Naruto
It's not fair… I barley even got to see him. And I have to spend all day in here? Not that that was what I truly cared about. It was more as in how I would spend my time trying to not get raped. I just want to save myself for him… I love him. It's not fair. I love him…I want to be with him.
By now I was balling my eyes out again and I couldn't muffle it because my hands were still cuffed.
"Shut up!" The man roughly grabbed my hair and I winced in pain as he undid the jail cell before he undid the hand cuffs and pushed me in. Then he locked the door, "You know what?" He said evilly while I wiped my eyes until they were red. They hurt so much, "That guy was probably just fooling you. He said a few days but in 2 days if he doesn't bail you out you will be turned off." I looked at him confused. What did he mean? Am I toy now? "As in you will be put down. You will die." He gave a smile and my eyes widened, they were still blurry but they widened as tears streaked down my cheeks. He says he loves me… I could even feel his kiss on my lips still and I felt warm. But what if this was all a lie? And what if that's what he was planning to get me out of his life but make it so it seems like it's not his fault.
No that's not it… I think. No really that cant be the truth there just trying to get in my head. I shook it and then sunk down so I could snuggle into Gaara's jacket that I had. It was warm and smelled like him. I just hope that these bastards wouldn't take it away from me.
I actually did fall asleep. I don't know how long I had fallen asleep but I know that it only felt like 2 minutes before I was roughly woken and my eyes snapped open. I had actually cried in my sleep.
"Stand up!" I was yelled at first I was groggy. But I didn't want to. Were they going to touch me? When I didn't answer the guy roughly picked my up by the collar of the rags I was given and then literally dragged me to that back room… No I didn't want to! I didn't wa-want to go!
I was thrown onto the floor with an oomph and I started to cry again. I didn't know I could cry so much. It hurt.
"Now, we are going to give you an ultimatum." One of the men said. There were a total of three in the room, "And this is us being nice to one of you. But it is only because of that Gaara brat." The guy rolled his eye.
"You can either, give us sex like the little slave you are. And blow jobs until we release. Or we can beat you until we feel like stopping. And even that could take an hour.
And I didn't even hesitate. Not like they would really pay attention to what I want but just in case, "Beat me."
No way was I going to let them rape me… they just all smiled to each other. And really my body felt so numb that I didn't even feel the first punch into my gut.
Gaara
"But dad you don't understand..."
"I'm not going to give you money to bail out a bad influence, he wasn't good for you..."
"But if you'll just listen to me..."
"MY son has to be gay, and he HAS to date an anthro, and he INSISTS he wont eat him as a midnight snack I think the kid is better off in jail..."
"No dad he's not. He's falling apart in there..."
"Kankuro has to be a drunk, why can't I have one good son?"
"You would still hate me if I'm perfect." i argued.
"But no one listens to their dad..."
"ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO ME?" I shouted. "You haven't let me finish one sentence since I got here. Stop being an ass for once and shut up and listen. Naruto is NOT a delinquent. He was taken in because I bought him a diamond bracelet and the cops thought he stole it. He was alone going to the bathroom so I wasn't around to vouch for him, but because he wasn't wearing a collar," at this point I started crying and I was looking down as I ranted "He was declared a liar, and he struggled because they were hurting him and because they took his stuff away so he was charged with insubordination and the collar law. the Insubordinate bail is doubled so instead of 7 grand its 14, and its another thousand for not having a collar on. I don't have that much I only have 10 grand I'm only asking for 5 thousand. He's falling apart in there... they treat anthro's... they rape them, he's wearing rags... please..." I asked in tears.
"So pitiful." my dad said.
"WHY DO YOU HATE ME? WHAT THE HELL DID I EVER DO TO YOU?" I asked my tears riding down my face. I took a chair and threw it half heartedly. It barely got half way to him. I had so much built in anger from the past night. "WHAT THE HELL WENT WRONG? WHY CAN'T YOU BE A NORMAL FUCKING UNDERSTANDING FATHER. WHY CANT THE WORLD JUST WORK FOR ME FOR ME FOR ONCE? YOU KNOW WHAT? JUST FUCK YOU... I don't need you... I don't need anybody... I'll get Naruto out of there even if I die getting the money... " My rage subsided. I could barely walk. "I bet you wish you had Sasuke as a son. Thats why you supported me being gay with him..." Sasuke... Sasuke was the only person rich enough... I ran out of my fathers house, and jumped in my car. God I am such a fucking stupid ass. I pulled along the familiar road... the Uchiha mansion was plain in sight. I walked up the steps and rang the door bell. Sasuke's parents left him a fortune. I was hyperventilating by the time he opened it.
"Gaara?" He said smiling. "What a nice surprise I- what... the...? What the hell happened to you? you look like shit?" Sasuke asked.
Naruto
It hurt… it all hurt. My stomach my chest my tail my head my ears my ass. Not that they did anything with my ass that would make me cry and want them to just kill me rather than seeing Gaara again. They punched they kicked they even used a fucking club.
They hurt me more than those demons had at school. It made me think that maybe out of everything demons care for anthro's a bit more because they actually are different like we are…
If I was a doctor I would know if I had a broken rib. But I don't know about that one since it doesn't hurt that much for me to breathe. I might just have a lot of bruising and cuts into my skin. I think I blacked out a few times but I'm not sure because I was scared if I blacked out that they would rape me. This isn't fair…Why is life not fair to me? Would it be better for me to be with my parents… if Jiraiya never had saved me at that time. Why are bastards bias? Its not fair…really. And don't tell me life isn't fair because that is exactly what I'm talking about. Life isn't fair and it sucks. Big time.
I hit the back of my head repeatably on the brick wall of the cell causing the one guy still in the cell with me tell me to not do just that. But if I did that then maybe that small pain would make me not think of the other pain my body is in or my mental state as it is.
His girlfriend had come to bail him out but he told her to just come back tomorrow and since she was a kind person she understood why because of me…there at least some people in the world that care.
"Stop that Naruto." He said again putting his hand behind my skull to stop any impact I could cause with the wall.
He had already ripped up his shirt to tie around any wounds that have went through the skin but I didn't care anymore. My whole body was numb and my eyes were glazed over as I tried to think that Gaara would come for me… He just had to be coming for me. I love him… I do.
"Naruto, please don't cry again..." He said softly but I touched my cheek. Nothing. I had no tears.
"I can't."
"But you look like your about to."
"I can't cry anymore… I cried all my tears out. I'm dry."
"Naru…" He sighed and cupped my face with his hand. Good thing is that my face got barley beat up. Just one spot hurt and I would think it would be red maybe purple. I'm just happy I still have my virginity to save for Gaara. Hopefully it will stay like that…
Sasuke
Gaara slumped into my house. His eyes... They were so... old. The fire I had always seen in them was gone, the fear was gone now and all I saw was pain and worry. And not physical pain either.
"Gaara, tell me what happened." I demanded, pulling out a chair. Almost in a daze he sat down. I got him a glass of water. I was worried. Something broke him on the inside. I recognized it... I saw this happen to my brother... right before he went insane and killed everybody... someone very close to him had died. Gaara didn't seem to be any better even though he chocked down the water like a fish needing it for air supply. "Gaara please?" I asked.
"Sasuke... I need money... I don't care what the conditions are as long as I can be home by tomorrow morning. Please... please." Money? Why would Gaara need money? His father would give him some if he's in a tight spot, only he wouldn't give Gaara money if it had anything to do with that anthro...
"Gaara wheres Naruto?" I asked a bit worried for Gaara's sanity. If Naruto was sick or injured, Gaara might just kill himself. He nearly did saving the kid from me when he was in the hospital bed. He beat Kankuro up to save Naruto, and even got beaten by his father over a fight about Naruto. I've never seen Gaara act so strong before. I had just given up on him, and then he comes up to my door step looking like he walked out of hell and...
"Jail." He sniffed. At least he's not sick. Then again bail is more expensive than hospital gifts.
"Naruto can sit out a sentence. I'm not going to give you bail money." I was hurt. He'd come to me? Asking for bail money so I can get his fucking sex toy out of jail?
"You don't understand... if I don't bail him out in 2 days now, he goes to the pound." Gaara said weakly. "They put anthro's his age down at the pound. He wont go up for re-adoption. They treat him like shit in there... He nearly got raped twice... They put him in jail because he didn't have a collar and he had an expensive bracelet on..." I could tell Gaara was tired of saying this story. How many people had he asked for money? I was obviously his last resort, and by the look of it, he wasn't even hoping I'd say yes.
"Anything?" I asked kinda bored.
"Anything." he said without hesitation.
"How much is the bail?"
"15,000"
"For not wearing a collar?"
"For 'insubordination' because he freaked when they took the bracelet off. I mean that bracelet can buy someone a Mercedes. it was 700 for that, but it doubles for anthro's because 'they are a liability' and another thousand for the collar thing..." Gaara started sobbing.
"Look man I want you to be mine... even if it's only for today, I want to act like... How we were. Before... Before things went bad." Gaara looked up, I hope he saw the obvious regret in my eyes.
"Thank you." His smile came shaky as the words I said hit him. "THANK YOU!" He shouted smiling, and he moved to sit next to me, crashing his lips to mine and kissing like he wanted to forget everything in the world. I'd been waiting for this for too long to hesitate. I pushed him to the floor straddling him. I unzipped his pants, Gaara unzipped mine, and started to shrug his pants off as I did mine. I was smiling, Gaara had so many emotions on his face, regret, fear, worry, relief, impatience, lust. I kissed him, he let me enter his mouth with my slimy organ and I explored the caverns of my memory. He made me moan, my erection pressed against his hips. I don't care if it takes him longer to get happy, I have him here, and I still love him... shit. Does he even care what hes doing to my emotions? I just got over him... What am I doing? but what will he do without the money? He'd kill himself. I'd go crazy with that guilt on my psych. I have too much man pride to give him the money and get him away. I pulled away his boxers. He made no motion to stop me. "I love you Gaara."
Naruto
"Naruto go to sleep." I finally asked for the guys name. It was Kaiden. I always did like that name because you could shorten it up to Kay. But I couldn't really smile at my random thoughts because I felt dead. Really I never felt like this before. I was hungry, but I wasn't because I knew I would throw it up. I was thirsty, but I didn't know if they would drug my drink. The older male tried to give me his water but I didn't want it.
And now he was trying to make me go to sleep. I was exhausted but I didn't want to because of bad dreams and because I was too cold.
"No."
"Come on, he said he would come for you tomorrow."
"And if he doesn't?" I looked at him, "W-what if he l-leaves me here to rot because I'm to much for him?" I cried, dry tears into my hand.
"He will. He promised."
"I know…I think I know. What if I'm not even here?"
"What?"
"What if this is all a dream and it's my future because this is what I deserve."
"Naruto your delusional. Come on at least drink."
"No I'm not." I said completely straight.
"Drink and then sleep, I'll protect you all night so you don't have to worry about anyone trying to rape you okay?"
"No." I said simply and snuggled deeper into Gaara's jacket. They haven't taken it from me yet and I'm thankful but soon everything is just going to smell musty even his jacket. Which sucked majorly.
"Why not?"
"Because even if I sleep I'll have a nightmare and wake up…"
"Or you will fall asleep and wake up to Gaara…"
"Now that's a delusion." He grunted in frustration at my stubbornness and I just lie down on the floor curling in on myself. "Everything hurts to much to sleep anyway.""Your wounds?""No my heart." I said honestly thinking of Gaara. I have never been so scared as I have been now…and I've been scared a lot of times in my life to the point in which I'm screaming bloody murder. I felt a hand pet my head soothingly and it helped me to become calmer.
"Just go to sleep…okay?"
"What are you, a hypnotis?"
"No…but if I was you would be sleeping."
And with that I fell asleep… or I think I might of 20 times waking up every hour on the hour by the guards waking me up. Supposedly they liked me as miserable as they could make me.
Gaara
God I came six times, I was all out of juice. Sasuke lay next to me, he had a smoke and was smoking in the after glow. I was disgusted with myself, but I couldn't think of that. will Sasuke keep to his end of the bargain? By the time I got home now I'd be to late to pay his bail, should I sleep here? Should I bring it up to Sasuke?
"um... Sasuke..." I asked hesitantly.
"I'll give you the money, I'm not that much of a douche." He turned from me and looked a bit sour. I sat up confused. Sasuke never pouted.
"Whats wrong?" I asked curious.
"I'm tired can we do this in the morning? Sleep here tonight. I won't do anything while we are sleeping I just... want to cuddle maybe... who am I kidding?" He mumbled.
"I'll stay the night. But thats not what's up. Tell me please. Your helping me, I'll try to help you if I can." I put a hand on his shoulder. He shrugged me off.
"You don't care! All you care about is Naruto... Remember what we had? Did it mean nothing to you?" Sasuke asked and I could tell he was serious.
"It meant everything to me! and it killed everything when you started treating me like crap!"
"I got full of myself... I can't... control it sometimes... sometimes I wonder if I'm going to end up like my brother." Sasuke seemed truly sad. "Do you even care what this is doing to me?" Sasuke asked.
"Hey you wanted sex." I argued back.
"Your having sex with me, to get money to go bail your boyfriend out of jail. Is that not fucked up to you?" He asked. I closed my eyes and opened them again.
"Of course it is. But I don't have many other options now do I?"
"It's like your teasing me. I'm trying to live a lie where you want me back..." Sasuke let a tear fall down his cheek. He never cries. He's always one mask of a solid emotion and an evil smirk...
"Sasuke..." I wrapped my arms around him in a hug."I never thought I'd say this, but... maybe, we can be friends. I'm sorry, I don't love you like my boyfriend anymore. You've seen with your own eyes I love Naruto. But that doesn't mean we have to be mortal enemies..." I asked.
"Yeah." Sasuke wiped the tear away. "I'd like that." Sasuke and I fell asleep cuddling. It was a bit awkward. I barley got any sleep. Sasuke seemed to notice this, he tried to calm me, he whispered stuff to me as I slept, calming words.
"Naruto's going to be fine, rest." He would say. Why was he being so nice? He had that look in his eye like he regretted ever breaking us apart. It was too late now though, but to be honest, no one else knew me like Sasuke did and that was the most sleep I had gotten since Naruto had been thrown in jail. The next morning Sasuke woke me up nice and early. "Call me when hes out and let me know how hes doing Ok? Oh and sometimes when people come out of jail, they are sort of in a daze once they get home. It's like when they wake up they are afraid it was a dream and no one really bailed them. It goes away, just be patient with him. Oh and he's going to want to shower or bathe like first thing." Sasuke said. he's had a lot of friends in jail before.
"Ok thanks so much."
"Bye Gaara."
"Bye Sasuke." I turned to leave.
"Wait Gaara?" I turned back.
"Yeah?"
"One more kiss? For the road?" He asked hopefully. I sighed and walked back to the steps giving him a nice full kiss.
"Bye." I smiled and walked down the steps. Naruto, I'm coming.
*sigh* I am SO sorry Naruto! TT^TT