Gaara
"Merry Christmas." I said to him back, as we both relaxed into the bed, cuddled up to each other and resting enjoying the warmth of the other. we stayed like that for a while, i don't know how long, but it was comfortable. Naruto was dozing, but i could tell he wasn't asleep because his tail was wagging lightly, not like a dog though, more like a cats tail swaying back and forth gently. like a tail would wag when two lovers are resting on a bed enjoying each others presence on a christmas afternoon.
"Naru sweetheart, are you getting hungry?" I asked gently, pulling the clip out of his hair and brushing my fingers through his locks.
"Mmm... Yeah. What do we have?" he asked, stretching a bit. I smiled at the sight. It's not something you really think about, but I love how Naruto has gotten used to me. I remember the first time he woke up next to me, it was so awkward. I'd miss having him around if he ever left.
"Well, I can make us some chicken, or ham or turkey sandwiches, microwavable ramen, spaghetti... or an old family recipe, spam and potatoes." I smiled.
"what's that?" Naruto asked.
"You dice up the canned spam and you dice up some potatoes and you boil it. its really good and really easy if you don't want to go through a lot of cooking." I said.
"I'll try that." we put on something a bit more comfortable and Naruto followed me out into the kitchen. He still seemed exhausted so i told him to sit down while I cook. Naruto didn't complain but we did talk about some stuff. "So do you think they are going out?" I asked when the conversation turned to my sister and Shikamaru.
"No not yet anyway. I wouldn't think so soon." Naruto said, displaying his girl knowledge.
"Has Shikamaru ever showed interest in another girl?"
"No, Hinata thought he was gay and she's known him forever. But he's never shown interest in guys either." Naruto pointed out.
"You know, I'm really glad you made friends in school." I told him honestly.
"Yeah, the misfit clique." Naruto giggled.
"How do you mean?"
"Well, Shika's a nerd, not really but he gets picked on cause he's so smart. Choji is... well... fat. but you can't say that to him because he gets really mad, and Hinata is so controlling."
"Oh... Well it's ready so here you go." I passed him a plate.
Naruto
"Not that's it's bad that I hang around the outsiders. That's what just makes it more fun I guess…" I mumbled before I dug into the food sitting in front of me. My ears twitched and my tail wagged happily at the taste while Gaara got his own plate and sat down next to me.
"I get that." He chuckled and ate some too. I kept on playing with my pant leg though because it did actually feel good to be able to wear pants again! I smiled to myself slightly and kept eating our…was it lunch or even dinner? I mean its only maybe 3 or 6. I'm to lazy to check the clock that's behind me. Speaking of lazy…again.
"So do you…have a problem with Shika and your sister. If they did actually get together?" I asked a little bit cautiously. He only shrugged and forked some more into his mouth.
He swallowed, "Its not that I…have a problem more as in I would kill him if he hurt her. I'm protective of my sister. Then again…she could aways kill him."
"Gaara." I warned.
"Okay I know…not funny but I mean…I do care for her."
"And then do you care about the Kankuro and Sakura thing?"
"In truth I don't care who she goes with and its her problem if she gets stuck with his dumb ass." In other words he doesn't care for Sakura but he cares for Kankuro deeply. Yeah I can read in between lines even if theres nothing to read in between. We finished our meal pretty quickly after that and gulped down glasses of milk.
"That was really good Gaara."
"Of course it was." He spoke cockily and I rolled my eyes getting up and starting to do the dishes for him. He asked if I needed help but I just shook my head. I need to think on what else we could do today. It still really was Christmas but we already made cookies, watched a movie, opened presents…we could just cuddle on our bed until we fall to sleep. But that's too boring.
"Theres not a lot anyway. I can finish it pretty quickly." I told him and Gaara just shrugged as in saying okay.
"I need a shower. I haven't taken one since yesterday morning. And I feel sweaty." He said mostly to himself.
"No need to explain the need to shower Gaara." I giggled slightly.
Gaara
"Did you want to join me?" he hasn't taken a many showers or baths with me since he got beat up, and I thought it was because he was ashamed of his body all bruised, but he's been cured since then, and we did sexual things so I can see he's all healed. To be honest, I was getting worried and I have a reason to be. I know Naruto promised he would tell me sooner about anything bad happening to him, but I have a bad feeling he could be hiding something. I mean, if he doesn't mind intimate stuff, he could be wearing make-up, but in the shower I'd come off...
"Yeah sure, I'll meet you there once I finish this up k?" he asked with a smile. I breathed a sigh of relief. Then I beat myself up over not trusting Naruto. I got into the bathroom and turned on the shower, then stripped as the water heated up. I checked it, and stepped in, adjusting the temperature to be just a bit cooler so it wasn't scalding. I heard the door creek open over the hum of the shower. Naruto took a minute to get his clothes off, and then the curtain pulled back and my blond uke stepped inside, a smile on his face and a light blush.
"Hey." he said, slipping a bit and falling into me.
"Hey... haha, careful." I laughed, pulling him onto his feet.
"Yeah... sorry." He blushed a bit more, standing up but still pressed close to me. He smiled the smile he does after he does something clumsy, the one where he normally puts his hand behind his head. I just chuckled and leaned in for a kiss. he pulled away, a light blush from being flustered, and we began to wash.
Naruto
Like I said it didn't take me long to do the dishes so I finished those in a few minutes then I rushed to the bed room first to take off the jewelry that I didn't want to get wet or destroyed. Meaning the ring and bracelet.
I will admit that we haven't really taken a shower or even a bath together in a few weeks. To be honest I don't know why, but I guess it doesn't really matter. I quickly went to the bathroom and undressed before I got in with him…slipping, but he caught me.
To be honest…we both were probably really dirty and needed this shower. Not in dirty as in…you know but in the sense that we only wiped off all the crud when we made cookies with a washcloth because I legit dragged him into the snow. And then we did that stuff and so being under water with soap and a washcloth really felt good.
We worked in sync together. We had found out a routine almost in the way we would clean up that worked I guess I could say. I shampooed his hair while he used a washcloth to wipe my sides and back. Really I think he just liked that because of my butt…I'm not going to lie. But even though the environment was calm the silence was beginning to kill me.
"Hey…Gaara." I said after I rinsed his hair out.
"Hm?"
"Did you know you have to upload the disks into your computer for that tablet." Best conversation starter ever.
He laughed, "That's the present you want to talk about?"
"I-I'm just saying…it was to quiet."
"I would rather want to know how many things you read as research to do that so well." By 'that' I supposed he meant his second present. My cheeks blushed pink.
"W-Well…do you really want to know?" I said hoping he wouldn't say yes. But then he nodded, "Well…I sort of got the idea from…that dream I had awhile back."
"That wet dream?"
"don't remind me."
"You just brought it up." He chuckled and took my tail in his hand soaking in some shampoo to wash it out.
I shivered slightly, I always do when he touches my tail even if its just to clean it, "A-And…I read a lot of lemons…a lot." Which I wasn't lying.
"And it was really good." He said kissing my neck.
"Are you saying you would still not care if I gave you only hand jobs?" I said confused talking about him saying he would live the rest of his life with my hand jobs than to have sex with anyone else… Not saying I wouldn't give him head again…it was very… arousing.
Gaara
"I wouldn't care if you gave me nothing for the rest of our lives. As long as I'm with you. Granted I might be a little moody unless I jacked off regularly so having you around serves for the better." I kissed him.
"ok ok." Naruto rolled his eyes. I continued to rub his tail, making sure it was nice and clean. "But I'm sure you wouldn't do that to me right?" I asked sweetly.
"What? Ignore you completely or give you hand jobs for the rest of our lives?" Naruto asked cockily. Now here I was stumped. saying the first one would mean I didn't want sex, and saying the second one I could be offending him."I... well..." Naruto laughed.
"It's Ok, Gaara. I won't withhold sex from you... not forever at least." Naruto looked down in shame.
"Don't worry about it Naruto. When your ready your ready, and if your not your not. I mean, today was an unexpected surprise, and I mean, it was great, but you didn't have to. I understand you wanted to, I was in no rush. I mean, sexually, we've been doing kinda a lot lately, and it's been exiting, and I understand your up to try new things now your getting more comfortable. It's only gonna get better the more we do, but there is no rush. The simple things are in fact just as god as the more complicated ones." I smiled to show it was Ok.
"But I wanted to do it."
"I understand that Naruto." I kissed him lightly. "And it makes me happy that you feel comfortable enough to want to. You had me scared for a bit actually, I was worried I was pushing you too hard with my stupid bondage kink, and that you would be to scared to advance at all for a longer while. But I guess it had the opposite affect"
"Yeah I liked the bondage. Not just because it was you. Well, the second time more than the first, but because I knew what to expect. and I could see where you were so it wasn't so bad."
Naruto
I heard Gaara breath out a sort of sigh of relief. What? That I was okay with bondage? Not like I would say I hated it completely since its Gaara's personal….thing. I wouldn't do that to him. Especially since I'm withholding the virgin status over my head and not giving myself to him entirely. I pretty much kick myself every day trying to figure out when I'll give him sex…
I shook my head out of it, I got time to think it over I guess.
"Your happy about that aren't you?" I giggled and his face was pretty much priceless.
"I…well, sort of. If you hated It completely it wouldn't be fun and it would be scary…and I wouldn't want you to be scared you know." He said
"I understand really…thanks for caring for me." I smiled and kissed his cheek before we finished up fully in the shower. We now were just pretty much standing in the warm water and I could feel that the warm water was getting colder. I hate when that happens.
"You know I will always care for you."
"Like a mother." I joked and turned off the water getting out of the shower.
"No, like an over protective boyfriend!" He argued and stepped out as well pulling me backwards to land on his chest. I blushed immediately while he started to hug me, not even caring that we were really wet not to mention nude.
"G-Gaara…"
"What?"
"You always enjoy hugging naked don't you?" I said noticing that every time we don't have clothes on he hugs me close.
"Your warm and adorable when your naked."
"So I'm not adorable when I'm clothed?" He rolled his eyes.
"You know what I mean." He finally let go of me and grabbed my towel drying me off first before he dried himself off. Then we got dressed and went back into the living room… What now? It wasn't even bed time yet! We have done pretty much everything you can do on a perfect Christmas day. And yes I suspect this be one of my best Christmas days ever.
"Hey, Gaara, we never got to see the Christmas lights and its getting pretty dark…it could be maybe romantic right? It's not like we would get out of the car."
Gaara
"Not that tonight would be the last time to see them, because, people keep them up past new years. but tonight would be the last night it has meaning." I smiled.
Naruto jumped, and squeaked.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"I FORGOT to call Jiraiya! He must think I'm a self conceited piece of poop for forgetting... oh and on Christmas! crud!" Naruto ran to his phone and I chuckled. He dialed the number and was fidgety until he picked up."Oh uncle Jiraiya! Merry Christmas!... Yeah, it's been great, what did you do?... I thought you'd make the best of it," Naruto rolled his eyes. "So it wasn't boring without me?... Better? Meanie! I'm glad I left. You were a bore on Christmas anyway... Yeah well, Gaara and I we... uh... opened presents, and made cookies, and played out in the snow, and we uh... NO WE DID NOT HAVE SEX!... Well... I am not being defensive! Well we did something, but not sex... Now were going out to look at Christmas lights... He's been treating me fine, no need to worry. I'm having so much fun here..."
"Tell him I say merry Christmas."
"Gaara says merry Christmas... He says it back Gaara... Ok bye uncle Jiraiya... love you." Naruto hung up.
"What was the middle about?"
"He spent the day at a whore house... He said I put a damper on the other Christmases..."
"No your so cute to have all the time, especially on Christmas." I kissed him as we put on our coats and headed out to my car. The houses were all lit up, all colors. some where just red and green, some all white, some had expensive icicles, others had big blow up Santa's and reindeer, others had moving things, where the deer heads move. some of the best had all different colors, with the lights flashing, stars hanging, nativity scenes littered front yards on every block. Some guys had dancing Christmas trees that sang music. One guy had a giant menorah... Another guy took white and red and made a giant checker board, using Santa elves and reindeer as the players on one side and the people from the nativity scene on the other side in a life sized checkers or chess game.
"People put so much thought into these." I commented.
"It's so beautiful Gaara!" Naruto said.
Naruto
"They still spend a lot of money for lights. And what if one bulb is broken? They all get screwed up." He said.
"But it doesn't mean its not pretty" I smiled looking out my window but then looking out Gaara's window also. I loved all the over the top decorations that were probably put up by older people! I liked how they actually took the time to make everything shine and look pretty! But then there were some of the duds…the ones where people pretty much didn't give crap and didn't put up really any at all, just maybe a few lights around one giant tree that didn't go all the way up.
"I hate those…"
"Hm?" Gaara looked at me seeing as how he was only going 2 miles per hour or something close to that.
"The houses that have barley anything up… they don't look nice. Unless they have a broken hip and are immobile they should show the spirit of Christmas." I mumbled. Christmas and winter were very important to me for many reasons.
He chuckled, "I guess your right…hey look at that one." He said probably to get me out of my bad mood while we passed the house. And that's when I saw it! My favorite type of houses because they were so different! Instead of the usual colors of lights like red green or white they had great weird colors! And this house had orange and blue! It was so different but it was so cool and it didn't look crappy. Very hard to do. I mean there were those bad houses where they had just random lights thrown on a bush that were rainbow colors.
"That's so cool! Oh my gosh! Gaara…gaara look theres some red! It looks like fire. Not bad fire but pretty colors fire. The blue…it makes the snow look so cold and cool like contrast!" I was getting extremely happy and the red head just laughed.
"Naruto calm down a little. But it does look cool."
The rest of the ride was more calm and nice. It was quiet but it was a nice quiet, comfortable unless we broke the silence with a few words but that barley happened. Gaara held my hand as he drove with the other down the street.
The houses would just get better and I couldn't help but think of how pretty everything looked.
"This Christmas was so much fun…what else could we do to make it last?" I looked at him. I mean…seriously. We've done everything we could of on my dream Christmas with a boyfriend.
Gaara
"We could have sex." I shrugged. Naruto punched me on the arm knowing I was joking. "Seriously though, we couldn't do much else. To be honest, I'm kinda tired, and just want to relax when we go home." after a few more blocks we headed home. On the way upstairs, we bumped into Marvin, who was helping his son fly one of those remote control air planes in the lobby since it was too cold outside for it to work.
"The wife didn't want it inside the house." he mumbled to us as we watched the machine.
"I hope you had a merry Christmas." I asked.
"Yeah, yeah I did. How bout you two? Get what you wanted?" he asked nonchalantly.
"Yeah, I got more than I asked for." I said dreamily. Naruto nudged me.
"Yeah but I can show mine off to all my friends." Naruto said smug. I frowned.
"What he get you?" Marvin asked curious. Naruto's eyes flickered to me, unsure, and a bit scared. I just nodded. Naruto hesitantly held out his wrist, showing off the expensive bracelet.
"Wow! How much was that?" Marvin asked.
"About the same as a cheap car." I shrugged.
"Your kidding?" Marvin asked. "A grand?"
"Just under." I said moving my hand up and down. Naruto looked between us confused. Normally I hated talking to Marvin and Marvin was being nice to him, he couldn't add it up. Marvin noticed Naruto's confused look.
"He doesn't remember anything does he?" Marvin asked.
"I guess not." I shrugged. "Come on Naruto, it's getting late. Bye Marvin." I pulled Naruto upstairs.
"Wait a minute, what don't I remember? And why was Marvin bing so nice? Whats going on?" Naruto asked a little freaked.
"After the dance when you were drunk, your dead weight was hard to get up the stairs, Marvin had to help me, after I explained, and well when we were upstairs you said some things to him and I guess you made him feel a little guilty. That's why he was being so nice." I explained.
"Awww... I thought he was being nice because it was Christmas!" Naruto said.
I laughed. "This way is better, he'll be nice all the time."
Naruto
"I know it might be...but its sort of creepy since he was so mean for a long time."
"You'll get used to it." Gaara shrugged and unlocked our apartment door so we could go in. I just followed him in taking off my jacket first then he did the same.
I have a feeling I'm forgetting something again... I don't know exactly what but I just have this aching pain in my stomach. And I know its not a pain that I need to go to the hospital or see a doctor. Its just like something I really forgot to do...then it hit me. Hit me hard enough to go see the doctor!
"Oh my GOSH! Gaara I forgot to call Tsunade! Whats wrong with me!" I rushed to pull my phone out of my pocket but I accidentally dropped it so it fell to the floor, on the rug thankfully.
"Naruto, it's late she's probably asleep." Gaara tried to stop me.
"You should of called her yourself. She's your aunt." Gaara just shrugged and walked to the bathroom while I sighed and called her number, taping my foot a bit too fast.
"Hello?" good she didn't sound tired.
"Um Tsunade? Sorry if I'm a bother right now."
"No no Naru! I'm just watching elf before I go to bed, what's the problem?"
"Nothing! I just wanted to say Merry Christmas." I smiled and twirled my hair in between my finger... Then I realized what I was doing and I stopped.
"Merry Christmas to you. What did Santa bring you and what did you give Santa?" She said and I blushed only slightly.
"Um... Gaara got me chop sticks, a froggie pouch...and uh...diamond bracelet." I said looking at it and she squealed happily, "You know you are sounding real happy."
"Because you are hesitant to tell me what you got Gaara. Tell me or I will forcefully make you the next time I see you." I sighed knowing she was right.
"Um...well I got him a tablet for him to draw on."
"Thats it? You got him another thing didn't you."
"Well, I uh... I sort of... maybe, you cannot tell Jiraiya!"
"I won't, I've had little contact with him." By little that means that they have contacted each other? Why?
"Um...well I sort of gave him head."
It was silent until I could practically hear her smile, "Wearing what?" How the hell would she know that?
"A maid outfit..." I whispered, "Can we stop talking about this!"
"Tell her I said merry Christmas." Gaara said as he came into the room and plopped down on the couch.
"Why don't you do it." I pushed my phone in his face while I sat next to him.
"Fine." He whined and grabbed the phone, "Merry Christmas Tsunade… We baked coo- did I enjoy what?" And so I grabbed the phone from his hand and hastily said goodbye before I turned it off and rested my head on his shoulder acting nonchalantly.
Gaara
"Whoa whoa... what was that?" I asked.
"N-Nothing, Tsunade just had one to many to drink for the holiday and she..."
"Naruto?" I warned.
"seriously." He said, frantically.
"I can tell when your lying, it's so obvious." I pinned him to the couch, straddling him. "What did you tell her?" I asked.
"I didn't say anything." Naruto said defensively.
"Naruto..." I smiled evilly, "If you don't tell me, I'll have to force it out of you." I said.
"N-No." he said. I picked him up and tossed him over my shoulder. I walked into the bedroom pulling the bag of tricks out of the closet and plopping Naruto on the bed, I tied him stomach down so his arms where attached to the bed posts on the head board and I pulled his pants down, before tying his legs down. He didn't fight or say no, but I think he was in shock.
"Want to tell me now?" I asked, not planning on doing anything he was uncomfortable with.
"G-Gaara..? What are you planning?" Naruto asked. He didn't sound to sure.
"You'll find out if you don't tell me."
"I-I don't want to." I think Naruto secretly believes I won't hurt him, or else he would have cracked. I pulled out some lube out of my bag. I held it up so he can see. I put some on my fingers, and I teased his exposed hole.
"W-Wait... Gaara... I-I told her about how I gave you a blow job... Ok?" I took my hand away kind of upset.
"Does this mean your too scared to continue.. this?" I asked kinda turned on but Naruto was turning me off.
"I... I don't think I'm ready." He admitted.
"I'm not going to go all the way... I promise. I'm just going to loosen you up a bit. you'll get used to it and it won't hurt." I said calmly. Naruto was silent for a moment. I didn't move until he gave a sigh and said, "Ok... be careful." I put my hand there, watched him flinch at the unexpected touch because he couldn't see behind him.
"Relax, don't clench your muscles."
"O-Ok." I let him take a few steady breaths before I sunk the tip of my finger past the small ring of muscle. "ah!" He said, jumping at the movement and clenching. I didn't do anything until he relaxed completely and I pushed my finger in all the way.
"Are you Ok? Does it hurt?"
"Not really, it's just... weird." I gave him a few seconds before I pulled my finger out and then put it back in, doing this for a bit. He squirmed but then relaxed.
"Ready for two?"
"I guess." Naruto said, a bit more relaxed now he knew what to expect. I pushed a second digit inside. Naruto made a noise that didn't sound too good.
"Are you Ok?"
"It hurt for a second..." I started to move my fingers around looking for something. "... but it just feels weird and tight..." Where is it where is it? "...but I mean it's nothing special with- ahhhh... What wa- ahhh, ahhh... Gaara?"
"Found it." I sang.
"Found wha- ahhh... oh jeez."
Naruto
Okay at first it felt just awkward and weird... I mean you try having something up your ass for the first time ever. I know I'm gay but come on! And so of course it hurt a little with one finger but two hurt a bit more... until I relaxed. I think the only reason why I could relax faster was because it was Gaara doing this.
And now... pleasure. It feels so good! And I don't know what it is! Or maybe I do...my prostate? I think it might be that. I couldn't help but try and buck my hips a bit back. But seeing as how I was tied I couldn't do much! Damn you Gaara!
"Your prostate." So I was correct. "Does that feel good Naruto?" By now he was just playing and pushing that one spot causing me to moan out. And you know what? I now had an erection that was killing me and I couldn't get any friction except when I would just slightly move on the sheets.
"G-Gaahhh...Gaara...d-don't kid, m-mee." I had an urge to bite my lower lip but I know that if Gaara saw that I'm sure he would gag me seeing as he is already fingering me after we had just been on a relaxing night.
The red head laughed, "Are you okay for three or is it to much?"
"I-I d-don't know..." then again I can barley think right now as it is. My whole body felt hot, and I know I was sweating. "Did you know that this is actually a really hot feeling?" Well no shit sherlock his fingers are inside my butt hole i would think it would be hot.
He pulled out his fingers and then pushed them back in, hitting my prostate dead on. I didn't know I could feel like this. I tried pushing my hips back but that barley worked seeing as how I was tied down. Again...damn you Gaara!
"G-Gaa-gaaara please..." I panted out, him thrusting his fingers in hitting my prostate dead on.
"Please what?" He said and I know he had a devious smirk on his face even if I couldn't really see him. But I was glad I could at least see.
"D-Don't...ahh, stop p-please?" I was blushing but right now I only wanted release. This was new and it just felt good...
Gaara
Was I being too mean? Naruto seemed to be enjoying it. I didn't want to hurt him and try three fingers just yet, so I left it at two, just hitting his prostrate over and over again. He was moaning. This was turning me on. "G-Gaara... I need to... it hurts..." He said, moaning between each one. At first I thought he meant I was hurting him. I pulled my fingers out.
"Wha- Why would you do that Gaara... I was so close..." He buried his head into the pillow under him. Oh he needed to release. I wasn't going to be mean anymore, I put my fingers back in and reached between Naruto's hips and the sheet stroking him to the pace of my fingers. Naruto released on the bed, I untied him.
"look I'm sorry about that, I got carried away..." I said. Naruto sat up and leaned on me.
"That was great." He smiled. "weird, but I could get used to it. I never would have thought... it was so strong... the emotion..." Naruto looked at me, and stopped talking with a huge blush on his face.
"Ok I don't know about you, but I am really tired." I said.
"Aren't you... hard?"
"No. almost, I was trying to not to." I smiled.
"Why?"
"Because I knew you would be exhausted after that, and I want you to go to sleep." I kissed him on the forehead. "Now go get changed." I changed the sheets and then I changed my clothes, tucking the both of us in.
"Merry Christmas Naruto."
"Merry Christmas." and with that we fell asleep.
This was her EXACT text when she said she had sent her part VIA Facebook.
"Seeeeent~ Oh and sorry i kind of went in a little direction change."
*I read it over* "KIND OF MY ASS! But enjoyed it very much ^^"
Becuase seriously who ELSE would take a pefect christmas day to Narutos first fingering...god that sounds wrong...well it IS wrong...
Anyhow...Just dont kill me for soon Cliffe hangers TT^TT