A/N: Just a short one before… ;)
Usual disclaimer applies
March, 2012
~26~
On Friday, after classes are finished, I ensconce myself in the library to complete my homework before the weekend.
Last year, I might have left it to the last minute. I might have only put in the amount of effort that is expected from an above-average student. But since Mom left, and my family's income has decreased to just the small amount Dad makes, I have to work as hard as I can at school.
The Cullen Scholarship is enticing to say the least.
Fifty thousand dollars given to the graduating student at Forks High with the highest GPA.
That fifty grand could go a long way in helping me earn a degree, in helping me leave this town.
So this year, my GPA is sitting around ninety-eight percent.
I hope that is high enough.
I also hope that my less-than-legal activity tomorrow at the Cullen's doesn't harm my chances.
~SW~
"What are you up to today Sweetie?"
I pause, my fork of hash browns and bacon stilled on route to my mouth. It is Saturday morning, and I have a knot in my stomach just thinking about what I'm about to do.
"Oh, not much Dad. I have to go to Ben's house to work on a project this afternoon, you know."
He nods, satisfied.
"Well, have fun Honey."
"I will Dad."
~SW~
When I arrive at the Cullen's, catching a ride with Ben since the last thing I want is for my truck to be seen here, I am deluged with memories. Memories of the times I was here with Alice, memories of when I was here with Edward.
I feel like I had left a part of myself here, but I don't think I want her back. I've learned a lot about myself these past nine months. I've come to rely upon myself, and therefore trust in my own decisions and instincts. I've grown up a lot. The girl who spent her days here at the Cullen's was happy, fun, and beautiful. But she isn't who I am anymore.
And I like who I am.