Morning arrives, wake up Touko, N i had pain, when it hurt me, you sure Touko, yes it did N, i walked out onto the balcony, N followed behind me and put his hand softly on my shoulder, go and get into your adventure gear Touko, ok N i will, when i was getting into my adventure gear, the pain was slowly starting to surround my body and it hurt's, i fell to the floor, N turned his head round to look at me, he slowly walked over to me, got down on both knee's and softly picked my head up, Touko what happened, pain's hurting me N, i can't stop it, Touko i will gently take the pain away from you, please it's slowly damaging my body more, N placed his soft hand's against my chest, feeling the warm gentle touch from his hand's, i wanted to scream from the top of my lung's, it only hurt's when i breathe, shh Touko don't be afraid i'm here, i'll stay with you, i can't believe your dying, everything's falling apart inside my body, stay strong Touko, don't die on me now, N i can't hold myself together, the pain is killing me softly and gently tearing my body apart, i wanted to cry cause of the pain that's hurting me, i laid on my side, shaking nervously, N placed his hand gently on my side, he looked down at me in pain, i started to fade out a little, Touko your fading out on me, i looked at my transparent hand's, i nearly disappeared, N i'm disappearing, Touko don't disappear on me, it was too late i disappeared, little specks of light floated around N, those's speck's of light was me, i was gently surrounding N, i can get her back, N put the quilt on the floor, all the speck's of light formed my shape on the quilt, it made an outline of me, the last thing that needed to bring me back to life was N's tears, N took tears from his eye and gently laid it on my outline, i started getting colour back, my eye's were still closed, i slowly opened them a little, miss you so much Touko, N softly picked me up and gently held me in a cuddle, miss you too N, but what happened to me N, you started fading out, my tears healed you