I just wanted to put my hand's on his arm's, can i put my hands on your arms N, of course Touko, i lifted my hands up towards his arms and softly placed them there, making him flinch a little, i heard a crumbling noise coming from inside me, it was my heart, my heart was dying out and beginning to break, N my heart is breaking, he came round the front and placed a hand on my chest where my heart is, Touko your heart it's cracking, it hurt's me in pain, just to listen to my heart break apart, i fell backwards on the floor, Touko are you alright, but no response was coming from me, N got down on both knee's and started crying, his tears fell off his cheek and landed on my skin, N's tear's made it's way inside of me, directly touching my heart, then something healed me from the inside, my heart was healing itself, my eye's slowly opened itself, N looks down at me and put's gentle hand's softly on my chest, seeing me so alive, your ok Touko, N what happened, your heart broke out, my tear's gently healed your heart, i was worried about you, i thought that you were going to pass out like that, i had enough strength to lift my hand up and gently touch his cheek, he could feel my hand touching his cheek, N lovingly put his hand atop my hand that was softly holding his cheek, we found each other again