Yay! I'm finally posting! Sorry, again! I won't use excused this time because I know they'll bore you so here's chapter 18. :) Also check out a really amazing story called 'No Such Thing As Love' by DangerousAndBeautiful. And also her other story 'Stranded'. They're both Twilight. And 'Finding me' by Lil Red Rocker. :) Don't forget to read my new story!

Bella's POV

After a few awkward moments he finally replied.

"Ummm... Bella? I really don't know... how to respond to that.."

My eyebrows pulled together and I had to take a step back to really look at him.

"What do you mean you don't know how to respond? Don't you love me?" I asked, both relieved and hurt. Relieved because now I didn't have to hurt him. Hurt because now I knew that if Kyle didn't love me, no one would. I knew it was wrong of me to want someone to love me without me even wanting to be with them but I felt better that way... God, I am so selfish.

"Yeah, as a sister." he quickly explained.

My mouth dropped open and I felt a few tears come to my eyes.

"But-but what about all that stuff you said about you getting your heartbroken before?" I asked, hoping to catch him in a lie.

He shook his head.

"I didn't want you to get hurt." he said. He was avoiding looking me in the eyes and I knew why. I felt bad for doing this to him. I didn't even have real feelings for him and yet here I was crying like I got my heart broken... again. And he is just as afraid of tears as Charlie is. What does this make me? I'm already a slut for giving my virginity away to a total stranger and now I'm a bitch who just can't seem to catch a break to at least try to get her life back in order.

"I'm sorry," I told him, wiping away tears. "I really hope we can be friends." God knows I need one. Rosalie had been kind towards me and I forgave her for what she did but I couldn't let my guard down with her. Not with Edward being able to hear her every thought; she might slip up. And the last thing I needed was for Edward to know how pathetic my life really had become without him.

"Of course Bella," he said like it was the most obvious thing. "Your the coolest person I know." That made me feel better; enough to get a smile out of me, which strangely only happened when I was around him. I hoped this friendship lasted a long time. This could be my ticket to healing.

Edward's POV

Greg's screaming brought in the audience of my family. They were all glad to watch and held their breath as they did so. I was most surprised when Carlisle and Esme came also, but they left shorty after their arrival. Something in there thoughts saying it was too gruesome. I didn't blame them really. For centuries they grown accustom to being loving and compassionate towards humans. Carlisle's job was to help saves lives and it was like torture for him to sit there and watch as I dismembered my victim as he cried out for someone to help him. He could've stopped me, not that I actually would've, but he knew Greg deserved everything I planned to do to him.

I had started the chainsaw and was getting ready to cut off his right leg when Tanya burst through the doors, curious to what all the yelling was about and why she smelled blood. I thought she would've knew by now but Alice's thoughts told me she had just came back from shopping.

She looked at Greg and gasped, eyes wide with horror. I didn't get what her problem was at first, since she had killed more than a few humans in her day, but just assumed that she didn't expect to catch me in this situation.

"Tanya!" Greg called to her. "Help me please!"

I looked at her in confusion.

"How does he know you?" I asked. She quickly shrugged her shoulders. It was obvious she was lying but why? What was she hiding? Something told me it had something to do with the same reason she was blocking her thoughts a while back. A very important reason.

"How do you know her?" I asked him. He looked at Tanya then back at me, not knowing what to do. She had made quiet the impression on him. In his mind I saw Tanya man handling him and shove a large amount of money into his pocket. She wasn't being around the bush or else she would've seduced him instead she made it clear that it was only business.

He was about to take Tanya's side; I wouldn't have that. I picked up the scalpel.

"If you don't tell me this instant, I'll shove this scalpel so far up your-" He got the point before I was finished but I was already beginning to prove my threat wasn't a bluff.

"She paid me!" he screamed, closing his eyes shut tight.

"Paid you to do what?" I shouted.

"Rape some slut!" he finally confessed. Once I had heard those words, I felt like I was beginning to go into shock. Why didn't I see this? It was obvious... it was there in my face. I lounged straight for Tanya and she didn't even make an attempt to move; she knew knew I would catch her.

"Please Edward! It was so we could be together!" she yelled as she cried fake, dry sobs.

"You disgust me!" I told her before I was stopped by Alice and Emmett. But for a different reason then she thought. They weren't going to help her because by this time they noticed was Greg's words meant also.

"No fair Edward. You've had your fun." Emmett said referring to Greg. "Now it's our turn."

They turned back to Tanya and began a torturous beating. How we would explain this to the the other members of the Denail coven, I don't know nor do I care.

I went back other to Greg and picked up the matches.

"No! Please! Don't do this!" he pleaded. I didn't want to debate with him. I just wanted to get this over with now. It's been a long day. I took him out to the backyard and pour gasoline on to him. I then lit a match and threw it towards him. He caught flame instantly and let out an agonizing scream. I thought I would love to hear him scream as he suffered but it was only a reminder of was a monstrous person I was.

Okay, Edward's POV I have to say I though was really lame. Do you agree? I just couldn't think of any other way to write it. Anyways, I need a favor. I don't blame you if you don't help me but just hear me out.

IMPORTANT MESSAGE!: Before I made an account on this site, I read a story about Bella, Edward and her sister, Rachel. It was all human and the sister was sort of a slut. She wanted Edward but he didn't want her. Long story but if you've heard of it tell me please. if you need more info send me a message. I've been having a craving to read it but I don't know the title or the author. I'm not asking that you go out of your way to find it but if you've read it and know it please tell me all I promise I'll post the next chapter as soon as someone finds the story. If not that day then the next.

Also if you have a story that you want me to read let me know. Even if it ours. It only read Twilight stories on here since it's my current obsession but if it's not Twilight then I'll try to get into it.