A little less seeing and a little more feeling 6

*disclaimer* I don't own once upon a time or the characters

So I kinda gave it away and made it easy for all you but I'm sure you'll like this chapter anyways.

if you do or not still give me opinions. I have yet to get to biggest fluff in this story. And if any one doesn't want smut or close to say so now.

Regina was really something else since the first time in a week of dating her or the few extra days of just knowing her I thought she was different. Now though I didn't know what to think if her confession. I breathed and I tried to see it her way but her words just didn't makes sense.

"Did you hear me Emma?" She asked clearly I did as my breathing changed but still she asked and I shook my head no. I just need to hear he say it again. "I said I feel like I could love you."

"I heard that Regina and before I said it back I wanted to make sure you said that other part too." I wanted to run but then she would be right. I always wondered what this day would be like but this wasnt what I thought it was going to be like.

"I had Robin and my private investigator look into who Henry's birth mother was. Robin had to pull me away to tell me in case you panicked. I don't expect anything honestly. I just wanted to know where he was from and I guess I promised when I had to tell him he wasn't really mine that I'd find his mom. I didn't know I'd already met you. I didn't know I had found who I was looking for." that was more than she said the first time. certainly explained why she said I was Henry's mother. That didn't explain however what she was talking about.

"why would you say that." my mind raced recalling the only time kids given up get there parents searched for. "Is he sick or something wrong with him?"

"Yes and no. He's not sick but he was doctors had to tell me he needed his mother or father..turns out it wasn't what they thought but Henry heard and he's been hurting ever since. He might seem happy but when he is alone with me he remembers more than when he's distracted. I know a man named Graham does private investigating as the huntsman. He an Robin sometimes work together. I guess he saw a picture when they found the name of Henry's mother.

He seriously thought I found you first and led you on I should kick his teeth in for even thinking I would do that to you. I mean how much I've told him I like you and that's his first go to thought process." she was so in depth in rambling she didn't even notice my hands grab hers and me scoot closer to her. I wanted to run like my instincts had said to before I heard but now I couldn't manage a flicker of anger. I was confused and very hesitant to believe all I just heard but hearing Regina's panic, worry, and struggle to show me she meant it. She didn't mean to run into me the woman she was looking for.

I didn't do coincidences, I didn't believe in them, and yet here I was suddenly I'm part of the biggest one I'd ever heard of. I didn't know what this meant. Did it mean we were strictly parent and birth parent Or could we, should we, continue on how we are. I wanted to because I couldn't push aside the feeling I had for Regina even now.

"I think I love you too!" I blurted out and Regina sputtered to a stop. She let out a breathy 'what' and I started again. "I think I could love you too Regina so where do we go from here what does this mean for us?"

"What ever you want it to mean. I'd like to know your story. It doesn't have to be today or at all if you want nothing do with after this but I care about you and I want to know."I thought about Henry and how much he enjoyed being around and how much I like him being around too. I could hear him getting excited to see Rafik or I. Suddenly it sunk in I have gotten to know my son and I didn't want to undo that. Not today, not ever, and most certainly not if Regina was his mother and wanted to still date me. To keep her all I have to do is tell her what happened.

"I was in foster care for my whole life being adopted was hard for any kid let alone a blind one. I met the Lucas family running away. I didn't get to stay forever but long enough for me to have a few days of food and freedom before going back to the shelter. I ran a few times thinking I could do it on my own but one day I met a guy. He seemed really nice let me sleep in his car. Then he was offering me a place to stay which turned in to me helping him and that made his help feel good to me like I was earning it." It was just that easy for me with her. four and a half years ago it took me 4 month to tell Ruby what happened. To know I could trust her let alone someone again. Since the it had been impossible to do.

"I got in over my head. He asked me to help him one last time then we could stop stealing for good. He knew I loved him an we dicodes I'd be the best one to recover his stolen good from years ago that he would get caught I wouldn't. I got away Just fine. He took the watches I got back for him and I waited. I waited long enough someone, probably him, called in a tipi was in jail when I had hebry.I didn't call Ruby until 3-4 months after I found out." I started crying, full blown crying Regina's only reaction was to pull me closer. I balled fist into her shirt and buried my head in her chest.

she soothed my cries until I retracted myself from her enough to to kiss her deeply. Her thumbs brushed under my eyes for stray tears. There was no tears for my life my situation I ended up in it was because I now knew my baby was a boy, who was raised well, loved a lot, and healthy. Regina didn't know that though so she made it so as she stopped the kiss it wasn't taken badly. She ends it by kissing my forehead.

"it's okay Emma I promise whatever you want I honor it. It was not how I wanted things to happen and I'm sorry this is a lot." I shook my head because I don't want to hear her say any of that. True it was a lot to take in and maybe I believed her when said she didn't want it to happen like this But I didn't need her to say it to know it.

Regina before now I would have run, I always run, but since I met you I have been better about Wanting to stay. It's an urge I dont get when I'm around you." I let Regina think on that for a few moments then just as I had hoped her lips were on mine again. I fell back on the sofa and dragged Regina on to me. I felt her body press into mine. It was all so new and the temptation has been burning between us for a few day maybe a week. I wanted to rise up and firmly push my breast into hers but I reminded myself this was to soon at least for today it was anyways. With a kiss I pull her down and roll her int the back of the couch. That way we continued making out without further intimacy.

"Just so you know my answer is a want to do this, I want to keep getting to know my son, I want to keep getting to know, and I just want to keep this as long as you will let me." Her nose brushes up and down on mine. "You're his mom and I won't take that from you." I could only hope that someday I would be his other mom and he wouldn't have to lose me. I didn't want Regina to get tired of me and then I lose two important people. The fear gripped me and I held her tightly just choosing kiss her again.

reviews please!

what did you think? Was the reason to find Emma a good one. I mean it Regina she'd do anything for Henry. So emma excepts it and my only thought is how long does that last because she not this calm so easily. I could be delayed reaction or maybe Regina and Henry do make her a different person.

Remember mor fluff to come and more charming Regina. If you want more or not say so now.