After some more nice reviews I continued to write! The next chapter is already written as well so please review and it will be uploaded maybe even today!
All mistakes are my own and anything that is said in these stories are what I think and want and none of the views or opinions are actually those of the actors.
Ian's POV
After hearing everything Lucy told me i knew i had to help her. She was so fragile right now and she needed someone strong like me to get her through it. Although I had never known anyone that had gone through this type of problem, I didnt know people with illness' and I knew that Lucy would need all the help and support I could giver her.
After taking Lucy to my room to sleep I went to the kitchen to check on my phone.
'You okay shmian? Heard Lucy wasn't feeling to good. Is she okay? do you need me to do anything?x' was the text I had just gotten from Ashley
'Come over after work and I will explain, she will need all the help she can get.'
After checking on Lucy, I became restless and needed to entertain myself. It had only been a few hours since I had first woken up but it had been a long day. I switched the tv on and eventually fell asleep.
I awoke to the sound of someone knocking on my door. I checked on Lucy once again and went to see who it was.
I opened the door to a very confused Ashley. She greeted me with a hug, and walked into my apartment.
'So, are you going to tell me whats up? She said taking a seat on my couch
'It's Lucy'
'You love her right, has it seriously taken you this long to realise? geez shmian'
'No, god no Ashley. I love her but not like that. She's sick' was my reply
'I know, what is it? the flu? a stomach bug?'
'Listen, i know you know about her problem when she was a teenager'
'Yes go on...' said Ashley
'Well she isn't coping again, and she needs help and I don't know what to do' I said holding my head in my hands
Lucy's POV
When I woke up I heard the sounds of two familiar voices coming from the sitting room. I walked in ready to investigate.
'Well she isn't coping again, and she needs help and I don't know what to do' Was what I heard when I entered the room. Seeing Ian stressed was bad enough, but to see Ashley on the other end of the couch just made me feel like a child again and these were my parents getting angry and stressed with my situation.
I coughed.
Ashley turned to face me.
'You okay kid? you look bloody awful' was what she said to me before wrapping me in a tight hug
'Geez, thanks Ash' I muttered looking down at my feet
'Lucy, Ian filled me in. Why didn't you talk to me about it? You know I wouldn't judge you'
'I know' I said, remaining focused on my feet
When I eventually looked up Ian was staring at me, I felt tears welling up in my eyes again. I didn't want to cry anymore, I was so tired and exhausted with everything.
'Lucy, We both love you and care for you a lot, and I know you know that' Ashley said
I looked up at her and nodded. I felt guilty bringing her and Ian into this but I needed help and most of all I needed a shoulder to cry on when I needed it.
'I love you guys' was all I could manage before the tears started flowing like rivers
That evening, we continued to talk about the situation. They said I should go and talk to a therapist but I refused.
'I don't like them, they make you feel worse' Was my response
Ashley and Ian continued to make suggestions but my answer was always no. I just wanted Ian to talk to and that would be enough, I hoped anyway.
As the time went on Ashley needed to leave and i promised her i would eat something, or at least try. I gave Ashley a huge hug and thanked her for everything. We had decided to keep this between us three till now but I knew other cast members would find out soon.
'I should get going' I said as Ashley had left
'No, you're not going anywhere' Ian replied
'But,'
'No buts Lucy, I'm going to make you tea and then we are going to bed, I promised Marlene we would go in earlier tomorrow to film the scenes we had to film today'
I could only nod in response
Ian's POV
I made us a simple Bolognese for tea. I knew she would at least try to look like she was enjoying my food but it wasnt fooling me.
'Come on Lucy, you have to eat more than that' I said to her after she had taken just two mouthfuls
'I'm full Ian'
'Lucy listen to me, you are small. So very small that every time i see you i just want to wrap you up and take you home like you were a doll. You are the prettiest most amazing girl i know, your eyes match the colour of your hair perfectly and the clothes you wear complement your shame spectacularly. You are amazing at singing and you know that because you have just signed a record deal, you make me laugh more than any of my other friends and your smile can brighten up anyones day. Don't ruin your life Lucy. You are perfect to me'
As I said those last few words I could tell that she was going to cry. I got up from my seat and wrapped my arms around her tiny frame and let her cry the night away.
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