After that me and my dad had gone out of the principal's office, we decided to find the room that would belong to me-

''You are going to share room with a blond boy named Jeff Sterling.'' My dad told me, with his face down to the map. Did I think loud? I opened my mouth to warn him and tell him to keep his nose against his way. Quickly I shut my mouth when I reminded myself that I couldn't use my voice. How can I always forget? So instead I hit him soft on the arm. He quickly jumped.

''Oh-uh-huh?''

'Watch out' I mouthed as I rolled my eyes. He looked forward and nodded.

''I am.'' He murmured before he continued to go with his nose down in the map. I sighed quietly and followed after him.

Something me and Mercedes usually do when we are together, is watching the stars on the quiet, cold night. She always put her head down to my lap, As we lay down on a blanket. Okey, This may sound romantic, But trust me. I'm 100% Gay. Sometimes we talk about that time Mercedes thought we were dating and broke my car window.. We still laugh about it. When i lost my voice, She still were there for me. But then...something just happened. We didn't talk that much like we did before. I mean, Stay in touch. What if i ended being best friend with Rachel? Oh god, That would be horrible. Her wardrobe is the scariest thing in the world. I remember when Mercedes told Rachel that Rachel was the New Direction's best singer. I think i yelled at Mercedes after, Because i think we all can agree that Mercedes is the best singer in Glee Club. After me.

Oh god, I miss Glee club. I miss singing. I miss it so much. Why me? I shaked my head and started to look around the room. Dad left me for about...4 hours ago. I was sad that Carole and Finn coudn't come and say goodbye, But they did leave a call for me. That's good, Right?

I already packed up my thing and changed some stuff. The room had two beds, One for me and one for Jeff. I haven't meet Jeff yet, Where is he? I didn't meet anyone named Blaine Anderson either, But i don't even want to. I don't wanna meet Jeff too. (I wonder how he looks like..He's blond, I remember that..Maybe he has blue eyes? Or green? Is he gay? Or straight? Kurt!)..It was a big room, But at the same time, Small. Weird i guess. There were two windows, Big ones, Two wardrobes, ( Also big) And a bathroom, That i and Jeff were going to share. I don't like sharing..Ugh.

I looked out the window. The clouds were going home and the sun was soon gone. I smiled.

'I wonder if Porutos miss me. How is he? What is he doing?' I thought. I was still sad that I couldn't bring him here to Dalton.

I looked down to my hand and moved to my new, Really ugly bed. But comfy. I laid down and looked up to the roof. Suddenly, The door opened. I looked straight into someone's eyes. Blue like the sky, And blond hair.

''Uh..Hi...I'm..eh...J-Jeff. Are you Kurt?'' He smiled nervously. I nodded slowly. He came inside the room and closed the door after him. Then he sat down on his bed. He still had his eyes one me, Please stop? It was a quiet, awkward silence.

''Soo...Do you enjoy Dalton, Kurt?'' He asked. I nodded, again. He raised his eyebrow. I could hear his mind. 'Why is he not talking?' hmm.

''Do you like sports?'' He asked with a big smile. I shrugged, Then i shook my head.

''Oh..Okey..Well, I'm going over to my friend's room for a boys night. Would you like to come? You can get to know us better..'' He looked down and shrugged. I sighed.

Should I say yes? I mean, what was I supposed to do there? I know I said that I weren't here to get any friends..but I guess I changed my mind. Jeff looked up to me and stood up. I think he waited for my answer, because he had his arms behind his back, tapping with his foot.

I shrugged again.

''Why are you not talking? Are you..uh..nervous? I don't bite.'' He smiled. Does he always smile?

My eyes were looking for my notebook. They were on a brown desk, With all my books on. Should I pick it up and write that I can't talk? Or should I just ignore him?

I nodded and shrugged at the same time, I forced a fake smile on my lips.

''Oh, Okey. I understand..Uh..See you, Kurt.'' He said. He turned around and opened the door.

Now, There were just me. I laid down my head on my pillow and moved on the side. I felt a cold, wet tear on my cheek. Suddenly there were more tears. I felt ashamed. I was so sad and angry on myself. If Karofsky didn't hurt me, I would still have my girly voice. Right now, I could sing songs with Porutos, Be at the mall and spend so much time with Mercedes and Santana. So much things I can't do now. I cried that night to sleep, I didn't even change my clothes to pajamas or brush my teeth. I was too sad to move or do anything. I keep asking myself:

Why me?

I'm really sorry this chapter was short! I promies i will (try) to make it longer. I'm sorry if the eng is wrong..Hope you liked it! Have a good day. / Miri.