Stiles was sitting on the bleachers waiting for Derek that day. He was dreading to tell Derek why he was so afraid to have sex but he knew that it was something he had to do sooner or later. Scott was the only one who knew what happened to him years ago. He spotted Derek walking toward him from the other direction and sighed. He smiled when Derek walked over and sat next to him. "Hey Derek."
"Hey." Derek said. "Sorry I had to stay late after class."
"It's okay." Stiles said.
"So what do you want to talk about?" Derek said.
"There is something I've wanted to tell you since the day we met." Stiles said. "I just never knew how to tell you."
"Is it something bad?" Derek asked.
"Well my dad doesn't know about it?" Stiles said. "I was staying the weekend with Scott when it happened so we agreed to keep it between us. I guess you could say that it's the main reason I'm too afraid to have sex."
"What do you mean?" Derek asked.
Stiles looked down. "I was staying the weekend with Scott and we went out to this club. Somehow we ended up getting separated. I went to the bathroom and tried to call him there because it was too loud outside. Some guys showed up and pushed me against the wall and-" He stopped talking.
"Stiles?" "Derek said reaching over and taking his hand. "We're you-"
"Yes." Stiles said. "Scott took me back to his place and helped me clean up. I wouldn't go to the hospital but a few days later he convinced me to go so I went. Everything ended up being fine and the doctor even agreed to keep it from my dad. I knew it would kill him if he found out so I never told him. Ever since then I've been freaked by the thought of being with someone. I still have nightmares about that night."
"You didn't have to tell me any of this." Derek said looking over at him.
Stiles nodded and looked over at Derek. "Yes I did." He said. "I didn't want you to feel like any of this was your fault. It's just every time I try all I see is his face and it feels like I can't breathe."
"It's okay Stiles." Derek said.
"No it's not." Stiles said getting up. "It's never going to be okay."
Derek pulled Stiles back down on the bench. "This doesn't change anything between us. I still love you and I want to be with you. Like I told you before sex is not the reason I'm with you. No matter what I'll always be here with you."
"You're not going to leave me?" Stiles asked looking over at him.
Derek smiled. "I'm not going anywhere and neither are you, I love you Stiles Stilinski."
"I love you too." Stiles said. "And I'm sorry for going to Jackson's place and kissing him. It was a mistake and nothing like that will ever happen again."
Derek leans over and kisses Stiles. "By the way your dad really doesn't know anything about this?"
Stiles shook his head. "No and can you please not say anything to him about this."
"Okay." Derek said. "But if something we're to go wrong back then would you have told you dad about it."
"Of course I would have told him." Stiles said. "When I went to the hospital with Scott he made sure that everything was okay with me and if something did go wrong I promised him that I would tell my dad. He was going on and on about me telling you so I finally did."
"Well I'm glad that you did tell me." Derek said.
"Me too." Stiles said.
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The day was over and Danny was currently staring at Jackson as he went through his locker. Taking a deep breath he walked over to him. "Hey Jackson."
Jackson looked over at Danny and smiled. "Oh what's up Danny?"
"Nothing." Danny said. "I was wondering if you wanted to maybe hang out after school." He said looking down at his feet.
"With me?" Jackson said. "You want to go out with me?"
Danny sighed and looked back up. "I understand, sorry I asked." He turned to leave.
Jackson stopped him by grabbing his arm. "Wait, I didn't mean it like that. I just didn't think someone like you would be into someone like me." HE said.
Danny smiled. "How can I not, I mean you are the hottest guy in school."
Jackson blushed. "Look I'm not doing anything after school so I free to hang out but I have to go home first. Why don't I just meet you somewhere?"
"Okay." Danny said and after exchanging numbers he watched Jackson leave. Turning around he ran into Scott. "Scott, were you listening to our conversation."
"No I was just walking by and I heard you guys talking. "Scott said. "I didn't want to interrupt so I just waited close by…and listened to your whole conversation. I can't believe you finally asked him out."
"I know me either." Danny said. "I just took your advice and went for it. He said that he had to go home first but he was going to call me and meet me somewhere."
"I'm so happy for you." Scott said.
"Thanks." Danny said. "I'll see you later and since see have time I'm going to go home and change."
Scott watched him go then spotted Stiles. "Hey I thought you'd be gone by now."
Stiles walked over to him. "I was looking for you." He said. "Derek has to stay after school so I was just going to see if you wanted to hang out."
"Yeah sure." Scott said. "Danny isn't going to be able to make it because he's going out with Jackson."
"What?" Stiles said. "Since when?"
"He just left." Scott said. "And what about you, did you tell Derek?"
Stiles sighed. "Yes I told him everything about that night and he's okay with it. I hope this doesn't change anything or make things weird between us."
"Don't worry about that." Scott said. "You guys are going to be okay."
Stiles nodded. "Come on let's get out of here." HE said walking off, Scott right behind him.
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Danny was going through his closet trying to find the perfect thing to wear for when he sees Jackson. This was the date he's been waiting for since the first day he saw Jackson. He tried on almost twenty different outfits before giving up and calling Stiles. Fifteen minutes later Sties was going through Danny's closet trying to find him something to wear. "Thank god you're here, I was freaking out."
"I don't see why." Stiles said. "You're going to look hot no matter what you wear."
"You're just saying that because you're my friend." Danny said.
"No I'm not." Stiles said turning around. "Scott if you were gay wouldn't you date him?"
Scott smiled. "I'm not going to answer that."
"Why?" Danny said looking back at him. "You wouldn't date me if you were gay?"
Scott groaned. "I don't know maybe I would." He sighed. "I need to hang out with some more people."
"You have plenty of friends." Stiles said.
"Yeah, and their all gay." Scott said. "I mean I need some straight friends."
"Awe come on you love being with us." Danny said smiling.
Scott lays back down on the bed. "You guys are going to kill me."
Stiles laughed. "Here Danny this is the perfect thing for you to wear."
"Thanks." Danny said. "And thanks for talking me into this Scott."
"What are friends for?" Scott said.
Danny left his bedroom and went to the bathroom to get dressed. He was so nervous and excited about his date with Jackson.
A/N Thanks for reading and please review. The next chapter will be up soon.
