Memories

We were in a tangle of naked limbs. bodies positioned at just the right angle so that I would be comfortable while we did a choreographed naked dance. "Angela, I love you, Marry me." I blinked at my co-star and looked shocked. This was the cliff hanger ending to the show. We weren't gonna show the answer till the next season. But we werent' even gonna film a reaction except my shock.

"I…" I opened my mouth. Angela was supposed to be at a loss for words and that was the very last word she would utter in the season.

"And CUT!" the director finally said. I let out a groan and doubled over in a fetal position.

"Jade are you okay?" Jenna said reaching for her robe and tying it around her then reaching out to me to wrap her arms around me.

"No." I answered taking a deep breath. I took my robe and started walking of to my trailer. "I'll be okay, I just have to make a phone call." I pulled my phone out and dialed my wife's number.

"Hey," she said on the other line. I let out a groan as another contraction intensified. They were coming in way to close… I should have probably said something earlier. "Babe, do you need me to come and get you?"

"There is no time, meet me there?" I said softly

"Already here babe, I'll activate the plan." Tori said and I heard her spring into action before I hung up the phone.

I took a deep breath as the contraction passed and slipped on a little black dress. Another contraction gripped me as I started out of the Trailer and when I opened my eyes, Sinjin had his car parked tight next to my trailer. "Tori called me."

She can't remember anything, but she can remember this plan of action. I walked toward Sinjin who is our sound engineer. "You better drive fast unless you want your niece to be born in the back of your car."

"Trina would be thrilled." He mumbled as he helped me into the seat.

My water broke during the next contraction and the circlage was straining; it really hurt. I let out an audible groan as I felt Amber settle on my hips.

When we got there, the circlage was ripped and I was already bleeding. The Paps were in full force at the entrance but I couldn't get out on my own, Amber was in the birth Canal. "Sinjin, get them to come out here." I stated and he ran inside. Suddenly there was a commotion as Tori ran out to the car and held on to me.

"Babe, can you walk?" she asked me. I shook my head.

"She's in the canal." I said as nurses rushed out and took a look.

"She is crowning, we can do this in here, then do the rest in the hospital, get a kit." The nurse said.

Tori kissed my head and hummed to me. And I have to admit, the fact that she had just been through this, really made her much better in the birthing process than she had been the last three times. She didn't say anything, she stroked my hair and was soothing. She was supportive and encouraging while I pushed.

There's my Mami; I missed her. She was pressed against my back. Tori stirred and moaned as Mami was pressed against me. I stayed still, and she sort of jerked awake. "What the…" I heard her mumble.

The hand that had unconsciously cupped my breast is quickly removed as she practically jumped out of bed. I heard the bathroom door close and I turned to face it. I heard a muffled What the fuck? and a lot of Spanish cussing. I chuckled to myself as I slid out of bed. I looked into the nursery where Amber and AJ slept. It was funny how AJ was the same size as Amber he was a month older than she was. He had finally come home the night before. Tori was much more relaxed and now… Mami was back.

My wife was in the bathroom arguing with herself it sounded like. I closed the door to the nursery and headed back to the bathroom. "Tor, you alright?" I asked through the door

She stopped moving in there. She was hyperventilating. "Uh… Do you know about my…"

I couldn't help the chuckle that came out of my mouth. "She's beautiful Tori, and you are good with her… she's the reason why we have all these kids." I stated.

"Oh my god!" She said, opening the door. "I'm sorry!"

I was not expecting that. I raised my eyebrows. "For what?"

"I… Four babies?" she said shanking her head. I chuckled.

"It won't happen again… I'm getting my tubes tied." I answered.

"Why didn't I see…"

"Mami." I supplied.

"What?" She asked.

"That's what you call her." I answered.

"Well… why didn't I see her before?" Tori said.

"Were you dreaming about me?" I asked her. she blushed violently.

I smiled at the effect I have on her. "She came out, because now you have time to want me."

"I've wanted you before," She said feebly.

"You were pregnant before." I said and reached out for her. I pulled her close hips pressed tightly against hers. "I think you may be right, If you are ready to be with me I should let you."

"Were you waiting for… Mami to come out before you let me be with you?" She asked. I shrugged and smirked a little bit. Then she called me something that she hadn't called me in a long time. "You are such a straight girl."

I looked in her eyes and they blazed back at me. There wasn't that vacant look that I had begun to become accustomed to "Tori…"

"I remember almost everything Jade" she said and looked down Her gaze buried somewhere down in our cleavage. "Some things I wish I didn't remember."

I lifted her chin up to look at me. Then I kissed her ardently. We made our way back to our bed. She lay me down then pressed herself against me. She sighed as she began to kiss down my neck. She was as suave as she has always been. We had made out before, but she had been so different with me; tentative and careful. Now her confidence shone through as she undressed me.

She stopped long enough undress herself and find our secret stash of condoms. Oh yeah she did remember. Before I knew it, she was inside me. As she moved within me, she felt like home. She murmured sweet Spanish nothings. She knew my body, and how to play me like she played the keys of her piano. I sang her praises, and she sang mine as we came together. "God, that was good." She murmured

I chuckled and shifted to set her free as I had locked myself around her. "I missed you too."

She kissed my shoulder and lay back on the bed. I took my time and looked at the changes in her body. She looked beautiful, and I suppose I understand why she always looked at me as if I were a completely different person after every baby. She pulled the sheets over herself. "I love you so much Jade, and our daughters, and our son. I never ever want to forget it again."

"I love you too." I said. "Kay is gonna be so happy that you remember again."

"Kay hates me because of AJ," She said. Cadance was truly upset about the whole thing. I think this whole thing has thrown the almost eleven year old into early teenage rebellion.

"She will get over it," I said. I leaned over and kissed her. She responded, we were starved for each other, and I could feel her tense against me again. I hummed my approval and reached for our bedside drawer again.

Suddenly there was a whine that came from the room next door. I sighed and rolled off of Tori. The both of us pulled robes on and headed toward the babies. I picked up AJ. And held him close. He and I were bonding. And I had to say I liked the little boy. It was a change in all of the girly energy our daughters put out. He was a tough little boy. He looked like his father, except he was lighter and his hair was straight.

I walked with AJ back to our bed, and I began to feed him. Tori stopped and stared as she held Amber. No one had fed AJ but her before. I looked at her and smiled. "I'm bonding with our son."

She looked at Amber and sat next to me and did the same. "geez we make great looking kids." She said looking down at Amber.

"we sure do…" I said.

"Moms…" Cadence said from the other side of the door., "can I come in? I mean I don't hear anymore moaning."

"Kay, if you can't handle the happenings, don't joke about it." Tori said. "Come in."

"Oh god," kay said turning away from the breast feeding. "Listen, I want to ask Rory out. Like on a date and stuff."

Tori and I looked at each other. "Wait… you are still just ten right?" Tori asked.

"She has been hinting all year, and I kind of like the attention and I want to see if I'm gay or not. So can I go out with her?"

"Baby, if you don't know… you aren't ready to know." I said as I disengaged the baby from one breast and reattached him to the other.

"Mom, I didn't say I was going to go out and do her I just want to hang out in… a dofferent setting."

She answered.

"You are too young to date." Tori said. I differ to Tori because, I didn't have much of a dating discipline. Tori wasn't allowed to date till Daniel. She has a lot stricter opinion. "You have five more years before you can date."

She groaned. "we hang out all of the time!"

"And you can hang out with us in the room." Tori said. "I swear to god Kay if I find out you have been hanging out behind our backs…"

"I won't!" Cadence said and walked out of the room.

"Welcome back Tor." I purred stroking her back a little as she lifted Amber to burp her.

She turned to face me and gave me a peck in the lips. "Glad to be back."