Gaara
It has been a week after Naruto initially got hurt, he was feeling a whole lot better. I was feeling worse, having lack of excitement. For some reason, I was really horny. Naruto and I had just finished eating, he was relaxing on the couch, looking so cute, sipping the last of his soda. I had just finished the dishes as I came and stood behind him.
"Hey Naru?"
"Yeah Gaara? What's up?" he said looking up at me and smiling one of those where you squint your eyes and grin all toothy.
"Um... are you feeling better?" I asked trying to sound... sweet.
"Yeah, you know this. It only hurts in the morning when I've been sleeping on one side all night." he grinned again to show it was all good.
"Well, I don't want to watch TV right now... I know it's kinda our normal thing but, I want to just go lay on the bed? Cuddle? Maybe kiss a little? I mean, we haven't had a legit make out session in a while... I'm Kinda just... in the mood." I said, trying to not sound so intimidating.
Naruto's eyes brightened up. "Sure." he stood up and walked around the couch to me, wrapping his arms over my shoulders and kissing me teasingly on the lips.
"Would you be ok if we-" I cut myself off not wanting to ruin the moment by asking just yet. I'll get a good 10 minute kiss before I risk making him uncomfortable. "-took our shirts off? I mean, it's kinda hot and I love feeling your skin." I changed my mind on what to ask. Naruto looked odd at my pause in the middle, but nodded and took off his shirt. I did the same before we walked to our room hand in hand. This was usual, we normally slept without shirts when it was hot and tonight it wasn't as freezing as the other nights. It was comfortable. I was just hot cause I'm horny.
I lay on the bed, motioning for Naruto to straddle my lap, he sat up looking down at me as I lay on the bed. His tail was hanging off the bed like my legs at the knees. I put a hand on the crook of his neck and eased his body down till our lips were touching.
it began slow until it got heated and more heated, then we both had to stop for air. He lay his head on my chest, breathing slightly faster than normal.
"N-Naruto?"
"Yeah?"
"I-I have a serious question for you." I asked and swallowed.
"Y-Yeah?" his ears twitched and I recognized he was nervous.
"Listen, I understand completely if you changed your mind, or if you change your mind in the next few minutes, but remember we had the conversation little while ago... about... b-hugh!" I sighed I couldn't say it.
"About... W-What?" he said calmly but still unsure.
"Bon..." I cleared my throat since my voice cracked on the first syllable. I nearly muttered the next word but I know he heard me. "Bondage." I looked away suddenly finding the dent in the white wall very interesting. In my peripheral vision I saw his eye brows come together in a way I knew he was thinking about it in a confused way.
"Um... I... uh..." his tail twitched as he thought over his options. "... n-now?" he asked, the nerves plain on his face. I turned back.
"I-it was just a suggestion... I mean we can wait... if-if your not ready. I'm just... really sexually flustered right now, so I figured why wait but I can see it was a bad idea so..."
"Wait Gaara... not so fast." he held his head as if he had a headache.
"Look, I promise I'll be really gentile, and we can stop whenever you want to, and I'll be nice, I wont do anything your uncomfortable with, just tell me ok? I promise! Please?" I begged
Naruto
Gaara was really begging me for it. Really, Sabaku no Gaara, my demon boyfriend, was begging me to get intimate with one of his kinks. I mean its not that I was scared that he would abuse it…okay maybe I was a little but I did promise him that he could use it and I guess I did kind of…sort of…delayed any action with him for awhile seeing as how I was in pain. We barley even marked out until today. Maybe a few kisses here or there but we never got as far as that in the last week. None of us got hard or if we did we didn't do anything to make it go away with each others help.
But the fact that he was saying he would be gentle and how he was horny and that he was plainly begging me for bondage made me gape at him with my blue eyes wide. I stared at the red heads green eyes which soon furrowed in confusion.
"N-Naru?" He asked, "Your…quiet. I knew it was a bad idea. We don't have to if you don't want to okay?"
"No…that's not it…I was just thinking."
"Thinking that it was a bad idea?" Gaara said a bit sadly already figuring out that I would say no. But how could I say no to him when he deserves what he wants and right now he should get me…and use his bondage. Not exactly sex…but I guess he could tie me up.
"Stop saying that." I sighed and my tail twitched slightly, "I…um uh I mean you should be able, I mean not that… I may… I'm saying this wrong. F-Fine I'll go ahead and s-say it." I took a deep breath rather than making it all complicated, "I-I'll let you use bondage okay? Just not something to bad please? Nothing hurtful…but I know you wont hurt me. Alright?" I stuttered without really looking at the red head. When I finally turned my head to look at him I saw his eyes shining and a small grin on his face. Not a devious grin per se, but more like a somewhat happy grin that I would actually go with this.
"I promise I wont hurt you alright? I wills top whenever you tell me to…we should have a safe word just in case. What you think."
"What I think of what?" I asked confused while his hand gently rubbed my thigh causing me to shiver slightly.
"What safe word should we use."
"I mean…cant we just say stop?" I asked confused.
"Stop brings mixed signals." He hinted and my cheeks blushed slightly.
"Oh."
"Well... what do you think?" Gaara asked moving his lips to ghost my neck.
'Um…uh, I-I don't know…Ramen?"
Gaara
I laughed. My mood was ecstatic as it is, and I was trying to hold in much of my excitement so as not to scare him. But ramen? Ha that was so fricken adorable. "I was thinking uncle, but ramen works too." I kissed his neck while rubbing the outside of his thigh, first things first. I have to get him to relax. He couldn't be tense or he'd freak out easily and make me stop.
"You know I love you. I would still love you if you decide to stop, so if you feel uncomfortable at all, tell me what you don't like, and if you want to stop completely, just say ramen, and I'll untie you. If you get scared and start to freak out, you have to keep calm while I undo everything, or it'll just make things worse because the ropes will get tighter. Understand?"
Naruto nodded. I leaned forward and kissed him, pushing him into the bed, I waited for him to relax completely before getting off the bed. I was excited, as I moved to the closet, pulling out a bag of the stuff I bought at Spencer's while Naruto caught his breath and tried to stay relaxed back on the bed.
I walked back to the bed, sitting down and studying Naruto. He tried to look at the things in the bag without showing me that's what he was doing, but I noticed anyway. "Relax." I said calmly with a gentle smile on my face. As exited as I was, I was going to make this enjoyable for Naruto.
He took a deep breath, and closed his eyes for a moment, but I saw his body give a shiver. He was still nervous.
I leaned in, putting the bag on the bed, cupped his face with one hand, and kissed him, gently messaging his ear with my other hand. He melted into my kiss, moving into me, I pushed him back on the bed so his head was on a pillow. I continued to kiss him as I laced both my hands in both of his, pulling them up to rest above his head by the head rest. Letting Naruto take a quick breather, I began to kiss, suck and nip at his neck as he tilted his head back to enjoy the feelings I was giving him. Without looking I crossed his wrists together and looped a long leather strap around both of his wrists and tied them together. I then leaned up to kiss him again now he had regained normal breathing, I tied the other end of the strap to one of the bars on my head board. I moved my hands to his sides, feeling him up a bit. He tried to move his hands to embrace me back, but when he realized he couldn't he let loose a "Mmnf-" into our kiss. I backed off his mouth. He closed his eyes and steadied his breathing, getting used to having no use of his hands.
"G-Gaara?" he said shaky, looking up at his hands as best he could and testing the little give on the leather.
"Are you ok with it? I can take it off." I offered.
he looked at me with scared eyes then back at the head board. He took a steadying breath. "N-no I'm ok. I'm good it's-" he tugged at the rope. "not so bad." he muttered. I kissed him gently, trying to help him forget about it
Naruto
Leather? When did he get something like leather and what was in the bag! Okay really that wasn't all that was bothering me but I at least tried to convince myself that that was what was. I mean…if I focused on what might be in Gaara's mysterious bag of wonder then maybe I wouldn't freak out as much as I predicted myself that I would.
So in my head when Gaara wasn't using his lips to distract me I used that bag as something to keep me distracted. Like…what was in it and when did Gaara have time to get something as leather. Of course it might of freaked me out a little but if Gaara said he would be gentle I knew he wouldn't lie…even if I could also tell that the red head was trying to tone down his excitement. Yeah I know my Gaara to good for him to even try and hide it from me. Plus if the demon kept on distracting me like he had I wouldn't even remember that he was tying me up…until I would want to touch him back.
Gaara grinned again as he ghosted kisses along my neck until my collar bone where he started to suck slightly until it was just a soft pink.
"Can I leave a mark?" He tried to hide his excitement again…and I rolled my eyes.
"Y-yeah…but stop doing t-that."
He looked at me confused, "Doing what? You can tell me."
"Its nothing big…just stop trying to hide it." I said he just gave me another confused glance, "Stop trying to hide that your happy I d-decided to…do this." I blushed when he finally gave a grin that showed his sharp teeth. Really I didn't shiver seeing as how I'm used to it. But then that smile was gone from my site when his mouth moved to the mark and continued to darken it as he sucked on the skin to make a purplish bruise for a love mark.
When he was done he kissed it then kissed me as he tried to get me relaxed again. When I finally melted into it and I was relaxed he let go, making me know he was going to do another thing to me. As long as its for him and it wont hurt I'm okay.
Gaara
His shirt was already off, but at the same time, I didn't want to move down stairs just yet. "Ok, you have to chill. Promise." Naruto nodded but the effort was really small and he seemed really tense. "I'm going to blind fold you."
"Gaara, no!" he said his eyes wide.
"Shhh, look if you don't like it I'll take it off but try it... please?"
"It wont hurt?"
"No."
"And I know you won't hurt me."
"I promise." I assured him. He looked at me for a minute with obvious discomfort, but as soon as I was about to say "forget it." he said "O-Ok... go ahead."
he squinted his eyes tight as I folded the blind fold to make it thick. His ears fell flat back showing his discomfort. I tied the cloth around his eyes, making sure his hips were pinned down, so he wouldn't hurt himself if he started to thrash.
"Ok it's on." I gave him a few moments to adjust. I saw his head move from side to side, trying to see. He let out a whimper but held it in taking in panicked breaths. "Calm down." I hushed seeing him get flustered at not being able to see or move.
"G-G-Gaara..." he said, his voice cracked.
"I'm right here." I placed my hands on his chest so he wouldn't think I was moving yet. he jumped at the contact and let out another whimper.
"Ok... I'm gonna take it off..." I said sighing.
"No!" he said. "I-it's fine... I... I just...it's hard to get used to." he sounded so unsure of himself as he talked. His ears showed his obvious distress. I knew he felt like he'd be disappointing me if he chickened out now.
"Just tell me when your ready ok?" I got off of him so he could calm down, stepping off the bed and looking into my bag planning my next move.
"GAARA! gaara, no, no, don't~" he sobbed. "don't go, don't leave... gaara, don't leave me here... please" he sobbed between some words. I was so shocked I was frozen. what had happened for Naruto to freak? Did he think I left left? Like I left the room? How long did he think I was gonna leave him there? "Gaara! Please, please, oh god..." he started pulling at the straps making the bounds around his hands get tighter. He let out a whine, a suspended one and I could tell the tightness on his wrists was hurting him just a bit. That pulled me out of my daze.
"Naruto, I'm right here, chill. I'm not going to leave you alone." I said calmly but loud enough for him to hear me over his whine.
"W-Why didn't you answer?" he said in a shaky breath, still pulling at the leather.
"Sorry you surprised me, I kinda froze up, and I told you not to pull at the leather, I made it loose for a reason." I loosened the leather around his hands as he slowed his breathing. I moved away for the bag again.
"Gaara... Gaara you can't do that, I have to know where you are ok?" he was semi freaking again.
"I'm right here." I said.
"I... I need to feel you, please? Please? Gaara... you don't understand..."
"I'll come over there as soon as you tell me what happened to make you so freaked out in situations like this."
Naruto
I took deep breaths to try and calm myself down, although I knew that it wouldn't matter how many times I would try to calm myself down it wouldn't work unless I knew I had Gaara there. Why wouldn't he just touch me? Not even a hand on my arm or even a finger on my chest to tell me he was there and he wasn't going to leave the room.
My ragged breathing continued seeing as how I stopped trying to take deep breaths. And I knew that I was sweating from stress, I had to bite my lip to try and ignore the tension that I was causing against the leather by moving around my wrists even though I knew that I wasn't supposed to.
"Naruto…come on say something and stop freaking out."
"I-I cant stop freaking out unless you touch me Gaara!" I yelled out then swore at myself when I just figured I yelled at him…its not like its his fault I'm messed up in the head. Plus this was the only thing he truly enjoyed and I was scared if I told him why he wouldn't do this ever again…and I wouldn't want to tear that away from him. I heard him sigh before he placed his hand on my chest causing me to jump slightly from me not really expecting him doing that and being stubborn.
"Now tell me." He said it commanding but also sweet like he was worried but he wanted to know.
"O-Okay…" I stuttered and took a deep breath knowing that the red head was right there…even if I was still in darkness, "T-There has been more than one times I've been tied up and blind folded… Tied up mostly because they would forget the blind fold but blindfolds were the worse because sometimes they would just leave me wherever and never come back. Storage rooms, basements s-sometimes alleys." I took another deep breath, "Other times…they would beat me up like a punching bag and leave me there gagging me so I couldn't call for help. Not that it mattered since my dad always found me when he was alive and after that then Jiraiya sometimes found me other times there would be Kiba…before he found out I was gay." I could tell he was taking everything in, "O-One of the worst times w-was mentally scaring when…I had a note from someone saying Kiba wanted to meet me somewhere which confused me because he hadn't told me himself but then again he had been gone that day. So I went and people knocked me out. They had found out I had a crush on him and they used that to put things in my head as they blind folded me…that's why I told him so soon because either I was going to tell them or…they were. They hadn't hurt me as much physically that day but mentally I had been stabbed in all places." When I finished I felt myself shaking from old memories.
"I…just don't want to be alone. P-Please." I stuttered to him
"maybe…" He spoke for the first time in awhile, "Maybe we shouldn't do this then."
"No!" I will do this for him. I have to, I know he wont hurt me I just want to know where he is…
Gaara
I felt my eyes swell with tears. I got back on the bed and sat back on Naruto, laying on his chest. He calmed immediately, forgetting his initial discomfort and just glad to have me close again. "Look I'm sorry. I didn't know."
"Are you crying?"
"How did you...?"
"I can hear it in your voice. I didn't mean to make you upset Gaara. I knew if I told you, You wouldn't want to continue. But Gaara... I kinda want to, not just for you but... for me. I'm just really..." he paused to think of a word.
"Scared? Freaked?"
"I don't want to use those. To harsh. I'm just nervous is all. Please understand." he bit his lip.
"I told you to stop doing that." I kissed him to make him stop but his breathing hadn't calmed down and he kept gasping for air in the kiss. As he regained air in his lungs, I touched his nipple between my two fingers making him jump. "Mnmn Gaara..." he whispered. I wasn't sure if it was good or bad, but he didn't say to stop so I didn't. the other one, I began to tickle with my tongue, which caused his breath to hitch and him to arch his back. I pulled my hand off his nipple, and began to massage his package through the sweat pants he had on. He moaned, his ears twitching, his back arched and his tail wagging off to the side. I grabbed his tail with my free hand, petting it lovingly.
Naruto began to purr. "Is it so bad now?" I asked giving my mouth a break from his hardening nipple.
"N-N-Nah...N-N-no... it's... ah... good... ooohhh!" he panted.
"Should I continue, or do you think you've had enough?" I asked.
"Gaara..." Naruto panted. I pulled down his pants, maybe a little head won't hurt anyone. I just enjoyed the sound of him panting my name. It got me hot. I could release just listening to him. I was past hard. I stopped before he could release. "Neh Gaara! No why'd you... why'd you stop Gaara... Gaara it hurts, please." he arched his back blindly searching for my mouth or my hand anything. I unzipped my own pants, jacking us off together.
"Gaaaaaaraaaaaa!" he said not able to stifle his scream because his arm was bound. I lay next to my panting Naru, exhausted.
"I love you Naruto." I closed my eyes only for a second, and I woke up half an hour later by Naruto nudging me with his side and calling my name.
"G-Gaara... c-come o-on w-w-wake up." he said. At first I thought he was scared, so I touched him to show him I was right next to him, then I noticed the reason for his stuttering.
"Holy fuck your freezing!"
"S-S-Sorry." he stuttered.
"What are you sorry for? I'm so sorry." I untied him and took off his blind fold. His eyes adjusted immediately to the dark room. I took blankets and pulled them over us. The reason he was so cold was because he was sweating and it turned to cold sweat making him colder than the room temperature. "Do you want to take a quick shower? Get this all washed off us?"
Naruto:
Shower equals warm water and for my body to not be so effing cold, "Y-Yeah." I stuttered a bit to quickly. Glad that I could now see even if it was dark in the room and how I could finally move. Gaara kept me under the blankets for a little while more as he tried to warm me up from his body heat although I tried to tell him I would feel better with just going right into the shower but he would have none of that since he thinks its his fault for falling asleep. I mean…he dosed off first but I was only a second after him as surprising as that is so it was my fault also.
"Gaara." I whined as I tried to move away from him but he kept me close. I also wanted to wash this stuff off of me, "Come on l-lets s-s-shower okay?" I stuttered and gave him a soft smile before we both got out of the bed, Gaara still having his pants on seeing as he didn't take them off all the way, just unzipping them, but me I was completely nude. I blushed at this and tried to cover myself but he hugged me from behind, "I love you." He spoke and kissed my neck, "You don't have to hide yourself from me plus I've already seen it."
"I know that…and I love you to."
He smiled and kissed my cheek before he took off his pants and walked to the bathroom, assuming I would be close behind him.
Once he was out of site I stretched my back by pulling my arms high above my head. I walked my way to the bathroom after him seeing the figure of his body behind the curtain and smiled before I joined him. He had gotten a washcloth ready and soap for when I got in and he automatically put me in the warm water and started to clean me. I really do think that he was worried about me and it made me happy.
Gaara washed me off as I stood there acting pretty lazy
I yawned widely noticing how tired I still was.
Gaara:
"I know, you're tired, we'll make this quick." I said, rinsing my body off. Naruto did the same. We finished up and walked to the towels. I dried him off before even picking up my towel.
Naruto walked to the dresser and started pulling out something comfortable to wear to bed. I did the same pulling on a clean pair of boxers.
we snuggled together in bed. "I love you Naruto."
"I love you too Gaara." it was silent for awhile. Naruto didn't seem to be breathing so heavily so I didn't think he was asleep.
"Naruto?" I whispered
"Yeah?" good he was still awake.
"Did you... um... did you enjoy it... at all?" I didn't want to be the only one who got immense pleasure out of a situation like that. I feel terrible for putting him through all of it. It was a stupid idea.
"It was ok at first, and got really scary in the middle. But the end was good. I mean, not the end as in when i got out but as in... once I relaxed into your touch. I just had to get used to it. I trust you completely, but my body didn't think about that when found myself stuck in a situation likes the ones in my memory. I just freaked. I honestly didn't think I would or I would have warned you. I mean, I thought my trust in you would look over that but I was wrong. So I'm sorry."
"You have nothing to be sorry about. It was a stupid idea all because I'm a fucking perverted weirdo with a stupid kink." I said. I was truly mad at myself. All I cared about was me. I just thought once Naruto tried it he'd love it instantly but I was a fucking fuck face.
"Whoa whoa whoa" Naruto turned so he was facing me and not his back to my chest. he looked at my face. "stop it." he commanded."
"Stop what?" I asked.
"Stop blaming yourself. I can see it in your eyes, your still doing it. I enjoyed it. you just know what not to do next time. Maybe we can go further, you know? Like, I know you had more planned but I think you decided it was enough for one night. I don't blame you on that decision because I was at the edge. I wouldn't have made it if you'd done anything more bondage wise, but I think next time now I'm used to it and I know what to expect we can go a bit further." Naruto said. I was shocked. He stopped stuttering though which means he meant it all.
"I love you."
he smiled. "I love you now go to sleep." he yawned "I'm tired.