I only survived, i stood up and looked down at N in pain, i got down on both knee's and put my hand gently on his chest, N are you ok, Touko lightning struck our hearts but you only survived, you have to heal me, if you don't then i'll fade away from you and you'll never see me again, i wanted to bury my face on N's chest, i started crying, tear's fell off my cheek's and on his chest, N softly rubbed my arm with his gentle hand, i looked down at N's hand that gently rubbed my arm, his soft gentle hand then went for my lap, N rubbed my lap gently with his soft hand, he smiled at me a little, then his face fell and his breathing was getting worse, N don't leave me, Touko i'm sorry, his hand made it's way on top of mine, i could feel my hand being lifted off the ground, N brought my hand to his mouth and planted a light gentle kiss on top, his eye's were beginning to close, N you have to wake up, but it was no use, his heart stopped working, my video watch, i can ring May, she heard her video watch ringing, May picked it up and answered, hey Touko, May it's N, there's something wrong with him, i can't get him to wake up, i'll come over hold on, ok May, she knocked on the door and Touko opened it, May could see N behind me, oh god there is something wrong with him, thanks for ringing me Touko, if i wasn't here then N would be in a dangerous condition, May got down on her knee's and put her hand on his forehead