When we finished eating, we went back to our room, i went out on the balcony and my long dress flowed in the wind, while N was getting changed into his pj's, he came out by my side and looked up at the night sky, his hand reached for my hand, when i wasn't looking, Touko go and get into your pj's, i went inside and got changed into my pj's, when i was getting dressed, i felt dizzy and hot, i collapsed to the floor, N turned his head around, and saw me lying on the floor, he walked towards me, got on his knees and lifted my head up with his hand, Touko what happened, i felt unwell N, i collapsed on the floor when i was getting into my pj's, N puts his hand on my forehead, Touko you have a temperature and got a fever, you're burning up, here i'll carry you, he picked me up and took me to bed, he put the covers over me, i'll get a cold cloth for your forehead, he puts a cold cloth gently on my head, can you take your tablet for me Touko, i nodded, good let me go and get it for you, he came back with a tablet and a cup of ice cold water, swallow the tablet with the water, i took the tablet out of his hand and swallowed, then i drank ice cold water N had got for me, my hands are still shaking, you better do it N, he brought the cup to my lips and i began to take a sip of water, feeling better Touko, yeah i'm fine N, he sat on our bed, i sat up and put my soft hand on his back, N turns his head around, Touko you're better, yeah i am better N, get some rest i'm coming to bed now, N got into bed, i huddled against him putting my hands on his warm chest