I walked out on the balcony resting my arm's against the railing, N came out and put's his hand on my back, i relished his warm touch, N stayed outside, while i went back in and sat on my bed, brushing my hair and getting into my pj's, i got into bed and shut my eye's, it was before long, N got into his pj's and quietly climbed into bed and turning me around, i huddled into him, morning comes, rays of sunlight shone through the balcony door and on our floor, wake up Touko, later ok, N lightly rubbed his hand against my cheek, oh N your up already, yes i am Touko, oh i wonder if Paul is awake, N would you check on him for me, of course Touko, N got out of bed and went to check on our son, i also got out of bed and headed to the kitchen, but before i did, i heard N call my name, telling me to come and see our son, oh god i hope he is breathing, i ran towards N, is he dead N, no of course not Touko he is breathing, oh good Paul wake up, he opened his eyes a little to look up at his parents, Paul stretched his little arm's up in the air, N picked him up and held him close in his arm's, he looked down at Paul