Ronald decides to go out partying, however the last thing he expects is for William to come after him. At the bar Ronald sees a beautiful woman from accounting and quickly begins to flirt. Little does he know that William had just gotten off work and has gone to the bar to see him. William drinks a glass which had been spiked with Ecstasy and passes out. Grell manages to catch him only it isn't Grell who takes William home.

Why hasn't William been spending time with Ronald?

How does Ronald fell about always waiting?

How on earth did William become a beast in bed?

I hope you enjoy,

~Kuro

P.s. I do not own Kuroshitsuji.

Chapter 53: One Glass Isn't Enough

William nodded and turned to the bartender, "Dry Martini, shaken," he ordered. The bartender nodded and William turned to face Grell only to see Ronald flirting with Peggy. He froze; it was as though he had been stabbed through the heart. His eyes closed and he looked down at the floor, Grell noticed his sullen look and placed a hand on William's shoulder. William shrugged it off and picked up the martini. In a single gulp he took the drink and placed it on the counter, "Will?" asked Grell in shock. William ignored him and the bartender made him another, "Will drinking like a fish won't help you," shouted Grell as he attempted to stop William. However it was a feeble attempt at best, and William downed another martini. He flossed his eyes and suddenly the room spun. He gripped the counter and pulled at his tie, "Will?" asked Grell in a panic. William's forehead was covered in sweat and he began panting, "I feel strange," he commented. His heart was pounding, his ears rang. "What was in that?" he asked in confusion, William was a heavy drinker and could tolerate more than a few martinis. He felt a wave of heat in his veins and a fog began to invade all of his rational thoughts. His knees buckled and Grell shouted at the top of his lungs, "Will!" Ronald looked over to see William falling into Grell's arms and he grit his teeth. Somehow seeing this irritated Ronald and he abandoned Peggy.

"Get your hands off of him!" screamed Ronald, the room went silent and Grell looked at him in shock. Ronald grabbed William and held him close to his chest.

"I thought you were giving up on him," said Grell teasingly. Ronald ignored him and felt William's forehead. "Will, Will, wake up," he called and gently tapped the side of William's face with his hand, his skin was oily and hot to the touch. Ronald felt a surge of fear travel down his spine as he continued to call to the elder shinigami. He watched nervously as William's eyes slowly open. They were hazy which was even more disturbing for Ronald. He had been dosed with the drug before, however he had developed a high tolerance for the stuff thanks to his many encounters with unsavory people at parties. William sighed, "So you have come back to me," he breathed, his voice was airy. Ronald grit his teeth as William seemed to wilt, his eyes were half lidded and he seemed unresponsive to any stimulus. "Who slipped Ecstasy in his drink?" Ronald roared. His voice was as sharp as a scythe; it sliced through each person in the room with lethal strength. The blonde's arms were wrapped around William's waist, William was much lighter than he should be and smelt of cigarettes. Ronald slowly brushed a strand of his black hair away from William's face. The very touch of his fingers caused William to moan. Ronald looked about the room for a moment; he searched for an expression of guilt on any of their faces. None of them were even sober enough to answer his questions, now he understood why William had been so irritated with him in the past. They couldn't even tell which way was up, let alone who would have the gal to slip the Chief of Dispatch something.

Ronald hoisted William over his shoulder and quickly carried him out of the bar. Every cell in his body tingled with anger, he desperately wanted to find who had slipped William the drug and beat the daylights out of them. William's temperature had spiked and Ronald could feel the heat of his superior's body on his back. Ronald shifted William a little and asked, "Hey where are your keys?" There was silence, Ronald's emerald hues drifted over to see the face of his unconscious superior. William was paler than usual and had dark purple circles around his eyes, which he had failed to notice in the office. It was clear William had lost weight, he was far too light and it had become noticeable in his complexion. The man whom Ronald was carrying home looked nothing like the one he had fallen in love with. He didn't even resemble the proud and strong William T. Spears, who dominated the office and demanded excellence. Ronald felt a twinge of pain in his chest, as he heard another moan of discomfort escape the shinigami's lips. Ronald sighed, and listened to a car roll by, it was quiet on the street. He had never felt so alone, especially when the person he cared about was with him.

The truth was it wasn't waiting for William to return to his apartment which annoyed him, it was more the fact that he didn't get to spend time with him. He felt as though he was the only one working to make their relationship work. Night after night Ronald would clock out and run to William's apartment, with a bag of groceries in hand and wait for him to return. At first it was just to be a good surprise and later it became a ritual of waiting. Waiting for the one he loved to come and look at him, to feel William's arms wrap around him and share happiness with one another. They did work the same division at the dispatch, however, they were forced to maintain a professional relationship. They didn't exchange words of affection or even passionate glances. It was cold and made him feel as though he was a burden, rather than a meaningful pursuit. Now he realized what he had done, William had been swamped with work and he was making it seem as though William didn't care. The air had been thick with humidity since the afternoon, however it wasn't until then which the clouds seemed to open and the rain fell. As always Ronald was unprepared and he groaned, "I know I messed up, you couldn't at least give me a clear night?" The rain came down even harder and he realized that it he continued to carry William through the rain he would only fall ill.

Ronald turned to see a black cab with it's light on and whistled loudly, "Sorry Will, but I can't carry you home like this," he whispered. William's head hung and Ronald hissed with irritation. He had just made a massive scene in front of his coworkers, however at this moment William took priority. There was no way he would be able to get through the night without someone with adequate knowledge on the date rape drug to aid him. The taxi cam to a halt and the cabby got out to help Ronald get William in the back. It began raining harder and he cursed for ever having gone to the party in the first place. "Where to?" asked the Cabby, Ronald passed him the address of his apparent and the Cabby slowly pulled away. Ronald sat back and pinched the bridge of his nose. Things had gotten beyond complicated, he was about to say something rash until he heard a soft moan. Ronald looked over to see William's head leaning on his shoulder he was covered in perspiration and his skin had turned bright pink; he was clearly feeling the affects. He was the reason William was in this position and he sighed, "Once again I've managed to mess up." The cab stopped in front of a tall apartment complex and Ronald looked at the meter. "Here," he said as he handed the cabby the fare and got out.

Ronald gently pulled William to his feet, which didn't take as much effort as it should have. His brows furrowed and he began to feel even guiltier about the state of his lover. Ronald entered the lobby of the building and took the lift up to his floor. In a few minutes he had managed to get into his apartment and William to the bed room. His eyes slowly looked over every inch of William and he noticed how uncomfortable he must be. William was dripping with sweat, his skin was now pink all over and his breathing was labored. Tonight was honestly going to be a difficult one, especially since he didn't have the heart to take his boss to a hospital and explain why the shinigami had been dosed with the drug in the first place. Shinigami had a decent healing ability, however when it came to drugs, it was a different story. Drugs couldn't kill them; however, there were other risks, such as coma and stroke, which were very real threats for them. "Where am I?" asked William, it was apparent he was in a haze. Ronald sat on the bed and replied, "My apartment, it was closer to the bar." William was trembling and asked, "You didn't go with the leggy blonde back to her apartment?" Ronald looked over his shoulder and noticed how William honestly meant to ask the question. Perhaps having William drugged at this moment did have its advantage. "No I didn't, you collapsed," said Ronald.

William sighed and ran his fingers through his hair, his cheeks were a faint pink and Ronald felt his breath catch. "I thought for sure you would go with her anyway," he commented. Ronald grit his teeth and William continued, "In my office you sounded as though you had decided upon leaving." There was silence and he noticed how William was whimpering. Ronald looked over to see William in tears, "I worked so hard so I could spend more time with you, I didn't think it would back fire," he whined. Ronald froze and watched him for a moment before responding, "Clearly I'm a moron." William paused and looked up at Ronald, his eyes glistened with tears yet he looked confused. His lips formed a question and yet no sound left them. "I thought that you weren't interested in me, and saw me as a burden rather than a partner," said Ronald slowly. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, his head hung low and his eyes were locked on the green carpet bellow his shoes. "I waited for you every night in hopes that we could have just a moment together, but you didn't come home," said Ronald, it was clear he had entered a state of self loathing. "Now I see that the reason you weren't home was for me," he muttered. The bed creaked and Ronald was about to look over until he felt a pair of arms wrap around him, and William's husky voice in his ear. "Thank goodness you still want me," he said happily. Ronald could smell the liquor from the Dry Martinis on his breath and the scent of cigarettes which had clung to his clothing, these two scents over powered William's cologne, which Ronald had come to love the scent of. Ronald smiled and replied, "No I want you." He felt something hard press against his back and his eyes widened.

Ronald glanced over his shoulder and noticed how deep William was blushing, "Sorry," he murmured in embarrassment before pulling away. He retreated to the far side of the bed; he looked as though he had just disgraced himself. Ronald slowly got up and knelt on the floor before William. His emerald hues locked with William's, "Don't be, I'm the one who should be sorry, if it weren't for me, you would never have gotten in this mess," he said softly. The pair were silent and William whispered, "No, we wouldn't have gotten into this if I had been more strait forward." Ronald looked up at William and slowly reached up to touch his face, his skin was still hot, however it wasn't a bad thing. Ronald sighed, it appeared the drug made William's tongue a little looser and he smiled. "William," he said before resting the palm of his hand against William's hot cheek. William looked at him inquisitively, "Do you really love me?" he asked after a moment. Ronald's eyes were locked on William's; perhaps this was a chance for him to hear what William really thought. He had been dreading what the man actually thought of him for the past few days. William had been so cold and distant it set him on edge. William sighed and looked at Ronald, "Of course," he said softly. Ronald's eyes narrowed and he continued, "It isn't because you need me, rather than love me?" William looked slightly confused and asked, "What?" Ronald's face twisted with irritation as he pounced William. His hands pinned William's hands over his head and he loomed over the shinigami. He straddled William and panted, "I'm tired of waiting only for you to need me!" Tears streamed from Ronald's eyes, this was the first time he was going to let William know about his insecurities. "Waiting for you is painful, only for you to return and need me, not want but need. You need me as a reason to come home, but you don't want to spend time with me," he whimpered. Ronald looked at William, "Waiting for you kills me, you tell me you need me, and you embrace me but you never tell me you want me to stay. Tell me to stay here, with you!" he shouted in frustration. Ronald sat up and covered his face with his hands, "Tell me you don't want me to go to the party, tell me you want me to stay with you. Tell me you will keep me no matter what!" he cried.

William looked up at the slender blonde, he felt a fire spread through his veins. He felt as though he was dying, he was drowning in this heat. "Hideous," he whispered, and Ronald looked at him in shock. "Hideous, that's all you can say!" he shouted. William's hand slipped up Ronald's neck and he guided his face toward his. Before Ronald could even register what was happening, he felt William's soft, hot lips press against his. The taste of the martini was still there and he felt William's other hand rest on his back. William gently nipped at Ronald's lower lip. Ronald gasped and William hastily slipped his tongue into the blonde's mouth. It was hot and supple, his kiss was even hotter than usual, his tongue slipped over Ronald's and they slowly began dancing. Ronald closed his eyes and William went even deeper, he could feel the fever which had been building in William since he had been drugged. Ronald slowly pulled back and William sighed, "You're not hideous, in fact you're anything but," he said. Ronald's eyes were filled with confusion and hesitation, William heaved a heavy sigh and slowly propped himself on his elbows. "I am," he said softly, William smiled nervously and caressed Ronald's cheek with his fingers. It was soft and cooler than his own. Ronald shook his head, his blonde hair swayed and he continued, "I am."

Ronald was confused until he felt something poking his backside, it was hot and hard. He reached back to see what it was only for William to moan when the blonde's fingers touched it. Ronald blushed deeply and listened intently as William continued, "I do need you," this made Ronald frown and William laughed. "I need you and I want you! When you told me that you had waited for me to come home every night, I was overjoyed. It felt wonderful to think about someone waiting for me when I came home," he continued. Ronald froze and remembered that William had been in a state of mourning for years. "I wasn't returning to an empty apartment, I was returning to you," he said after a moment. The pair was silent and he felt himself become hard. The truth was the appearance of William lying on his evergreen sheets was a huge turn on. For years he had been dreaming of his superior sneaking in through the window and taking him. At first it was a selfish desire, later it turned into something more. The desire to not simply bed him at night, but to stay beside him, to return to his side no matter what. "I love you," said William softly, his deep voice rang in Ronald's ears and he stared in shock. William sighed and repeated, "Ronald Knox, officer of the Shinigami Dispatch, I love you." Ronald turned twenty shades red, he hadn't expected William to say it so formally, let alone in the current position they were in. "You'll keep me?" asked Ronald nervously. William nodded and sat up, his lips grazed Ronald's earlobe as he whispered, "Forever and so on." His very proximity made Ronald tremble with anticipation, the feeling of William's breath caressing his neck drove him crazy, it was as though he had consumed the drug.

William squirmed beneath Ronald, he was panting and Ronald could tell William needed to release. The blonde looked down at the shinigami, William's eyes were closed and it was as though a fever had consumed him. Ronald slowly descended and grinned, perhaps William being drugged wasn't a bad thing. It made William much more compliant, Ronald slowly unbuckled William's belt and opened his fly. Which produced a hiss from the elder shinigami. "What?" he asked in confusion, it became clear that William had started to loose his ability to function. This both upset and amused Ronald, in the past he had seen William in a heart wrenching state, however he had never seen him this sexually flustered before. "Relax," said Ronald and William's eyes flew open as he felt Ronald's fingers wrap around his hot and hard length. "What are you?" he shouted only to be silenced by the pleasure which surged through him as Ronald began to slowly stroke William. He could feel the thick length pulsate in his hand and he stared at the size. William was long and thick to begin with; however this was even larger than usual, which made the blonde stare. "Wow, you were drugged with some powerful stuff," said Ronald. He could remember when he had been dosed, it was no where near as effective as this compound was. Someone must have slipped something of high quality into William's glass to produce this response.

William was about to protest when he felt a soft and some what coarse tongue slide up his length. His eyes widened and he looked down to see Ronald caressing the hot and hard piece of flesh with his lips. His lips wrapped around the member and the blonde slowly took it in his hot wet mouth. William felt the young shinigami's tongue circle the base and moaned. Ronald's head bobbed slowly as he began to suck on William's member, "God," gasped William and he closed his eyes. His entire body was on fire and Ronald was plunging him even further into the fire.

Ronald teased the slit with his tongue and looked up at William. His eyes were closed and his lips were parted, the sheer sight of William reaming and responding to Ronald's touch made him irresistible. "Ronald," he whined, the blonde returned to sucking only for William to tremble even more. He felt Williams fingers grab his hair and he continued until William panted, "It's not fair, if I'm the only one." Ronald froze and looked at William in confusion. William's pink tongue slipped across his lower lip and he continued, "Please." Ronald smiled and slowly slipped out of his wet clothing, each article fell to the floor and at that moment he didn't care whether or not they became wrinkled. William smiled as he slipped off his jacket and tie, he had been dying to touch Ronald since the cab. William eased out of his pants and felt his heart pound as he looked at Ronald, the scars and bruises had faded, which left beautiful skin. The sight which William had desired to see since he first undressed Ronald, in truth he had desired to strip Ronald for years, only a certain flirtatious redhead always got in the way. Ronald smiled as he returned to licking William's hard length, his tongue trailed up the member slowly causing William to shiver with pleasure. Ronald's beautiful bottom was in William's face and the elder of the pair grinned with delight. Ronald was drowning him in pleasure, however William wanted to see Ronald a trembling mess as well. His long fingers slowly caressed Ronald's bottom which earned him a gasp and he watched Ronald wiggle it a little. The small pink whole which William had plunged into a number of times was begging for attention. William slowly slipped a finger into it and chuckled as Ronald moaned. "You!" shouted Ronald in frustration and William slowly began to lick around the entrance. His other hand began stroking Ronald's length. "Ah! Don't," he begged as William continued, "It's dirty down there!" William hummed as he teased Ronald's entrance. "Don't?" he asked, there was a note of intrigue in his voice and Ronald trembled, "That's impossible," he replied, "You need this as much as I do."

Without a warning William slipped his tongue into Ronald's entrance along with his finger. Ronald's back arched and he gasped as he felt William's tongue slid in with ease. William's other hand began teasing the slit of Ronald's member which caused Ronald to stop all of his other movements entirely. "Oh god," he cried as he trembled, William could tell he was hitting all the right spots with Ronald. William paused and licked his lips, Ronald smelled irresistibly sweet and he said, "You've stopped working." Ronald grunted and took the member in his mouth once more, only this time he was far more aggressive than he had been earlier. He took the organ further in his mouth all the way to the base and began to suck. William moaned and decided it was time to return the favor, his lips wrapped around the young shinigami's member and he slowly took it into his mouth. It was hot and tasted slightly salty, he moaned in delight as he felt Ronald licked one of his balls. William continued to thrust two fingers into the blonde and teased ever inch of his now dripping member. Ronald gasped and stopped once again, his moans carried in the room and he panted. "I thought I was the one who had been drugged," teased William as he continued.

Ronald looked at the size of William's length and responded, "You defiantly were this thing is larger than usual." He could feel William's touch, even the slightest flick of William's tongue had set him on fire, it felt as though he were drunk. Nothing made sense all that mattered was pleasure, and plenty of it. Another finger was slipped inside of him and he gasped as he felt William scissor him wider. He felt like he was floating. "Will, enough," he stammered, his voice trembled and he whined as William thrusted into his prostate with his fingers. "I want you," he muttered. William slowly released the member from his lips which was now tripping with pre-cum and Ronald slowly adjusted himself. William was laying in confusion and was about to ask when he stared in shock. Ronald straddled William's massive throbbing member. Ronald's fingers traveled down his face and chest, they moved slowly like William's had and he slowly reached behind himself. William's eyes were locked on Ronald's fingers as he watched the young shinigami spread himself, his emerald hues were half lidded and his blond hair was a mess. "I want to taste ever drop of you," he said heatedly. Ronald licked his lips as he slowly lowered himself onto William's throbbing member, he moaned and his face twisted in a mixture of pleasure and pain as he slowly descended. William's hands rested on the younger's thighs, which were soft and smooth, he watched as the blond began to rock his hips. His lips had parted and his eyes were now closed, William swore this was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Beads of sweat slipped down Ronald's face and chest, they sparkled in the light which had seeped through the window from the city bellow. William hissed with pleasure, Ronald was tighter than usual, he could feel Ronald squeeze him as he moved. "Will!" he cried as he began to move, it was beautiful however he wanted to make Ronald cry in pleasure. He grinned as he snapped his hips causing Ronald's eyes to open and he stared in shock at his superior.

Ronald's knees when limp and he fell on William's chest as William continued to thrust into him. He could feel the thick member tearing into him, burring it's self deeper and deeper inside him. "Mo," he gasped, "more." He felt as though he had been thrown into the inferno, with each thrust William was pushing him even further and Ronald looked into William's eyes, they were filled with an undeniable heat and passion. His lips parted as he gasped only form them to be captured by William. Their tongues tangled and untangled themselves, slipping over one another as though it were a dance. Neither fought for dominance as the kiss became deeper. Ronald sighed and he began to wonder if this was what that forbidden fire tasted like. His head was swimming as William released his lips, only for Ronald to moan, his head rested on William's shoulder. He felt as though William was going to break his hips apart. "Will," cried Ronald even louder than before, "I'm on the verge!" he cried. William's thrusts were still powerful and he hummed, "One glass of you just isn't enough."

William snapped his hips forward, "Will" Ronald cried, he trembled all over and threw his head back. "I want the entire case," said William as he continued to thrust quickly into the blonde. William felt a pool of heat on his stomach and smiled as he rolled them over. He loomed over Ronald who was now caught in the afterglow of his release. William smiled as he adjusted his position; he intended to make Ronald realize he couldn't leave him. "Don't ever think about sleeping with another person," said William as he pounded Ronald. Ronald cried in surprise as William forced himself even further inside him, "So deep," Ronald cried and he wrapped his arms around William's neck. William's thrusts were faster and slowly became more erratic, he couldn't keep the pace anymore, he was drowning in this new warmth he had found. The warmth of having someone to return to, perhaps Ronald would be the fire to melt his frozen soul. Ronald moaned even louder and William felt Ronald's walls tighten around him, cradling him. The fire which had been in his veins was even hotter and became lost in this warmth. He slowly reached down to find that Ronald had become hard again and began to stroke the now throbbing member. "You're a beast!" cried Ronald there was a hint of happiness and his expression twisted into one of pure pleasure. His once linen white cheeks were now a rosy hue, his hair was sticking to his forehead and his eyes were clouded with pleasure. William hissed, he was going to release soon, Ronald's member was now dripping with pre-cum. "Ron!" he cried he threw his head back and trembled as he released. He felt it fill the young shinigami and his own length twitch before it released.

The fire had finally subsided and William fell on top of Ronald, his heart was sill pounding. The pair was panting, they were sticky all over, they had made a mess of the sheets and now, they were both satisfied. Ronald could feel William's soft member inside of him, however he didn't care at this moment. He could stay like this for centuries, as they basked in the afterglow of the act they had just done. "I love you," said William softly before wrapped his arms around Ronald, who was slightly confused until William shifted them both. Ronald was resting on top of William's chest and he smiled as he looked at him. "How much?" asked Ronald childishly, only for William to look at him in confusion. "How much do you love me?" he asked again. William sighed and responded, "My love for you?" Ronald nodded and William grinned as he gave Ronald a squeeze, "It's insatiable," he said softly. There was silence as Ronald snuggled into William's chest. "I have something for you," William said, Ronald could feel his voice rumble through his chest. Ronald looked at him and purred before snuggling into him again, "It can wait," he said. William shook his head and said, "This can't, check my left Brest pocket." Ronald slowly reached beside the bed and grabbed William's now wrinkled black jacket. He searched it for a moment and finally found something cold and small. He pulled it out to find it was a key connected to a card. "That's the key to my flat, the card is for the building and the key is for my door," said William. Ronald stared at the keycard and then looked at William. "I can go in your apartment?" he asked softly. William smiled and nodded, "Actually… I have a better idea," he said smoothly. Ronald looked slightly confused and William continued, "Would you like to live with me?"