N must of had a catastrophic collapse, is his heart working Touko, no it just stopped, i'm afraid i need to phone the paramedic to take him to the hospital, May what if he doesn't make it through, if he doesn't make it through then they might have to bury his body, i'm going with him, Touko you can't, but he is my husband, i have to be there for him, ok Touko you can go and be with him, May rung the paramedic, they're on their way, oh good, they came and loaded N on a stretcher, excuse me can you tell me your name Miss, my name is Touko Harmonia and i'm his wife, please let me come, i'm afraid not Miss Harmonia, but he is my husband and i have to be there for him, oh alright you can come, i hopped onto the helicopter, N slowly opened his eye's and looked at me, Touko where are we going, we're taking you to the hospital, Mr Harmonia i believe you've had catastrophic collapse am i correct, why yes i have had it ever since i was a little child, is catastrophic collapse a worse condition, it's not that worse, when we got to the hospital, they had to run N into the emergency room, i ran to N's side, clutching his gentle hand tightly, N you're going to be ok, should i wait out here, you can come in if you want, ok, i walked into the emergency room and watched them numming N's hand with the cream and giving him some medicine, placing a needle through his hand, he was laying there fast asleep while they fixed him up, then they took him to ward ten, i followed them all the way to ward ten, i was so happy that he made it through, oh N i was so worried, he outstretched his arms for a cuddle, i went to him and N wrapped his arm's around me, Touko i'm fine