Chapter 7

12th may 2012

Dear diary,

I love Vlad, I really do. Dad was right I understand down why he kept taking mum back, love does crazy things to your head that make you forgive almost anything.

I have finally found a reason to live. After everything that's happened with Karl, Sara and dad, I thought I had no reason to live, but Vlad gave a reason to live. Before I met him I was lost and hurting, hell bent on revenge, but he saved me, from me. Everything that I once believed I was right. Vampires aren't evil, they just need to eat but not all of them want to kill or drink blood. Vlad doesn't. He can't stand blood. His family hate me, but that's alright because they hate each other and are always fighting. It reminds me a bit of my family, Karl and Sara always fighting, Karl always out then when he comes back Sara usually scream at him for waking her up, but I now she was already up because I could hear her crying. The questions are still unanswered but being around Vlad saves me from madness. If I had to live without Vlad I would not have a reason to life and probable die. I love Vlad. I can't imagine life without him. Will I can, but it's not worth thinking about. I happy now and I shouldn't be worried about the future. Here and now is the only thing that matters. Tomorrow comes in its own time, don't worry about tomorrow if it's not going to happen today. Life today, not tomorrow, cause it might be too late tomorrow.

Erin Noble