We ran back to the room, N locked the door so he wouldn't come back in, i sat on the floor with my hands on my face, N got down on both knees and gently took my hands away from my face, are you ok Touko, yeah i'm fine N, why did he grab me, i don't know but your safe now, N stood up and held his hand down at me, i softly took his hand and he pulled me up, we went out to the balcony still holding hands, i love you Touko, i love you too N, we both kissed, feeling his warm lips against mine, i wrapped my arms around his neck, N wrapped his arms round my waist, i felt like he was disappearing, and N was, he slipped away from me, N come back to me, i sat up and it was just a dream, i swung my legs round the bed and went out on the balcony quietly, not trying to wake N up, it was freezing cold outside, i shivered, N noticed where i was, he got out of bed and puts a hand on my shoulder, are you ok Touko you had a nightmare, come inside and tell me your nightmare, well the thing was that you slipped away from me, N i thought that you were going to disappear forever, i told you to come back, but you couldn't hear me, i really did miss you, oh Touko come here, N embraced me, not letting go, don't worry i'm not going anywhere, i'm gonna stay with you forever and ever, i'll never leave you Touko, let's get back to bed, N and i went back to bed, morning arrives, wake up Touko,