Chapter 14
13th February 2013
Dear dairy,
I saw that man again the same one that reminded me of someone, that's the 25th time I have seen him. I keep seeing him, but never in the day, always at night, but twice a night, every night. The first time he walks past is at 9pm and the last time of the night he walks past is 1am. Part of me thinks it is him, but part of me knows it never will be him, but I can hope, can't I?
He just walked past while I am writing this, that's the 26th time now. Why does he keep walking past? The next time he walks past I am asking what his name is, and way he keeps walking past, because if I don't it will bug me forever if I don't ask him.
I hear the news about Malik and I'm glad, I'm glad he's dead, but that makes me top of the most wanted list. So it looks like I will be at the top of the list for a long time, so might have to fool them in to think that I am dead, just so I can have a quiet unlife. I don't want to spend me unlife on the run or hiding, it's just not right not knowing where to call home, where you go to feel safe. Not knowing where you are, where you're going next. Not knowing who your friends are, who you can trust. I can't live like that. I don't want to live like that.
I'm worried about Vlad, every time he comes here he is putting himself in danger, if the slayers knew they would kill us both. I can't let that happen to Vlad, I know I tried to kill him and everything but I love him and I don't want him to get hurt.
Erin Noble