Bella's POV

Things weren't going any better for me. Every time I thought of him, I felt like my heart was ripped open. I wanted him back. What did I do wrong?

The sun shining, blue sky with dark clouds and white clouds. Warmth from the sun, but a slight breeze across my face. It was peaceful. The tides wash all the troubles away. The tides slowly washing into the beach. The tides coming in and slowly touching my feet. I wriggled my toes, it felt nice. Jeans rolled up to my knees, walking bare foot around the beach was the best feeling ever.

I missed Paul. Where did he go? I felt sad. I picked up different stones, twisting them around my fingers. I started throwing them into the incoming tides. Like I was taking my anger and sadness out on the waves.

The sun went in. It started to feel cooler, but it still felt nice. Some people were walking their dogs. I knew I had to leave.

But I didn't want to leave. It was so quiet. I had felt at peace. I picked up my sneakers and decided to head home. I looked back at the waves once more before I headed back to the car.

I thought I heard a howl as I walked back to my car. I looked around and I thought I seen a wolf. Was I seeing things? I did a double take and it wasn't there anymore. Great Bella, you're imagining things again. That's what happens when three guys leave you and disappear off the face of the earth.

I walked back to my car. I leaned against the railings and looked back at the beach. It looked even more beautiful. The sun setting just above the water and the waves washing up to the beach slowly. It was nice.

I sighed. I had to get back home before Charlie started to worry about me. I felt lost. I missed Paul. Where was he? I just wanted him back. He healed me but now even he disappeared. I felt my heart break into small pieces.

When I got home, Charlie wasn't home yet. Hmm. I started cleaning the house again. I don't know how long it took me, but the house was shining by the time I was done. I started on dinner; Charlie still wasn't back from work. I shrugged. I cooked dinner; put the leftovers in the fridge. I wrote a note for Charlie to say the food was in the fridge, tapped it to the door and headed upstairs.

I was dead on my feet; I dragged myself upstairs to my room. I went for a shower, I felt myself relax a little. But I was so tired and I couldn't help but drift off to sleep as soon as my head hit the pillow.

Suddenly, I felt a blazing hot body against my back. I heard someone murmuring an apology while nuzzling into my neck. The voice whispered that it will be alright. The voice felt so familiar, so husky. But I didn't have the energy to turn my head to see who it was. I was overpowered by my dreams. Dreaming of my Paul.

Paul's POV

I paced back and forth on my front porch. I was battling with myself whether or not to see Bella. I knew I shouldn't. Sam didn't alpha order me, so I could go and see Bella. I still didn't have my wolf fully under control, but I was just desperate to see Bella. I wanted to see if she was alright. I didn't want to leave her. I had no choice. I love her too much to leave her if I had a choice.

I decided to go ahead and see my Bella. I phased and jogged to Forks. Bella's truck wasn't in the driveway, but I heard it all the way down the street. So I stayed by the trees and waited. It felt like hours till I saw her red truck slowly pulling up to her house. I was shocked with what I saw.

The girl that got out the truck and closed the door of her truck feebly was not my Bella. Who was this girl? This girl was so thin and pale. Her hair was lopsided. Her clothes looked so baggy on her. She lost so much weight. What happened? This wasn't my Bella. I felt so bad, I missed my Bella.

My heart dropped when I watched her walk slowly towards the house. It was almost as if a part of her soul died when I broke her heart. I did this. It was my fault she was affected like this. My heart fell to pieces.

I looked up at her face, she was so pale. She had dark circles under her eyes. I looked up into her eyes and saw no life in them. I felt my heart ache. I wanted nothing more than to take away the dark circles from under her eyes and push some life back into her.

I gasped. I felt this pull towards her. Like she was the centre of my world. What was this feeling? My eyes followed her into the house. But I stayed watch of her house. I wanted to make sure she was ok. Charlie was going fishing with Billy for the weekend, so he wouldn't be at the house.

I had to protect her. There could be leeches after her. It was my job to keep her safe.

I lay in my wolf form in the forest by her house, watching her working in her house. Doing her chores. I wanted to talk to her. I wanted to comfort her to say everything was ok.

I watched as she made her way up the stairs to her bedroom. Rummaging in her drawers and into the bathroom. After a while, she was lying in her bed. But I wanted to be close to her. Her window was open.

I took a leap into the trees, swinging myself into her window and landed with a quiet thud. I held my breath and glanced her way, she was asleep. I slowly made my way over to her; I crawled under the covers and nuzzled into her neck.

I whispered that everything was going to be alright and that I was sorry. She stirred. I froze. She tried to look behind her to see what was going on. But she didn't have the energy to. Her head flopped back onto the pillows and less than a minute later, she was snoring lightly.

I sighed in relief. How was I to tell her that she was my imprint? What was I going to do?

I felt like the ache dulled when she was with me. Was it because of the imprint? I set myself a target. I had to get her back. She was my life now. I drifted off to sleep, holding the love of my life.

I woke up to the sun shining on my face. I rubbed the sleepiness out of my eyes and reluctantly left my Bella's side and jumped out the window. I phased and lay down on the ground nearby, resting my head on my paws waiting for her to wake up.

Bella's POV

I woke up from my much needed sleep, to the birds singing in the trees. The birds were so carefree, no stress, no nothing.

I sighed and went to the bathroom to freshen up. I had this weird dream last night. I had a dream that someone was cuddled up with me last night. They mumbled a sorry and something else that I didn't catch. The voice was so husky, so familiar. I thought it was my Paul.

I shook my head. It was just a dream. Not like it was true, he didn't want me. I walked back into my room and sat by the window. I looked out the window thinking of him. Silent tears racing down my cheeks.

"It's too painful. He left me. He doesn't love me anymore. It hurts. I love him so much it hurts. The only want to end this pain is the leave this world. He won't find out anyways, he doesn't care anymore" I said out loud, whimpering at the thought of him.

My heart ached so much. It was unbearable. I wanted this pain to end. I knew just the place. I got dressed and drove down to La Push.

I stumbled my way to our cliff. The spot where I first met Paul. I finally made it to the cliff. The waves were thrashing strongly against the rocks below. It looked dangerous.

A part of me wanted to jump off right there and then. Another part of me wanted to leave the cliff and go back home. I stood on the edge of the cliff. Rocking back and forth on the heels of my feet, deciding which option to take.

I thought about Charlie. What would he do without me? Could I leave him? I didn't want to leave him. But this pain was so agonising, I couldn't handle it anymore. I thought of my Paul. Would I get to see him again? I wanted him back.

But he broke my heart so severely; I don't think my heart could ever mend itself. He didn't want me. He didn't love me anymore. I wasn't good enough. If I'm not good enough for Paul, then I don't deserve anyone. With that thought, I jumped.

The adrenaline I felt when I jumped sent shivers down my spine. It was terrifying. I let out a loud scream just as I hit the water. The currents were lashing against me as I pushed up to the surface for air. A massive wave came smashing in; I took a deep breath and ducked back down into the water.

The water was too strong for me, I couldn't breathe. The waves were rushing towards me too quickly, forcing me to swallow heaps of water. I didn't have the energy to fight against the waves anymore. I felt myself sink further into darkness. Away from the light. The world. The pain.

All of a sudden, I felt like I was jerked to the surface by something. As I hit the surface, I felt a hot arm wrap itself around my waist and swam me to shore. I felt the sand on my back. Warms hands touching my neck and face.

A voice spoke to me. It was the same voice from my dream. Who was he? I felt myself drop into unconsciousness.

Paul's POV

I dozed in and out of sleep on the grassy ground. I heard movement from her room. I looked up and stretched my limbs. Stretching my paws on the grass felt nice.

I watched her leave the bed and walk into the bathroom to freshen up. That's when it hit. The pain. I was shaking and I struggled to stand on my paws. I collapsed with a thud. I felt the pain she was feeling. I had caused this. I wanted to claw at myself.

The heart break. I felt like my heart was torn out and someone crushed it with their bare hands. I did this, I chanted in my head over and over again. I did this to my imprint. My love.

I heard her whimper that I didn't love her anymore. It wasn't true. She wanted to leave this world, to end the pain. She said that I didn't care anymore. I wanted to go and tell her it was alright that I loved her. I went to step forward towards the house. I hesitated. My right paw still hovering over the grass. I let my paw down. I couldn't live without her. If she ended her life, then I don't want to exist.

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life

I couldn't have her end her life. She was my world. If she left this world, I wouldn't have a purpose to live anymore. I would die. Especially without her.

I watched as she left the house and drove away. I had a bad feeling about this. So I followed my imprint. I noticed she was heading to La Push. Why was she going there? I thought confused.

I saw her stumble out of her truck and through to the forest. Where was she going? I tailed silently. I realised. She was heading towards our cliff. The spot where we first met.

She looked like she was at war with herself. Rolling back and forth on the heels of her feet at the edge of the cliff. She wasn't going to jump was she? The look on her face said it all. The pain on her face made me shudder. Right on that thought, she launched herself off the cliff.

I felt fear. I wasn't sure if I was feeling my own fear or if I was feeling her fear. She let out a piercing scream as she hit the water. The waves were so strong. She was in danger. I had to help her. I watched as she struggled to breathe.

I phased back and sprung myself off the edge of the cliff shouting her name. Diving deep into the water. Using my senses to find her. I saw her giving up her fight. I couldn't let her give up her life like that.

I grabbed onto her and yanked her towards me. I swam us to the surface and took a gasping breath. I tugged her towards the shore while swimming backwards.

I gently laid her on the sand. Her hair was sticking to her eyes. I brushed her hair lightly out of her eyes. I called her name, but she was unconscious. I felt her face and neck for any injures. The rest of her body seemed to be fine. I breathed out a sigh of relief.

I had to get her back to safety. I lifted her and cradled her to my chest as I walked back to her truck. I drove her back to Charlie's. I jumped in through the window and laid her on the bed.

I went to get a change of clothing for her from the drawers. I looked away when I helped her change into clean and dry clothes. I didn't want her to fall ill.

I tucked her into bed and covered her with the cover. I added an extra blanket on top, in case she still felt cold from the jump.

I walked towards the window, taking a glance back toward her sleeping form. My shoulders dropped in defeat, shaking my head slowly. I leaped from the window and into the forest without a look back at the house.

A/N: Wow that's 5 chapters already. Don't forget to review! :')