Sorry it's has been so long but I have hardly been on the computer, I'm sorry my darlings hopefully this update will make you forgive me.

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"I love you Ivan." My lips curl into a smile as I look up into his large violet orbs. He just looks down at me and gives me a quizzical look. "Didn't you hear me?" but there was still no response.

"Of coarse he didn't hear you." A thick accented female voice commented. I turned around to see who it was but no one was there.

"Who's there?"

"Oh the PATHETIC Kanada can't tell who it is. No one can see you, no one ever cares, when we see you it's only to USE you." The voice surrounds me tauntingly. A knife slides across the floor towards me. "Go ahead use it I know you want to." A dark figure begins to circle around me but I still can't tell who it is. "No one cares if you disappear, I know I won't, Amerika won't, nor will England, Latvia, Estonia, Sveden, France, not even your OWN people would care. So go ahead." I looked down at the knife and pushed it away.

"Ivan made me promise not to." She picks up the knife and turns towards me.

"BIG BROTHER DOESN'T LOVE YOU HE LOVES ME!" She dashes into view and I see that it's Belarus. She tried to cut me with the knife but I avoid it.

"Please don't do this; you can still be his sister."

"Big brother is suppose to MARRY ME. YOU ARE IN MY WAY, SO IF YOU WON'T KILL YOUR SELF I'LL DO IT FOR YOU!" The crazy woman charges at me and knocks me to my feet. "DIE YOU INTERFEARING FOOL!" She starts to stab at me but I grab her wrist before she strikes me. I try to roll us over so I'm on top but she is too powerful and I am left pinned to the spot. She pulls the knife back and punches me in the face. Before I can react to her next move she puts her knees on my arms. I begin to try and worm my way free but I was unable to. Belarus begins to giggle hysterically and raises the knife, "Goodnight Kanda, no one will miss you." As she began she bring the knife down I looked over at Ivan and screamed for help. The sharp, shiny object sliced my skin over and over again. The blood pooled on the floor and I screamed for Ivan over and over again. It looked like he was struggling to come and get me but he was tied down with tow chains.

"MATVEY! WAKE UP MATVEY!" I opened my eyes slowly. Once they are open I blink furiously to get rid of the fog like coating over my vision. I go to sit up but then my lips were met with Ivan's. I sat there shocked for a second and then backed away really fast. "What's wrong Matvey?"

"I have morning breath." I mumbled and then leaped out of bed.

"Is Matvey still worried about Belarus?"

"Da…I mean yes." Ivan just giggled at my use of Russian

"Is that why you had a bad dream?"

"Yea," I think back to the dream and shiver, "yea I think that's why." Ivan walks up behind me and wraps his large arms around my waist and puts his face in my hair.

"I won't let her hurt you, EVER, and I will always love you, in life and death." Ivan kisses the top of my head and I smile, "Now get ready Matvey we are going out again today ^.^"

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Short chapter maybe, is it a chapter update? Yes! Anyways I just might add another chapter today you may never know…. But I do promise chapter 10 will be longer and someone special will be there that you haven't seen since chapter 1 dun dun dun…. Review please….I LOVE YOU DEARIES