Oh N you came back, sure did Touko, why did you leave me though N, because i needed a better life so that's why i left you Touko, i miss you if you left me, my head tilt's down, N looked at me with guilt, he walked over and lifted my head up to look at him, i left you because i didn't want you to get hurt Touko, i started crying, N embraced me not letting go, i clung onto his shirt, we broke apart afterwards, i need to go Touko, but why, i want you to stay, i want you hold me, Touko farewell, N wait don't go, he stopped, i'm not going to leave you forever, oh N you're not, no of course not, i'll stay if you want me to, my hand reached for his shoulder, but i couldn't reach, i fell on my knees, covering my face with my hands, N turned his head round, and saw me on the floor, N came over and got down on both knees, he gently removes my hands away from my face, i'm staying, i know you'd missed me, i'm sorry, N started shedding a tear, i embraced him, he felt warm, i then let go and walked out onto the balcony, it was really cold out, i was shivering, N came out and laid a warm hand on my shoulder, i felt calm. i could feel the soft touch coming from him, my right hand reached up to touch his hand that was placed on my shoulder lovingly, N then put his chin on my other shoulder, causing me to flinch a little, i still had his necklace on, N then left, not saying goodbye to me then, he came over and planted a kiss on the back of my hand, then he said goodbye to me