Title: Scalar Product of Del Operator and a Given Vector of a General Law (or Divergence Themed Clexa Week)
Day 5, Friday – Someone doesn't die
Summary: Anya speaks freely to her Heda and former Second.
ss1kewl's (Author's) Note: A short conversational drabble
"Congratulations, Heda."
"Anya."
"We are now at peace with Skaikru and the Azgeda have been treated appropriately."
"A peace that I hope will occur for a long time in the Coalition."
"We have you to thank."
"The Heda belongs to her people."
"Of course."
"…"
"…Lexa."
"Anya."
"During this time of peace you can perhaps indulge yourself."
"Indulge myself ?"
"The Skai Prisa."
"I cannot do that, Anya. Head over heart because-"
"Hodnes laik kwelness. I know." (Love is weakness)
"Then you know it is foolish to do so."
"But love can also be strength, Lexa."
"…"
"You may have perfected your face to show you do not care but your eyes betray you. It is quite clear you are in love with Clarke."
"I never said I was not."
"But you fear what will come if you pursue it."
"It is something I am not privileged to pursue."
"Because you left her at the mountain."
"…yes."
"A decision that saved us from further casualties."
"…"
"Yet you cannot help to think of the casualties she had."
"I do not regret my decision to take the Mounan's offer."
"Then why do you say leaving her at the mountain does not allow you to pursue the Skai Prisa?"
"Because I made that decision, I lost my privilege."
"Lexa, I do not follow what you are saying."
"I betrayed Clark and left her at the base of the mountain. In turn losing my privilege of her trust."
"Yet you do not regret the decision you made."
"No, it is a price I must pay as Heda."
"Has she not forgiven you?"
"…"
"Lexa?"
"Yes, she has."
"If she has then why are keeping yourself from her?"
"I told you, Anya. Head-"
"Over heart but your heart is screaming at you Lexa. It is a time of peace and celebration. A time you can enjoy for yourself."
"I cannot be that selfish and how would you know what my heart is screaming?"
"You are not very subtle, Leksa. Your eyes are always roaming and searching for hers. If love is weakness then your weakness is showing every time she is around. It is all in your eyes."
"…"
"The Skai Prisa's eyes are also very telling. Much like your own."
"What do you mean?"
"She is waiting for you, Lexa. She already forgave you, did she not?"
"...yes, but waiting for me?"
"The Skai Prisa has given you forgiveness, has fought in our war and come out triumphant. There are no more battles ahead of blood and gore. It is a time of peace and a time for reconciliation…perhaps even love."
"Forgiveness is not equivalent to romantic availability."
"That is why she is waiting for you. She is telling you she is ready."
"Clarke has not yet told me these words."
"It is in her eyes, Lexa. It is in the words she does not say. It is in the subtleties but she is waiting. Do not keep the girl waiting too long."
"…"
"…"
"…"
"…"
"I must go, Anya."
"Would you like me to send Clarke to your tent?"
"…please."
That's one way to write a fic. Lol. Sorry it's a bit short but I wanted to try a different approach to today's Clexa topic. (: