Alex fallowed Rin back to the hotel after Rin had promised to show Alex how beautiful she is. Alex accepts however she doesn't quite understand why she feels to drawn to her. Rin slowly shows Alex what it's like to be held.
What will happen in the morning?
Will this mean happiness for Alex?
What does a Blue Rose mean?
Warning: Lemon, this scene is specifically yuri meaning girl on girl.
I hope you enjoy,
~The Dark Ringmaster
I do not own Kuroshitsuji.
Chapter 38: A Rose's Fleeting Kiss
The car rolled through the streets of London and Alex heard the tires roll against a puddle causing it to make a splash. It was dark and she noticed how Rin's eyes never seemed to leave her, what drove her to say yes to this was still confusing. Her mind was in a fog and nothing seemed to mistake, Rin seemed to honestly want her. For the first time someone wanted to touch her and didn't seem to care what she looked like. The car slowed before Rin's hotel and Alex stared, Rin was staying in the 21. An elite hotel which was far out of her reach, she stared as a valet opened the door and offered his hand to assist her in getting out. Alex slowly took it and noticed how Rin seemed so comfortable in this place, sure Alex was comfortable with Claude and Sebastian at Shadow Pont, however this was entirely different. She slowly walked across the lobby and noticed how everyone's eyes seemed to fallow her, she had felt the same thing at the gala however it seemed much more awkward here. Alex looked at the floor until she felt a pair of thin fingers lace in her own. She looked up to find Rin smiling with confidence as she got into the elevator. "Never doubt your power as a woman," she whispered. Alex was silent as the lift flew up several floors before coming to a halt. Rin grabbed her hand and pulled her from the lift and hurriedly lead her down the hallway to the Imperial Suite.
She slowly fallowed Rin into the suite and looked around, it was lavish and she could tell Rin spent a lot of money. Rin smiled and guided her to the bedroom, the bed was large and Alex heard the door click behind her as Rin closed it. She looked over her shoulder to find a pair of honey colored eyes looking her over. "Women posses charms men do not," she whispered as she slowly wrapped her arms around Alex. She pressed her lips to Alex's neck and continued, "They smell sweet." Rin slowly lowered the sipper of Alex's dress, "They're soft," she whispered as her hands clenched Alex's breasts. The heat from Rin's hands seeped through the fabric and Alex moaned as she felt Rin's fingers kneed them. Rip nipped at her shoulder and breathed, "They're beautiful." Alex shivered as she felt the dress fall from her form and closed her eyes. Rin's fingers roamed her body, every place she touched was warm and pleasant compared to the ugliness of her memories of how people touched her.
Rin's fingers traveled down Alex's back, they were light and then Alex's eyes shot open. "No," she cried and pulled away, Rin was confused until she finally saw the marks from the abuse she had unjustly received from so long ago. She shuddered at the through that someone had beaten such a beautiful girl senseless and done such horrible things to her. Alex was shivering and had wrapped her arms around herself, Rin noticed the brand on her back and the line which the make up had stopped, she sighed. It was obvious Sebastian had sunken all of his skills into making her look enchanting. "Alex," Rin whispered as she attempted to touch her only for Alex to pull away, "Don't I'm not worthy." Rin was silent and stood there, "I'll never be beautiful," she muttered and Rin shook her head.
There was no way she was going to pass this up, she had gotten Alex out of the dress and she was aching to touch her. However she didn't want this to hurt, Alex had seen enough pain, it was time for her to feel pleasure and warmth. Rin looked over at a vase of roses and smiled. Alex turned and watched as Rin's fingers wrapped around a royal blue rose, it's blossom was large and she stared as Rin pulled it from the vase. It's stem was an emerald green and Alex noticed the red thorns. Alex's eyebrows lifted with curioucity and she watched as Rin slipped out of her own dress. The black and red garmet fell to the floor soundlessly and Alex stared as Rin held the flower between her lips and began to strip away each layer. Her fingers danced down her skin as she slowly pulled the black lace panties from her body, Rin's bra fallowed. Alex stared at the woman with a perfect completion and felt her heart skip a beat when Rin stood before her and gently pushed her to the bed. The royal blue rose left her lips and she whispered, "I want you to keep your eyes open and look at me." Her voice was low and charming as she slowly tugged at Alex's blue panties. Rin smiled clearly Sebastian had thought of everything, it was bad enough Alex hadn't been wearing a bra which wasn't noticeable until the dress was slipped off of her. Her skin was soft and Rin sighed as she slowly kissed Alex's forehead. "I won't penetrate, tonight is a night for pleasure," she whispered.
Alex blushed and looked up at Rin, her ink black hair rolled off her shoulders like water and her honey colored eyes seemed to probe through hers. She nodded and Rin smiled as she kissed the petals of the rose, her lips were soft and Alex was slightly confused. She thought Rin was going to touch her, she didn't understand what the flower was for.
Rin noticed Alex's flushed skin and her smoky sapphire eyes. Her beautiful brown hair was falling loose from the silver comb and Rin paused. Even if she was covered in scars she was a captivating piece of art. She slowly touched the petals of the rose to Alex's lips and watched Alex's eyes widen with confusion. She snickered and gently caressed her bottom lip with the flower. The blue against the skin tone lipstick which Sebastian had selected was stunning and she slowly swept it across Alex's full lower lip. Her movements were slow and she looked into Alex's eyes. She watched the sapphires transform from a nervous blue to an elegant deep ocean blue. She licked her lower lip unconsciously and found herself enjoying the scene before her as she gently swept the rose away from Alex's lips and trailed it across her cheek.
Alex gasped her heart was racing, the rose's supple petals were light against her skin and she shivered as she felt it caress her cheek. It was pleasant to feel and a light touch which seemed almost unheard of. They were cool at first however he skin felt warm as the flower gently swept down the side of her face and then trailed the edge of her chin. Rin never seemed to break her gaze and Alex gasped as she felt the rose slowly descend down her neck. It was as if someone was leaving a trail of light kisses down it. She shivered as Rin whispered in her ear, "Relax." Alex shivered as the flower seemed to caress each inch of her. Rin guided the flower over Alex's collar bone, there was a whisper of a thrill as Rin continued. Her moments were delectably slow and Alex moaned as the flower delicately over her skin. Each one of Rin's movements was insatiable, the way her body seemed to loom over Alex's her deep honey colored eyes and those lips which were beautifully full. Alex moaned again as the rose brushed against on of her tits and she felt Rin's fingers slowly wrap around the other. Alex shivered with delight and she moaned, "Rin."
Rin grinned and kissed on of Alex's temples before proceeding, the rose slowly descended down her chest and then across her stomach. Alex's senses were over run as she shivered again, each time that flower touched her skin she felt as though she was being kissed by a pair of soft, sweet and inviting lips. Alex gasped as Rin slowly made a circle on her stomach with the flower. "So beautiful," whispered Rin, "The darkness fo the rose against your skin really stands out." Alex shivered again as Rin slowly swept the rose closer and closer to her womanhood. She looked at Rin everything was a rush, she had never self this kind of heat. Even what those men had done years ago frightened her however the kiss of this rose was the most soothing thing in her mind. She felt it whisper against her skin as Rin swept it over her thigh, Alex gasped and squirmed. She felt the flower slowly sweep up the inside of her thigh. "Ah!" she cried, Rin kissed Alex's collar bone and whispered, "Relax."
Rin lowered herself on top of Alex and her fingers danced over Alex's skin. "I can't wait to get a taste of you," said Rin darkly. She shivered and felt Rin's fingers slip into her sweet spot. Alex's back arched and she cried with pleasure. Some how Rin made Alex's body sing with pleasure and warmth. She felt a pair of soft lips press to hers, a warm soft tongue caressed her lower lip, begging for entry. Alex shivered with excitement as she felt Rin's fingers caress her breast and slowly tweak her nipples. She gasped and Rin took this as an invitation to introduce herself. She slipped her tongue into Alex's mouth, it was an erotic feeling as the soft yet strong piece of flesh licked ever side of her mouth.
Rin pressed herself even further into her mouth, her tongue tangled with Alex's and she opened her eyes. Alex's were closed and she looked even more beautiful, Rin slowly pulled back and looked at the woman beneath her. Her skin was flushed with a light pink and she noticed the sweat on her brow, those lips which she had just tasted were slightly swollen and Alex slowly opened her eyes. They were lost in a haze and Rin smiled as she gently trailed kisses down Alex's neck, she could taste the saltiness of her sweat and smell the gardenia oil which covered her. She smirked and whispered, "I really must thank Sebastian one of these days." Alex gasped as Rin sank her teeth into Alex's neck, "Why?" she stammered. Rin chuckled and replied, "He chose the perfect scent for you." Alex shivered as Rin slid down her body and licked one of her tits and pinched the other. Her tongue swept over the bud and she gently sucked on it eliciting a delicious moan from Alex. She grinned with delight as she purred while suckling, which made Alex arch her back and cry out even louder, "Rin!" She pressed a kiss to the smooth white skin beneath her finger tips and descended. "I want to see, feel and taste ever part of you," whispered Rin as she slowly licked the inside of Alex's leg. She shuddered and looked down at Rin in confusion until she found herself being pressed down on the bed. "Wait, stop please," she cried and Rin's fingers brushed against her scars.
"I don't want to hurt you," whispered Rin, "I want to heal you." Alex was confused until she felt Rin's lips caress the scars on her back from the many lashings she had received. Alex looked in the mirror which was across from the bed and watched as Rin ran her lips down her scars and paused at where she had been branded. She paused before running her tongue over the branded skin, Alex could feel it slip between the crevices of the design and she shivered. "Such a crime, to destroy beautiful white skin," she whispered. Alex shivered as she felt Rin flip her back over, "You are beautiful," she said before positioning herself between Alex's legs. Her fingers slipped into Alex's woman hood and she kissed her breast. She looked up at Alex whose eyes were half lidded and her lips were parted. Rin smiled before positioning herself so that their clits would rub together, she slowly wiggled her hips and moaned from the delightful friction.
Alex had been dripping wet before however she had never felt someone's heat like hers. She ground her hips and felt their two clits rub together and she shivered with delight and gasped. Alex sat up and wrapped her arms around Rin, she was gasping with pleasure and she began to move her hips on her own. Rin smiled and licked the side of Alex's neck as she drew her in closer. Alex's skin was soft and covered in sweat, her juices made it ever smoother for the pair to glide across each other. The sound of their heart beat and panting filled the room and they locked their lips together again. Alex's fingers tangled in Rin's long black hair and she felt another spark run through her as Rin rubbed their clits together. She moaned again and Rin laid her back down on the bed. "I want to taste you," she whispered before slowly spreading Alex's legs.
Rin looked at Alex's large breast and then between her legs. She was swollen and Rin could see her juices oozing out of her, a sweet and sticky mess which Rin couldn't wait to taste. Alex gasped as Rin slowly licked the inner folds and then ran her tongue over her erect clit. She opened her eyes and slipped her fingers into Rin's ink black hair. Rin smirked and slowly slipped her tongue into Alex's womanhood. She slowly licked the inner folds and then thrusted it in. She could taste her sweetness which she had been denied for the past few days. Finally she was under her and finally she could taste her. Rin wiggled her tongue and felt Alex buck her hips forward begging for her to go deeper. Rin did just that and slipped her tongue in as far as she could causing Alex to cry out even louder. Alex arched her back and Rin tasted Alex's cum and licked her lips. She looked up to find the beauty she had sought unconscious on the bed. She smiled and remembered the first time a woman had made her world turn white with heat and pleasure. She slowly wrapped her arms around Alex and whispered, "Sleep."
It was around two am when Rin heard Alex moan in her sleep, she was sweating and trembling. "Alex?" Rin asked and watched Alex thrash in her sleep. "Shit, Alex wake up," she commanded, her voice was loud and she was straddling Alex as she shook her. "Wake up," she shouted and Alex gasped for air she attempted to shove Rin off until she realized who it was. Her eyes were wide with terror and Alex stammered, "They grabbed me in my sleep." She shot up and wrapped her arms around Rin who was staring at the trembling girl in shock. "They did horrible things to me," she whimpered. Rin held her close for a moment and slowly ran her fingers through Alex's hair. "Shhh," she whispered and clutched her close. She began to feel guilty for her actions, perhaps Alex wasn't ready. "It's alright," she cooed and listed to Alex's heart beat relax.
Alex finally stopped shaking and Rin held her in her arms, the pair were tucked under the sheets. Alex's heart slowed and she clutched Rin close to her, "I'm sorry I thought I could handle it," she whispered. Rin sighed, Alex could smell her perfume, "It's alright I should have known," she whispered. She ran her fingers through Alex's coffee colored hair and pressed a kiss to her forehead. There was silence in the room, clinging to Rin was nothing like being held in Sebastian and Claude's arms. It was warm yet unknown and she sighed, "I wonder if this is what it's like to hold a frightened child." Alex froze and looked up at her. Rin was looking at the vase of roses and Alex noticed a car in the flowers. "Acrom Secchuu is picking me up in the morning," she whispered. Alex was silent and felt her self go numb, it had been a long evening and she slowly closed her eyes. After a moment she drifted to sleep, she could hear Rin's heart beating next to her.
There was a bright light which seeped through the curtains like ink on paper, the room smelled of roses and a pair of sapphire blue eyes slowly opened. She looked beside her to find a beautiful woman lying asleep, her eyes were closed and her black hair seemed to pool around her, Rin was absolutely charming as she slept. Alex shifted and watched Rin's eyes flicker open, "Good morning," she said and Alex paused. Rin was wide awake and she realized that she had still been clinging to her. Rin stroked Alex's cheek and was about to say something when her phone rang, she slowly reached for it which was resting on the night stand and chimed, "Good Morning." There was a pause and Alex felt the bed shirt as Rin slowly pulled herself out of bed. She watched as Rin walked over to her closet and pulled out a red dress. "I missed you too darling, how was your flight?" she asked. Alex was frozen and realized that Rin hadn't even acknowledged her existence. Rin tied the sash of her dress and said, "Hmm, well that's good to hear, I'm packed so I'm just waiting for you to get here." Alex stared in shock as Rin zipped her suitcase and said, "I know darling I can't wait for the wedding either, I love you."
Rin hung up and looked at Alex, "Who was that?" Alex asked after a moment. Rin was leaning over her suitcase and replied chipperly, "My fiancé." Alex felt her heart hit the floor and she muttered, "Fiancé?" Rin simply nodded and picked the case up, "Yup he's an idol from Tokyo, we're getting married in a month," she said coolly. Alex was sitting up, the blanket fell from her shoulders leaving her breast exposed. The air was suddenly cooler compared to the night before, "Anyway we are going to enjoy looking around Europe, it's his first time here," she twittered. Alex closed her out and felt as though once again she had been betrayed, sure she didn't love Rin however she had allowed her armor to be stripped away and this woman to touch her. Rin saw every one of her scars and even called her beautiful, her soft skin had wrapped around her and the scent of roses now sickened her. Rin looked at her innocently and asked, "Alex?"
Alex blinked twice and replied, "I'm going to take a shower," she slowly got out of bed and walked toward the bathroom. Rin shrugged and muttered, "Must be low blood pressure." Every place Rin had touched now stung as though she had salt ground into her wounds. Tears welled in her eyes again as she turned the shower on, the steam filled the room and Alex slowly stepped into the warm water. It washed over her skin and slowly rinsed away the evidence of the night before. She could still feel the rose brush against her skin and she grit her teeth, she had been betrayed again. Rin wasn't different she was just looking for someone to keep her bed warm. Alex slowly slipped her fingers in her hair and began to wash it, her make up ran down her face as the water washed away the traces of the night before. She could still feel Rin's fingers on her breasts and then slipping into her womanhood. Alex cringed and picked up a sponge, immediately she began scrubbing as hard as she could. Her skin turned bright red and Alex felt the pain which seemed to somehow be soothing compared to that of betrayl. She threw the sponge and leaned against the tile wall, "I should have known," she whispered.
Rin looked over to the bathroom and noticed Alex standing in a towel, her hair was dripping wet and Rin could see the scars down her legs. "Good Morning," she said absentmindedly. Alex nodded and replied, "Good morning." Rin tossed a pair of jeans and a shirt at Alex, "Here wear these," she said. Alex nodded and slipped into the jacket and jeans. Rin watched Alex's back as she moved; she could see the brand in the sunlight. "He'll be here in twenty minutes," said Rin as she leaned in the door way and watched Alex slide her jeans over her small bottom. Rin sighed, and slipped her fingers through her hair. "Do you want anything for breakfast?" she asked as she walked up behind Alex. Rin wrapped her arms around the girl and kissed the side of Alex's neck. "You must be starving," she whispered as she nipped at Alex's ear.
Alex was silent and she responded, "No I think I should go," her voice was distant and Rin tilted her chin toward her, her honey colored eyes were as playful as ever as she captured Alex's lips and slipped her tongue into her mouth. Their tongues danced for dominance and Alex attempted to pull away, only to be pulled into Rin's warmth. She pulled back and whispered, "I should go to the office, I have to check the invoices." Rin was confused for a moment and sighed, "You were wonderful last night." Rin stared at her and sighed, "I suppose you're right, should I come along?" she asked. Alex picked her dress up off the floor and slipped on her heels. "No I can take care of it, you have someone coming to pick you up here," she said sweetly and smiled. Rin nodded and replied, "True, but I can always ask him to pick me up there." Alex held up her hand politly and said, "No I'll take care of it." Rin nodded and jumped with delight, "Wonderful, will you see me off?" she asked. She nodded and felt Rin slip a blue rose behind her ear and kissed her cheek, it was a fleeting warmth which seemed to hurt more than comfort. Alex fallowed Rin down the stairs with her dress in hand. She trailed behind Rin with a smile on her lips, yet her heart was breaking. Rin had wanted to heal her wounds and yet at this moment if felt as though Rin had ripped each one of them open.
The pair exited the hotel to see a sleek Mazerati sitting in front with a young oriental at the wheel. His hair had clearly been bleached and he smiled brightly. "Yo Rin," he said happily. "Secchuu," she cried happily as she ran over to the him. He smiled and laughed as Rin tackled him, he had barely managed to get out of the car. "Alex?" asked a lush voice behind her. Alex turned to see Sebastian standing there fallowed by Claude who was holding a coffee cup and a bag of clothing. "Good morning," she replied softly. Sebastian's eyes narrowed with concern and was about to speak when Rin dragged Acrom Secchuu over. She was beaming and said, "Alex this is my fiancé." Sebastian noticed the look of pain in her usually calm ocean blue eyes. "Congratulations," she said sweetly with a smile. Rin was bubbling over how they met however Sebastian seemed to ignore the story and looked at Alex. Rin smiled and hugged Alex before leaving in his car.
Alex was frozen in place and she watched them pull away, a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered, "It would seem that I am alone once again." Sebastian stared at her and slowly wrapped his arms around her. "No you aren't," he replied and then he spotted the blue rose which had been tucked behind her ear. He could smell the musk on it from the night before and knew instantly why she was so upset. He squeezed her and Claude wrapped an arm around the pair and kissed her temple. His lips felt different from Rin's which had ignited fire and passion, his were soothing and sweet. She closed her eyes and felt the rose being slipped from behind her ear and she looked up at Claude who held it between his fingertips. His golden eyes were locked on her ocean blues and Sebastian slowly unwrapped his arms. Sebastian held his hand out for the rose and Claude slowly placed the royal blue flower in his fingers and Sebastian crushed it. Alex was in shock as she watched the petals crinkle and fall to the ground into a muddy puddle bellow. He slowly opened his hand and tipped it so that each of the royal blue petals fell to the ground and Sebastian looked at Alex who was on the verge of tears.
Claude hugged her and he whispered, "Do you know what the blue rose means?" Alex was confused and looked at him, he was silent and his golden eyes looked to Sebastian. Alex then looked over to Sebastian, who held a sad smile on his lips as he wrapped an arm around her shoulders and whispered,
"Impossible, is what the blue rose means. The darker the color the more impossible it is."