A/N: WARNING! SLIGHT LEMON! IF YOU DON'T LIKE, SKIP THE CHAPTER.
I thought of happy thoughts me and Swan had and that calmed me down and I phased back. I checked my wound to see if it was still there but I was fine. I pulled on my shorts and threw my shirt at her. It looked short but it was long enough to hit her knees. That was enough for now since she had shredded her clothes when she phased. Sam must have left a set of clothes out for me by the trees when I didn't notice.
She stayed facing away from me but threw on the shirt without a word. She was hugging her knees to her chest and she was slightly rocking herself back and forth. Oh great, now I've done it. Nice going Lahote. You made your imprint cry.
I sighed heavily. Hearing her weak whimper made my heart shatter to pieces. I didn't mean to hurt her. I just wanted her to understand why I was so angry at Little Alpha. I plopped down next to her and just waited.
"Why Paul? Why would you use her as an example? You know I hate her. Why? I don't understand" she whispered.
"Swan. I had to use someone to name for that example. Or else you wouldn't understand why I picked a fight with Little Alpha. Sorry Swan" I said looking in the direction of the forest.
"But Paul I do understand. I understood how you felt. But why were you injured and not him?" she questioned curiously.
"I was distracted. I was feeling insecure. I saw how comfortable you looked when you were in his embrace. I couldn't help but think would you ever feel that comfortable in my embrace. That's when he lunged at me. Dug his nails into me and dragged down. It hurt like a bitch" I said shaking my head. I absent-mindedly brought my hand up and felt the skin of where the wound was before.
"I want us to be official again Paul. Of course I feel comfortable in your embrace. You make me feel so warm. You make my heart melt. I get this feeling when I'm with you that I'll never feel with anyone other than you. I want to see you every day. I want to see you after school. So that I can show the whole school what's mine" she sounded serious.
I hummed at the thought of my imprint setting her claim on me. I was her property. Wow my imprint was one in million. She was beautiful. She was so caring. Stubborn at times but she was cute when she was. My wolf felt proud to have such a strong imprint.
"Swan, we're having a bonfire tonight. I want the pack to know that my girl has let me in again. I'm not going to let you go again. I love you too much to loosen my grip on you now" I answered as serious as she did.
I glanced at her and I saw the side of her mouth twitch. She was dying to smile but it was her pride stopping her. She wasn't afraid of anything. I liked that about her.
I was in my own little world until I felt something warm snuggle into me. I looked down and noticed it was Swan cuddling up to me. She looked so innocent. I chuckled and kissed her gently on the temple. She sighed happily and snuggled closer to me. It was like she wasn't close enough. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and hugged her closer to me.
I nudged her gently so that she wouldn't fall asleep. I got up and tugged her up. She groaned and reluctantly got up. We walked back to the house hand in hand. We heard laughter when we got the back door and when I pushed the door open. Everyone stopped and stared at us.
It was awkward. We were standing there shifting from one foot to the other. Bella and I glanced at each other and glanced back at the pack. I couldn't take the silence any longer.
"What?" I snapped. Everyone seemed to jump at my sudden reply. They all looked away and pretended to be doing something else. I snorted at them. Like they weren't eavesdropping when it was just me and Bella outside.
There were three pack members that didn't look away. They were glaring daggers at me. You would have guessed that little Alpha was one of them. Figured he wants to give me the talk about hurting me if I hurt her.
Quil and Embry were sat there glaring at me too. I rolled my eyes. Charlie glared at me too. Uh oh. Four against one. Yeah like that's fair. Fair enough Charlie glaring at me, he's my angel's dad. He has the right. What about the other three? They are just pups.
Little Alpha only thinks that he has the right to talk to me about hurting Swan, cause he's head over heels for her. But he had no chance with her. She was mine. I guess Swan had enough of them glaring at me.
"For fuck sake, will you four stop glaring holes into my imprint? He's not gonna hurt me and you know it" she growled. God she was a feisty one.
They huffed in response and turned to glare at the TV instead. I glanced at her proudly and she let out a sigh of relief. I chuckled. She was silly at times. I turned to glance at the others.
"We're having a bonfire tonight. Haven't had one for a while, plus its warmer today" I chuckled.
The pack cheered and started gossiping to one another. They were chatting about what food they will bring and what games to play to keep us entertained. I felt bad for Emily. She was like the mother hen. Always cooking for us. Kim and Leah couldn't cook to save their life. Swan wasn't too bad, but I guess I'm just used to Emily's cooking.
The food Emily cooked every day for the pack was enough to feed an army or two. That's how much us werewolves eat. Bottomless stomachs as Emily always mutters when she sets the food onto the table.
We all lounged on the sofas and on the floor watching TV. Laughing every now and again at what was on TV or throwing digs at each other. Sam told Swan everything about patrol and the rules. She just sat that listening to it all, letting it absorb and then ask questions that she might have had.
We then decided to throw on a movie. I didn't know what it was until the beginning scene started playing. Kim picked it.
It was Blade III: trinity. It used to be one of my favourite movies before I became a wolf. Whenever one of the characters came onto the screen, Swan oohed and aahed. What was his name? Oh it was Hannibal King. I hated it. I looked at her and she looked like she drooled when he had his top off.
Why didn't I get a reaction like that? I was constantly topless. How did he have the effect on her like that and I didn't? I huffed and looked away. She must have noticed the reaction from me. She shuffled closer to me and snuggled up to me. She rested her head on my chest and wrapped an arm around my waist.
I guess he's good looking, that's all I'll give credit for. The movie was a great movie. Hannibal King was constantly getting his ass whooped by his vampire ex-girlfriend. It made me laugh. The pack liked the movie and laughed each time Hannibal got into trouble. Every now and again one of the pack growled when a bloodsucker came on. Especially that demonic one. What's his name? Ah that's the one. Drake.
Weird to say this but I was rooting for the bloodsucker. Not the demonic one. The good guy. Blade. I don't like bloodsuckers but he was great with his fighting and stuff. Man I kind of wished I could do that.
I was jealous of a bloodsucker in a movie. How can that be? It wasn't because of his looks. I may be a bit cocky but I was better looking than him. But his skills of fighting were awesome. But then again he needed weapons. I had weapons. I had claws to rip off a bloodsucker's head or make a wound. I had sharp and strong canines to bite a bloodsucker. Did that make me better than a bloodsucker? Hell yeah.
I don't know how long I was ranting to myself in my head. I looked up and the movie had finished. Kim was passed out asleep, with her head resting on Jared's lap. He was stroking her hair while chatting to the guys. Leah just sat there looking bored. Emily was in the kitchen making food. It smelt good. I looked down at Swan; she was snuggled up to me with her legs curled up. She was asleep too. I watched as she stirred a little and settled back into my chest. Her body rising up and down slowly as she slept peacefully.
I gently pulled her closer to me. I rested my head in the nap of her neck. I breathed in her freesia scent and closed my eyes. I must have drifted off to sleep. When I opened my eyes, Kim was walking out the house with the guys towards the beach. I blinked furiously to clear the sleep from my eyes. I looked around still half asleep, my angel was still sleeping peacefully.
I nudged her and it didn't affect her. I nudged her again. She groaned in response and adjusted her position again. I leaned over and nipped at her ear. That got her. Her eyes snapped open and instantly focused on my face. She looked up at me with innocent eyes.
I hung my left arm loosely on her hip and caressed her right cheek with the other. I tipped her head up slightly and looked straight into her eyes while leaning down for a kiss. My lips barely grazed her lips. It was then when I decided to jump off the couch and walked towards the door.
I looked back at her and she sat there stunned. She looked disappointed. She looked like a puppy that had its ball taken away from it. I felt instantly felt bad. I walked slowly back to the sofa. She was looking down, drawing little circle designs with her finger.
I kneeled down next to the sofa and grabbed her hands. She looked at me with tears swarming eyes. I tilted my head to the side. I brushed a strand of her hair and tucked it behind her ear.
"Swan, what's wrong? It was only a joke. Everyone else has gone down to start the bonfire and they'll complain that we're late. That's all. You know I'd do anything just to kiss you. I didn't mean it like that Swan. Come on" I soothed. She sniffed.
My heart broke when she sniffed. I felt so bad. I sat down on the floor and curled into a ball and rocked myself back and forth. I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. I wanted to crawl away somewhere and hide. I didn't think the little joke would hurt her.
I tucked my head into my knees and just sat there with tears. I whimpered at the fact that I hurt my imprint's feelings.
Was the feeling twice as worse if it's a double imprint? It could be.
I felt a small hand massage the back of my neck softly. I groaned and buried my head into my arms. A hand nudged my shoulder. I ignored it. The hand nudged me harder this time. I looked up and saw Swan looking down at me.
"What's wrong Paul?" she whispered. I sniffed and looked away.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. Please don't leave me" I whined rocking back and forth. She slid down to the floor and looked at me confused. I ignored her stare.
"What's going on Paul? Why would I leave you?" she pressed.
"Please, please don't leave me. I can't live without you. Not again. Please no"
"Paul Lahote, stop it this instant and tell me what the fucking is going on. Or I'm walking out the door and out of your life. I'll run away with Jacob if that's what you want" she snarled.
I snapped my head up. The next thing I know, she's pinched against the wall trapped between my arms. With me growling. She flinched.
"Is that what you want Swan? To run off and be with little Alpha? A love sick puppy. Is that what you want? Answer me that!" I snarled balling my hands into fists. She didn't answer; she just looked at me with these beautiful eyes.
"Damn it Swan! Why do you have to make me feel so weak? I'm a man. Little Alpha is just a little boy. Why do you fucking affect me so badly? I hurt you. I felt it as I walked away. It fucking hurt. You did what I did when my mother died. I was drawing little circles on the sofa. That's what I did. Fuck it brought back bad memories. She's dead because of me. I couldn't protect her. How do I know I can protect you too? You are my life Swan. You're my reason for living. Without you, I don't have an excuse to live. I don't want to be in this world without you" I whimpered. "So tell me, is little Alpha what you want? A little boy or do you want a proper man?" I asked pressing my body against her and dipping my head into the nap of her neck and inhaling her scent.
She gasped. She felt it. She didn't answer. She just looked at me. My head snapped up challenging her with my eyes.
"I don't want Jacob. You know that. He's my best friend" she wasn't going to back down.
"So what am I? Wasn't I your best friend? What am I to you? Am I just someone you snuggle up to and look to for comfort? Is that what I am to you? Damn it Swan. Just tell me. If it is, I'll stay well out of your way" I growled.
She was pissed. She snarled and then I was pinned to the wall. She glared at me with fire in her eyes.
"Is that what you think? That I want Jacob? Fuck I couldn't think of him that way. He's younger than me. He's little a brother I never had. I don't care if he thinks he has feelings for me. I fucking want you. You are my imprint. Do you not smell me? The way you affect me, like no other man could compare to. Use your senses" she growled pressing against me. Shit, her growling sent that sensation down my body.
I saw the lust twinkling in her eyes. She was playing with fire. I grasped her hips and pulled her towards me. I used my wolfy senses. I smelt her arousal. She was turned on with all this fighting. Damn girl.
I flipped and pressed her against the wall. I grabbed her hand and placed it to the top of my shorts and guided her hand further down. Fuck all this fighting and her growling. I was a goner. Her growling and the twinkle in her eyes made my dick so hard it hurt.
She gasped when her hand connected with my dick through my shorts. I buried my face in her hair and breathed in. God she affected me so badly. She let her hand wander to the zipper of my shorts. Fuck.
She took a deep breath and fiddled with the zipper and the button of my shorts. She slid her hand into my boxers and grabbed my dick. I hissed at the contact. God it felt good. I glanced at her and she was biting her lip. Man that pouty lip affected me too. I leaned down and took her bottom lip and nibbled on it.
She moaned and the sound went straight to my dick. I was so hard. She looked like she was gathering up the confidence. She slowly moved her hand up and down my length, dragging her nails along every now and again. I moaned in want.
"Fuck Swan. Stop with the nails. I won't last very long like that. I want to savour this. Your hand feels so good wrapped around my cock" I whispered. She whimpered. She was rubbing her thighs together for friction. Naughty minx. I sniffed the air. Her arousal was strong.
"Does feeling my cock make you feel good too? Hmm I wonder…" I said feeling up her thighs.
She was wearing a skirt. I trailed my fingers up and down her legs. She shivered in response. I smirked. She wanted attention. She was gonna get it.
My hands inched higher and stopped at the waistband of her panties. I caressed the skin under her panties. She whimpered while concentrating on stroking my cock.
I pulled her panties down slowly and helped her step out of them. I threw them behind me. She blushed. I gripped her bum cheeks and squeezed. She squeaked in surprise.
I unzipped her skirt and threw it over my head. I heard it hit the ground with a soft thud. I shuddered when she increased her pace. She had a cheeky grin on her face. Oh she was gonna enjoy this.
I gave her a cheeky grin of my mine as I caressed her stomach and my hand dipped lower and lower towards her centre. My fingers touched her folds and gently moved up and down her folds. She trembled with desire. I inserted a finger into her pussy. Fuck, she was wet. So wet.
She gasped and wrapped her arms around me. My thumb flicked her clit and she moaned. Fuck she felt good. I inserted another finger and she threw her head back. The way her walls clasped around my fingers made my cock jump in response. I rubbed my boxer covered cock against her clit.
"Fuck Swan, does that feel good? Huh? Does it?" I challenged.
"Paul" she whimpered.
"You like that huh? You like me playing with your pussy?" I smirked. I felt her grow wetter. Ah so she likes dirty talk. "Tell me how it feels Swan. Come on"
"Mmmm… it feels so good" she gasped.
I smiled and removed my fingers. Bringing to my mouth and licking them as she gaped at me. She tasted like heaven. I removed her shirt and rested my hands on the clasp of her bra. Silently questioning her. She nodded her head.
In return she wrapped her legs around me and pushed my shorts down with her feet. She was eager alright. I wrapped my arms around her waist and she did something I didn't expect her to. She bucked against my cock.
I walked backwards towards the stairs. I turned round and ran up the stairs with her in my arms. She squealed in delight. I walked across the landing and into the spare room. I spun round and turned the light on and shut the door. I gently lay her on the bed.
I took that moment to take in her body. She was beautiful. She blushed under my gaze.
"Swan, you're beautiful" I praised. She blushed harder and went to cover herself with her hands. I grasped her hands and shook my head.
"Never cover yourself when you're with me. You're breath taking" I convinced. She smiled shyly in response.
"Come on Swan. Where's that feisty little imprint of mine? Hmm?" I challenged.
She growled and pushed me onto my back on the bed. She ripped my boxers off with a predatory smirk on her face. Man that was hot.
She sat on my lap and rubbed her body against mine. Her core brushing against my cock. Oh fuck.
She lowered her body down mine. I closed my eyes and waited. I felt nothing. I opened my eyes just as she grabbed my cock and started stroking it again. Fuck she had potential. She made me feel so good.
She licked the pre-cum off the tip of my cock before lowering her mouth onto my cock. Fuck. I had died and went to heaven. Her hot mouth felt so good on my cock. I groaned and closed my eyes, fisting the sheets.
She hummed and wrapped one of her hands around my cock stroking where her mouth couldn't reach. I resisted. I wanted to grab the back of her head and set the pace that I wanted. But I knew I had to go slow with her.
I looked down at her and she was staring up at me with her beautiful brown eyes. It was hot. I couldn't explain it. It was just so good. No words could really explain it. Not right now.
She started sucking harder. She dropped her hand and lowered her mouth. I felt my cock hit the back of her throat. She was breathing through her nose. Holy shit. If she kept doing that I wasn't gonna last very long.
She came back up and flicked her tongue around my tip. I shuddered in pleasure. She began just sucking the head of my cock and wanked my cock with her hand in a fast pace. Shit I felt it coming.
"Fuck Swan. I'm gonna cum. If you want to just jerk it off its fine" I gasped.
She moaned in response and sucked lower. Fuck that pushed me over the edge. I shot my load into her awaiting mouth. Her eyes widened as she swallowed it. I dropped my head back onto the bed with a thump.
"Swan, where the hell did you learn that?" I questioned smiling. She crawled up the bed and rested her head on my arm and drew circles on my chest.
"I did ok?" she asked shyly.
"Swan, you did more than ok. That was the best blowjob I've ever had. I wonder if it's like that every time" I smirked cheekily.