Chapter 9

Bella

"Hmm, I love this part," Edward mumbled kissing my shoulder as he climbed into bed with me. This was it; we were in our house, our own actual house. It was Esme and Carlisle's wedding gift to us; it was even better because it was just four houses down from them. Out beautiful home had an unnecessary five bedrooms and three bathrooms. It had a massive backyard and a spacious basement where Edward could have his 'guy nights'

We had just finished putting in all the furniture, everything was in its right place and we were tired. "I think I can sleep for days." I said cuddling up and resting my head on his chest.

"Tomorrow we're going to be married, this is crazy." He smiled down at me "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Why wouldn't I?"

"I'm twenty-four Bella, you're eighteen and you still have a lot of living to do. I don't want us getting married and regretting it because you're not getting the whole college experience."

"I don't want the experience, I want you."

"Bella, I want kids and I want a family and I can't ask that from you at such a young age."

"Stop," I said leaning up and kissing him "I wanted to marry you and I knew going into this you wanted a family. I can do this, I can juggle being your wife and going to school and if kids come into the picture I can do this Edward."

"I know," He sighed kissing the tip of my nose "I'm marry the girl of my dreams, I don't know how I got so lucky."

"Me either." I laughed.

"I love you Isabella Swan."

"I love you Edward Cullen."

/

"Someone's looking gorgeous!" Alice shouted when she walked into my house as a professional makeup artist, Molly, did my makeup.

I chuckled; this girl was crazy being this hyper at ten in the morning. "Rose is in kitchen with Esme eating."

"I'm going to go grab a snack too but here," She handed me an envelope "from Edward." Once Alice was gone I waited until Molly was finished and left the room to go work on Esme to open my letter.

Dear Bella,

I'll be honest and say that I never saw myself getting married, let alone getting married to one of the most beautiful people in the world. You, Isabella, are the light in my life. You make waking up in the morning one hundred times better just because you're there. Thank you for being in my life and thank you for being my wife and best friend, I love you.

Love Edward.

It took everything in me to hold back my tears, I didn't want to ruin this makeup, it took Molly forever. I pulled myself together and joined the girls in the kitchen where Esme sat getting her makeup done with Rosalie worked on Alice's hair.

"Are you nervous?" Rosalie asked curling a piece of Alice's short hair.

"A little, it's more of an excitement." I said twirling my engagement finger around my finger. "I miss him, is that weird? I know he just left me last night but I miss him."

"It's love." Alice smiled. It took us another two hours to get ready, I had Rosalie do my hair and she put light curls in it and pulled my bangs back with two bobby pins. Once Rosalie, Alice and Esme were dressed it was time for me to finally get my dress on. First game the heels, I had been practicing this whole week in them, and they were five inch black strappy heels. Esme helped me into my dress and once everyone was dressed they all looked at me with tears in their eyes.

"Bella you look stunning," Rosalie smiled wiping at her eyes "God being pregnant does not help with this situation." Oh, Rosalie told Emmett she's pregnant and she's about seven weeks along now.

"We can't cry," I laughed fanning my face.

"Alright let's get going!" Esme smiled as we all walked outing and a limo waited for us. The entire drive to the church I was quiet, nervous and freaking out. I was also a little sad, I knew the entire church would be filled with people, and not a single one of them would be my side of the family.

Carlisle was standing outside when we arrived, we all piled out, I being the last one. Carlisle smiled when he saw me taking my hand. I asked him to give me away, being the only father figure I had.

"Stop fidgeting," Carlisle growled as we stood at the back of the church. We were next to start walking and the music was making me nervous. "Ready?" I nodded yes, but goddamn I was scared.

All of that disappeared when I saw Edward, his eyes filled with tears and I saw the joy and the love in his eyes.

The wedding went by in a blur, one moment I was having Carlisle place my hand in Edward's and the next thing I know we were kissing each other after becoming husband and wife. This was one of the most magical days of my life.

/

"You're my wife," Edward chuckled kissing my earlobe as we danced in the center of the Cullen's backyard to I Was Made For Loving You by Tori Kelly, our first dance.

"You're my husband," I sighed, "I'm so happy that I'm with you, I love you."

"Let's get out of here, let's go on the honeymoon right now. Who cares about all these people."

I laughed and snuggled close to him. "We can't that's rude, just think this time tomorrow we'll be on our honeymoon."

"Let's not leave the bed." I laughed but still felt a bit nervous; I had yet to tell Edward I was a virgin.

"Okay," I blushed "I'm going to miss this, not seeing you all the time because of school and everything."

"Well still set time aside baby." He kissed my nose.

"Let me get in here." Alice said knocking Edward aside and taking my hands in hers. "Are you nervous?"

"For having sex with your brother, hell yeah. I'm scared, like I have no idea what I'm doing and I'm freaking the fuck out."

"Just let things happen naturally, relax when it's happening. Like I said it's going to be a little painful but it'll pass and it's going to be a whole different experience for you, promise."

"I'm going to miss you this entire week." I laughed, "Not having my best friend to talk to."

"If he pisses you off you know to call me." She laughed "Love you Bella,"

"Love you Ali."

/

"Wake up baby." I heard Edward mumble, then felt myself lifted in his embrace. When I opened my eyes he was stepping off a tiny boat, carrying me up to a beautiful house.

"Where are we?" I grumbled wrapping my arms around his neck. The last thing I remember was flying for what felt like forever and then getting on a boat before I fell asleep.

"Isle Esme," He said kissing my head and setting me on a fluffy bed. I felt like I was sleeping on clouds.

I grabbed his hands and pulled him on top of me. "Hi husband."

"Hi wife," He smiled down at me supporting himself with his arms. "What is it, I see you thinking in that little mind of yours."

"I'm a virgin." I whispered staring at his mouth. "God this is a shitty time to say this but I am."

"I know," Edward smiled "I overheard you talking with Alice one day in the kitchen." He started placing small kisses on my neck.

"Why didn't you say anything?" I mumbled closing my eyes and smiling at the feeling of him kissing my neck.

"It's was something that I thought you should tell me." He mumbled moving lower and slowly unbuttoning my shirt.

"I'm nervous." I said grabbing his head to stop his kisses when he places one right above my breast. "What if I'm bad at it?"

"You can't be bad at it, no one is ever bad at it. Do you want to do this, because I don't want to pressure you, we can wait."

"No," I whined, "I want to." He gave me a panty-dropping smile and finished unbuttoning my shirt. He kissed down my stomach buttoning my pants and I bit my bottom lip.

"You tell me if you want to stop, okay baby?" I felt my pants slip down my legs along with my underwear and I suddenly felt to exposed.

I instantly clamped my legs together and watched Edward pull his shirt over his head. His tattoos, they covered both arms, one to his wrist the other to his elbow. His chest was covered in them going down the side of his waist. He threw his shirt on the floor and that's when I saw the fresh ink on the inside of his bicep, and it was big, it was my name, Bella.

"Oh my god," I smiled tracing my fingers lightly over my name. "Edward that's a forever thing."

"So are you," He smiled, and that tattoo it fucking turned me on. It was hot, seeing Edward with my name on him. I didn't hear him take his pants off but I felt his bare legs on mine when he kissed back up my stomach, unsnapping my bra and taking one of my nipples into his mouth,

I moaned, I'd never experienced ecstasy like this before. "Edward…" I couldn't get my thoughts together.

"I'm going to go slow baby," He eased my legs apart. I wrapped my arms around his back and felt the head of his penis touch my entrance and I arched up, I was so sensitive. "Breathe."

I did as he said and on my third deep breath he pushed into me, and it fucking hurt. He was big, thick and I felt like this wasn't going to work. "Edward,"

"I'm not even half way in," He gasped and pushed even more. "Breathe, just please relax." He pushed in and I felt the pain, it felt like I was being torn apart. I squeezed my eyes shut, and after a few moments felt the pain ease away and Edward start to move, thrusting slowly in and out. I let out a moan, he was so thick and big and it was pleasure mixed with pain.

Edward brought his hips back "Bella-" He groaned "Fuck you feel amazing." He buried his face in my neck kissing and sucking. I bucked my hips to meet his taking him deeper and I felt complete, scratching my nails down his back, I wanted more.

I bit down hard on his shoulder and he moved taking his mouth with mine. "I love you." I groaned as he started to pick his pace up moving faster. I felt a build up low in my stomach and this burst of ecstasy and I screamed Edward's name, this had to be what Alice was explaining to me, an orgasm.

Edward kept moving, faster, grunting and then finally stilling and finishing inside of me, collapsing on top of me.

Our heavy breathing is the only thing that I heard. "That was, amazing." I chuckled kissing his tattooed shoulder. "Better then I ever expected."

"Trust me," Edward said smiling kissing me passionately "you're not bad at sex." I laughed feeling my face get red. "I love you so much Bella."

"I love you." I said kissing his nose. "Can we do it again?"

"You read my mind."

/

I woke up the next morning and left like a new woman, I was a married woman. Last night was one of the most memorable moments of my life. After having sex two more time Edward and I tried new things, even thought it was embarrassing he talked me through giving him a blow job, and let me tell you it was hot seeing him moan and groan to everything I was doing to him. I reached over to his side of the bed and it was cold.

"Edward?" I mumbled opening my eyes and seeing no one was in the room with me. I wrapped the sheet around me and walked out of the room into an open living room to the left and a kitchen to the right. The door to the beach was open and I saw Edward pacing on the deck with a phone to his ear.

I went over to the fridge and grabbed water, when I turned around Edward stood there a sad look on his face. "What is it?"

"We have to go back home." He mumbled.

I gave a short laugh "You're joking right?"

"Some stuff is going on back at home and my dad needs us to come back."

"Edward I thought we agreed no phones on the plane. Why are you even talking to your dad?"

"Please," He came around the island and stood in front of me "I had an amazing time last night, probably one of the best nights and I will make this up to you but we need to go."

I groaned and pushed past him "Fuck you, thanks for ruining our honeymoon." I grumbled and went in search of my suitcase for a new pair of clothes.

XOXO