A/N: Hello darlings! Thank you again for the reviews, favorites and follows! They mean so much and they really push my to write :D This chapter is definitely more of a filler than anything else, and is one of the reasons for the M rating! There is definitely some GrimmjowxRenji so also be ready for that (I know I know its meant to be ByakuyaxRenji, give it time :) sorry for not posting in a while, there was so internet at home, and now I'm back in boarding so posting :D

Sitting with Kira and Hinamori, who had finally come back from lock down, we watched the other patients socialize in their little herds while we discussed literature. We always spoke of unnecessary things, in an attempt to grasp some threads of normalcy in our day to day lives.

"Othello or Hamlet?" I asked, staring at Zaraki, who was instigating a fight with Ulquiorra. In turn, Ulquiorra stared at him with a look of pure murderous intent. It made me smile slightly.

Hinamori opened her mouth to reply, but was silenced by the arrival of Grimmjow. He walked slowly towards us, his bright blue hair contrasting greatly with the grey sky overhead. He sat beside me and extended his hand, "Grimmjow, you must be Renji, we already met, what about you two?"

"Kira" said, terribly confused looking, which was the usual look Grimmjow got at the asylum.

"Hinamori" said, shying away from the new comer.

"Pleased to meet you" he smiled and looked directly at me, "interesting tattoos"

I felt myself blush and become self-conscious, "Thanks"

"Are they all over your body?" he asked, slowly looking me over. His eyes finally met mine and I felt my stomach do a flip.

"Uh yeah," I replied, before the call to indicate that leisure time was over rang out. It was time for my appointment. I stood and began to walk towards Byakuya's office. I realized soon after that Grimmjow was following me. He was quiet, but he kept glancing over at me, and then finally asked, "Can I see the rest of your tattoos?"

I froze and turned to him, "What?"

"Can I see them?" he asked, taking a step towards me. I stood still as he stood inches from me, his hands already taking the hem of my shirt. I stopped breathing, and became uncertain as to what to do. Suddenly, there was a cough, and I turned quickly to find Byakuya glaring at me.

Byakuya turned to Grimmjow, looking him over once and then said, "Can you please leave Renji alone, it's time for our appointment"

Grimmjow took a step back and glanced at me once more, his face inquisitive, before he walked off, hands in his jacket.

I sighed and followed Byakuya, who was already seated at his desk. He stared at me angrily as I took a seat beside him.

"So, what do you want to talk about today?" he asked coldly, and I sighed, asking, "Othello or Hamlet?"

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Byakuya could not understand why seeing Renji with that boy had infuriated him so. He felt himself heat up, not with embarrassment in catching them, but in absolute horror. Why did it bother him to see his Renji with that new boy, Grimmjow? No, there were two things wrong with that sentence: Renji was not his, and Byakuya would have gotten angry if anybody was with Renji.

Even during their session, Byakuya could not help but feel that Renji was rather distant, like a school girl daydreaming about a new boy. This disgusted Byakuya, and at the end of the session, he dismissed Renji. The teen left confused and hurt.

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I decided to avoid Grimmjow. I avoided for a week, dodging him, but watching him with desire. I was not sure why it made me uneasy to imagine the thought of him looking upon my tattoos. Byakuya had done it... Why didn't I mind? Maybe I had just started to trust him, beside our differences, we had become comfortable. However… I felt more than simple friendship… What did this say about me? That I was homo- no, I couldn't be. No. Curse Ikkaku.

I looked over the lunch hall to where he sat with Yamuchika. Anyone who hadn't seen it in action would never believe that any love existed between the two unpredictable men, the only thing betraying them were a few loving glances between them. I couldn't help but shudder at what they might do in my room together. I grimaced at the thought.

I stood up to leave for my room. I walked of the hall and down the corridor; I noticed a blue head floating in the dim light. He noticed me before I noticed him, and he walked briskly towards me, pushing me against the wall. I grunted with shock as I hit the wall.

"Sorry, I can't take this anymore. I've been here long enough, and I've watched you" he confessed, his azure eyes drilling into my own, "I know you've watched me too"

I felt my face heat up. I hesitated to speak before whispering "I was just curious"

"Well, curiosity killed the cat"

"Good thing I'm not a cat" I smiled.

His body pressed onto mine; neck to neck, chest to chest, knee to knee. He stared into my eyes as he breathed heavily onto my face. I could smell mint and warmth from him, and it made my skin tingle. It had been a while since I had been so close to another person.

His hands explored my body while his tongue began to explore my mouth. His tongue reached deep into my cavern, while his hands ran from my arms, broad shoulders and muscular chest with ease. I moaned deeply in my chest, and he responded with one of his own. He was dominating me, and I was becoming aroused.

Suddenly, I felt a bump against the tightness in my jeans. My eyes popped open, and I looked down seeing Grimmjow's erection rubbing my own. He too looked down, and gave a feral smile. He lifted my shirt and stared in awe at my tattoos, and then his hands began to drop to the buckle of my belt. He pressed his lips to mine again and his tongue explored me once more.

I gave a throaty moan, and felt him rub his hand against my member. My breath hitched and I reeled from the touch.

"Oh shit" I cursed, rubbing myself against him. He chuckled, and stopped. There was noise somewhere to our right. I buckled my belt quickly, and turned towards the shadows so as to hide my erection.

Rukia rounded the corner and stared blankly as Grimmjow and I. I smiled and greeted her, though my mind was not sure what I was saying. She approached us and we started to converse. However, the whole time, I could only think about that kiss. Before we went our own separate ways, Grimmjow gripped my hand and whispered, "We'll finish this some other time"

I shivered at the thought. Whether it was out of desire, or out of fear, I wasn't sure. Something in his eyes made me uneasy.

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Byakuya waited impatiently for Rukia to show up, irritated with her inability to be punctual for anything. She was even late for her own birth! Byakuya thought sourly. But he sighed and waited quietly.

Suddenly, she joined him to walk back to their apartment.

"Where have you been?" he asked, trying to suppress any harshness in his voice.

"I was stopped over by Grimmjow and Renji" she said airily, already walking towards the complex. My skin crawled as I asked, "Were they together before you met them?"

"Yeah" she laughed, "They looked so shocked to see me!"

With that, Byakuya clenched my jaw and felt hatred for Grimmjow build up in within him.

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