Let's go back inside, i yawned, N i feel tired, can i sleep on you, of course Touko, N sat down and pulled me down, i huddled real close to him, he felt warm, oh N you feel so warm, i fell asleep on his chest, N picked me up and took me to bed, i was already in my pj's, N went into his pj's and got into bed, morning comes, Touko wake up honey, in a minute N, aww come on Touko, ok ok i'm getting up now, morning Touko did you sleep well, no i had a nightmare, what was the nightmare about, it was about a guard chasing me, i'm scared N, i shook nervously, N pulled me into him, rubbing my back softly with his hand, i calmed down, Touko it's okay, we broke apart and he walks away from me, N where are you going, don't go, N stopped, i'm leaving you forever, but why, i need a better life Touko, i'm sorry, N sheds a tear down his cheek, my hand touched his cheek and i used my thumb to gently and softly wipe away the tear that was running down N's cheek, i kept my hand on his cheek, N put's his hand lovingly on top of my hand, he remove's his hand and take's a step forward, my hand slipped away from his cheek, i've gotta go Touko, farewell, N walks out the door, i followed him out the door, he walks down the hallway of the cruise ship, never to return, i fell to my knees and tilted my head down, the brim of my hat was covering my eyes, i then started shedding tear's, N stops and looks at me with guilt