the song "Right here waiting for you" is played around the whole academy and so both of them hear it too.
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
The wind blows swiftly with tears of Mikan flowing endlessly.
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Mikan could only feel the hurt and the pain caused by him.
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Natsume was about to go but stop when Mikan spoke.
"Natsume, You know, I've never thought of being tired on loving you, but just now I realize...and I thank you for making me realize it...sorry if I love you that much and sorry if I'm that stupid who'd expect that you love me too..Sorry...goodbye" Mikan walked away with her tears keeps on falling and leave Natsume behind.
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Mikan ran with a broken heart. Her tears burst out while she's running...she run towards the hallway and bumped into Luna but keeps on running towards Hotaru.
"Hotaru" she cried. "I'm stupid to expect that he'll love me in return, I'm a stupid to not notice that he's only just using me... I hate myself for loving him... all this time I'm waiting for nothing..." Mikan said and cried.
"Mikan, don't hate yourself, it's not your fault that you love him you didn't choose who you'll love, it just comes..." Hotaru said while comforting Mikan.
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
"Mikan you need to go on, overcome this hurt, go to a far place so you can easily move on and start a new happy life there" Hotaru said worriedly.
"What if I can't?"
"Mikan, you can, if you'll just help yourself, it's for you Mikan, you can find someone new, and maybe he's really the one for you, that would make you feel special, happy and the most important of all he loves you too.."
"Thank you Hotaru, maybe you're right..."
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
In the Hallway
"Why is she crying?" Luna whispered herself."I need to see Natsume"Luna looked for Natsume and he found him there under the Sakura tree punching its trunk.
"Natsume, what happened?" Luna asked.
"I-I lied to her, I told her lies and hurt her, but I know it's for her own good." Natsume cried.
My darling, Right here waiting for you...
The end of Chapter 4: My broken heart
The next Chapter should be Chapter 5: The truth behind the lies… But I've changed my mind AGAIN. JUST NOW 2012! He-he. And I'll move it somewhere else maybe Chapter 7
"I will publish it very soon, maybe this month because I'm still working on it...Thanks..." that's what I said almost a year ago. I'm sorry, the laptop I'm using has been reformatted all of the files are lost and I've been busy. I'm sorry but I'm going to start working on it because it's SUMMER guys! :D.
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