Bella's POV
"Go upstairs and put on some fresh clothes. I'm taking you to the hospital," Charlie explained. I nodded and walked upstairs with the jacket held tightly around me.
When I was dressed, I went downstairs and found Charlie pacing the kitchen with his hands in his hair, lost in thought. I watched him for a bit, realizing how stressed him not knowing what happened to me made him.
"Are you ready?" he asked when he finally noticed me standing there. I nodded and we were off.
The car ride was silent, which I was beyond grateful for, but I couldn't help but wonder what was going though his head. My father was a man of the law and I doubt he would ever hurt someone outside what was legal and abuse his position, but the crazied look in his eyes made me think otherwise.
When we arrived at the hospital, all of the nurses were staring at us. Even though I was a regular here due to me clusminess, I never came in with my dad and was old enough not to have to.
"Dr. Cullen isn't in today Bella," Nurse Betty explained to me once we got to the service counter. Everyone knew who my usual doctor is when I got hurt. I had nothing against any of the other doctors, but I felt more comfortable with Carlisle. He had that effect on everyone.
"It doesn't matter. We need any doctor that's avaliable," Charlie responded before I could answer. I could tell by his tone that he was in Chief Swan mode. She nodded slowly and called for Dr. Campbell.
When I got to the room the nurse gave me a paper gown to put on and told me to wait on the table for the doctor.
"Now Bella," he started. "what happened?" I swallowed and stared nervously at him as he waited. He sighed when I didn't say anything. "Bella I can't help you if you don't tell me what happened," He was right. What about pregnancy and STDs? I had to tell him; he was my doctor.
"I was raped," I whispered, but hoped he would hear me. I didn't want to repeat myself. The shocked expression on his face told me he did. He reached into his drawer and pulled out a kit.
"I want you to take these," he handed me three pills. Two were red and one was white.
"What are they?" I asked.
"The white one is the morning after pill, so you won't get pregnant. And the two red pills are pain killers," he explained. I nodded.
"Can you please not tell anyone about what happened?" I pleaed through my tears. He put his hand on my shoulder and I flinched away from his touch. He quickly pulled it away, realizing his mistake.
"You're my patient Bella, and I took an oath not to talk about anything going on with a patient unless they give me permission," he explained. I sighed in relief, but my relief didn't last long. "But your father has to know about this." My eyes snapped back to him.
"No," I pleaded. "Please don't tell him." I grabbed hold of his sleeve to stop him from going. He looked at where I held onto him then to my eyes. I could only imagine the panic stricken look in my eyes. After a few moments he sighed and nodded, taking his seat on his stool again.
Everything else went by fast, although he had to calm he down again when he told me to prop my legs up. When he was done, he left so I could change back into my clothes.
Charlie later walked in with other police officer and a man holding a drawing book. His eyes were red and he looked everywhere but at me.
"Bella, I know you don't want to talk about it anymore, but we have to find the person that did this to you. Can you tell me what he looked like?"
I blinked back a few tears and cursed Dr. Campbell in the back of my mind. He said he wouldn't tell. My own father couldn't even look at me.
"Bella?" he called to me after moments went by of me not saying anything. I tried to remember everything I could.
"He was about 6' 1", pale, unusually large nose, and a scar across his chin... that's all I can remember," I told him honestly.
"Any tattoos? What about his hair? Do you remember what it looked like?" The sketch artist asked.
I shook my head. "He was wearing a jacket with a hood. There wasn't much else I could see." He nodded.
Charlie sat next to me.
"Tell me exactly what happened," I could tell he really didn't want to know, but he had to if he wanted the man who did this to his little girl to get what he deserved.
After I told them what happened, the police officer and sketch artist left. Charlie walked out when I got to the part about getting my clothes taken off. He apologized for leaving and I told him understood.
I couldn't sleep that night. My skin was raw from the hot shower I took and sore from all the scrubbing I did. Thoughts of what Edward would think filled my mind and kept me wide awake.
I paid for it next morning. I dragged out of bed and got ready for school. The doctor was right, I did feel sore.
"Bella I don't think going to school is such a good idea," Charlie told me when I came downstairs.
"Yeah, I know, but I think I should," I told him. In all honest I wanted to pretend this never happened. It would raise suspicion with the Cullens and that was the last the thing I wanted.
"I talked to your mom last night" he told me. Crap, I forgot about her. Telling Renee was the worst he could do. I knew she would call me later crying and telling me that I should move back with her. The more I thought about the more I contemplated not picking up the phone for her at all, though I knew it would worst if I didn't. I shook my head and I heard him sigh. "She had to know."
I rolled my eyes, as if I didn't already know that. Good thing my back turned toward him. "I'll talk to her when I get home," I said picking up my booksack. "I gotta go."
"You take those pills the doctor gave you?" he asked me.
I nodded in reply and got into my truck.
While driving I couldn't help but think about Edward. I knew I still loved him and would take him back in a heartbeat, but I need to know why he did it.
When I got to school, I saw Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett, and two others I've never seen before, but no Edward. I walked over to them and tapped Alice's shoulder. She turned around and glared at me.
"What?" she nearly screamed. Surprised by her reaction I took a few steps back.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked.
"What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you? How could you do that to my brother?" A few people passing by started to stare. Alice must have noticed because she looked behind me and I heard quick paced footsteps.
What the hell was she talking about? Edward was the one that hurt me...
Or maybe it was because I was tainted. I wasn't a virgin anymore, who would want me now?
I was hoping she wouldn't see a vision of it. I thought I would have more time to figure things out. Like how to tell them.
Alice looked to her side and smirked. Interrupting my thoughts, Edward's volvo pulled up into the empty parking space next to us and Edward got out. He didn't notice me standing there. Or maybe he did, but was ignoring me.
He walked over to the opposite side and opened the door. Tanya stepped out and pretended she didn't see me either.
"We'll see you guys later," he said looking at the rest of the Cullens, then walked off with Tanya, hand in hand. The two girls that I didn't recongize followed behind them. Must be her sisters.
I watched as Edward kissed her lips and disappeared behind the school doors. I looked over to the other Cullens and they were all looking at me. Jasper's expression was blank. I looked at Rosalie who was trying to hold back a laugh and Emmett who looked away from my gaze. Then finally back to Alice who was still glaring at me. A few tears escaped my eyes and Alice rolled her eyes.
Everything I feared the most came true. The Cullens hated me and I lost Edward to Tanya... I've been replaced. I turned around and headed towards my truck. I couldn't go to school today. What was I even thinking?
3 days later
I still haven't gone to school. Charlie is starting to worry even more and Renee is freaking out. Just as I predicted, she's trying to make me live with her in Florida. It actually doesn't sound that bad of an idea, but I can't leave Charlie, no matter how much it'll hurt to go back to school and see Edward with another woman.
The Denali coven was only supposed to be here for a few days, but that was only because Edward didn't want Tanya around. He... loves her now. What if they stay? Or worse, what if he went back to Alaska with her and I never saw him again?
I went to school the next day. After crying myself to sleep last night I was sure that I wouldn't cry when I saw Edward, at least I hoped not.
As soon as I got out my truck I was bombarded by Tyler and Mike.
"Bella," Mike started, "I just wanted you to know that I will always be there for you if you need a shoulder to cry on."
Great now everyone knows.
Tyler pushed Mike out his way, knocking him to the ground.
"But you would want a man, and Mike is not man enough."
I mummbled a thanks and pushed passed them both.
On my way into the school I saw all the Cullens, with the exception, of Edward, and Tanya's sisters leaning against their cars staring at me. Edward and Tanya were by his car, which was in his usually spot. Tanya was sitting on the hood and Edward was standing in front of her. I quickly looked away when I saw them in an intense makeout session.
Biology was the worse part of the day but also the best. Best because I got to see and sit next to Edward and worse because he wasn't mine anymore. At lunch they all were staring at me again. Edward and Tanya still not bothering to look in my direction. The love of my life was ignoring me. I just might take my mom up on the offer to live with her.
When I got home I was suprised to see Charlie's crusier in the driveway. He had been working hard my case. Working at all hours of the night and even pulling all nighters.
I walked inside and saw Charlie sitting in his chair. He looked up at me.
"Bells, I need to talk to you," I was tired and I wanted to take a shower before I crashed.
"Dad, please just come out and say it. I don't want to have to stand here all day," That came out harsher than I wanted it to, but the bad day I'd had put me in a bad mood. Charlie didn't seem to think much of it, so I didn't say anything.
"Bella, we can't find the person that... did this to you. We don't have enough information. What else can you tell me?" I stared at him in disbelief.
"What else can I tell you? I told you everything! I told you everything that he did to me and I told you what he looked like!" He frowned and looked a little angry. I didn't care. I was tired and miserable.
"Bella, I'm sorry but what you told us wasn't enough," I wanted so bad to slap him.
"Wasn't enough? How can't it not be enough? It was dark and he was wearing a hood! I don't think you would have been able to see him either, Charlie!" I screamed.
He obviously didn't like the way I was talking to him.
"Bella, I am your father and you will not talk to me like that in my own house!" He was standing up now.
"Well then I guess I'll just move out!" I yelled the last two words so loud my throat was starting to get sore. He just looked at me. I rolled my eyes and walked out the door. I had no idea where I was going but I knew that after what happened I wouldn't be able to go back to Charlie's house. I was homeless.