Gaara
I walked into the house holding the goody bag of our lunch in it. "Naruto?" I called. There was no answer. I found this a bit odd, and I checked the kitchen as I passed it to our bedroom. Where could he have gone? "Hmmm?" I said to myself looking back out into the living room as I cracked open my door. He wasn't there, so I looked inside the room to the door I was opening, seeing Naruto stark naked on my bed.
"H-Hey." Naruto said his face turning a tomato color. He wasn't even this embarrassed wearing the maid outfit.
"I think you're forgetting part of the surprise. Where are your panties?" I joked. Naruto shook his head.
"The panties was a surprise last time. I wouldn't use the same thing twice." Naruto said, but I could tell he was putting in a lot of effort not to stutter. I looked around a bit to try and find a clue.
"Is the cake part of the surprise?" I smiled. "Did you bake it all by yourself?" I asked proud of him.
"N-no." He looked aside ashamed. "Temari had to help... I was so nervous about making a mess... "Naruto said.
"That's fine, trial and error. You'll get it. But thank you for the cake."
"It's cherry flavored!"
"Yum!" I said rubbing my tummy. Naruto giggled. I smiled and walked forward, kissing him. He blushed and moved into me, pressing his skin to my clothed stomach. I took off my shirt, letting my body heat warm us up. I noticed he turned the heat up a bit so we wouldn't get cold. My eyes flickered back to the cake when we stopped to take a breath. I noticed he had my lube out. "Hey Naruto... What were you planning on using 'this' for?" I smiled being my perverted self. And then I realized a possibility of what Naruto could be doing. "No." I said.
"What?" Naruto asked innocently, not understanding. Cocking his head to the side.
"No. I will not let you do this. Just because it's my birthday, you don't have to force yourself..."
"But Gaara... I'm ready... I ... I w-want to... I love you... Please? I know what I'm doing... I want... you."
Naruto
I felt sort of… hurt. I mean, after planning and fretting over this like forever he says he wouldn't do it because he thinks I'm forcing myself to do it? I actually really want to do this.
Gaara sat back away from me, so I was by the pillows as he held his head, "I don't know… you could regret it and-"
"I'm not going to regret it." I told him trying not to stutter because I didn't want to seem nervous at all, which I am. But if Gaara knew that…
"I love you." I added causing him to look at me finally and not looking at the sheet like he was.
"And it has nothing to do what today is? As if that hadn't pushed you into doing… this." He looked me in the eyes.
"No… yes. Sort of. You have to understand that I wanted to, I just didn't know when or how, and when Temari called me… I decided that I would do it on your birthday. One, because you made mine better and I…sort of wanted to make yours better. Plus I want to be with you completely now. It's not only your present but also for me… I say I love you enough I want to show it." I rambled on hoping he understood. And soon I saw him leaning over me kissing me, it being sort of a surprise and random the kiss ended early seeing as how I ran out of air fairly quickly.
"I love you…" He whispered before he kissed my check gently causing me to blush, "You sure about all of this?"
"I've been ready." I said honestly.
"Even if you know it will hurt… I mean I'll be as gentle as possible and try to lessen any pain but…" He trailed off and I pecked him slightly.
"You trying to make me change my mind?" I giggled and he shook his head, "I know about the pain… but I also know you would help me through it and be gentle and nice. I trust you entirely and I will not regret anything that happens…"
Gaara
"Ok if you're sure. Absolutely positive. If it's too much at ANY moment, let me know and I'll stop. Ok? We have the rest of our lives to try again if you freak out Ok?" I told Naruto, nervous myself. How long have I wanted to do this? I hope I'll be able to stop if I have to... I shook that thought from my head. No, I love him. Of course I'll stop. I'd NEVER hurt my Naru.
Naruto nodded. "I understand. I trust you."
But do I trust me? I was horny just thinking of it. Letting all the perverted thoughts I've been bottling up and pushing to the back of my mind flow forward at the simple thought. God I love him enough not to hurt him. But... sex is so... brutal to the mind. "Yeah... Ok... lube... I got this." I muttered to myself. After the million times I played this over in my head I was the suave seme with a cocky but beautiful smirk, so confident and gentile... but now? I was becoming a blundering idiot giving into my groin. I was nervous as hell... What if I hurt him? What if he regrets it? Is it too early in our relationship still? Will he hate me in the morning?
"Gaara... a-are you Ok? You seem... pale." Naruto winced when he stuttered as if hitting himself mentally for letting it slip.
"It's Ok to be nervous. I mean, I am too." I assured him, removing the rest of my clothes. "R-Really? Why?"
"Because I don't want to hurt you... I promise it will get better. It'll hurt less and less every time you do it for the first few times. I promise. And it only hurts at the beginning."
"I trust you." Naruto said for the third time.
"I only want to inform you... you said yourself it's easier when you know what to expect." I leaned in and kissed him, not wanting to rush into things. I didn't want to seem like I just wanted sex. I want to make this as good for Naruto as it will be for me. Trying to control my tremors of excitement, and not seem so nervous, I kissed down his neck, gently rubbing the inside of his thigh. He moaned a bit, and I lowered my head taking in a nipple, and sucking on it, letting Naruto arch his back into the pleasure.
"G-Gaara... This is supposed to be you're present." Naruto protested.
"You're going to be doing enough already." I stated. Uncapping the lube and lubing up two fingers. "Remember this? I'm just going to loosen you up so it will hurt less when I..." I was lost for words.
"You don't have to explain." Naruto muttered, leaning back against the pillows and spreading his legs a bit wider. Taking a nervous breath to calm himself. I leaned forward and gave him a reassuring kiss, hoping to distract him for when I would stick a finger in. His hips jumped up a bit at the cold finger, but after a second he relaxed back into the kiss I refused to let him break. The second finger came right then, but Naruto was ready, and let out a noise into our kiss, half between a moan and a purr. I smiled into our kiss, deepening it and scissoring his hole. I hadn't done this last time, so his muscles tightened and he went "mmpf!" into my mouth. I pulled away.
"You need to relax."
"S-s-sorry..." He trembled once than looked at me as if he was in trouble. I kissed his forehead.
"Want to try three?" I asked. He nodded, a bit delayed though. I watched him carefully as I inserted finger number 3. He squirmed a bit, letting out a small noise of discomfort.
"Ow." He said really small, bucking his hips away.
"Calm down." I said gently. Pumping them in and out. He winced, shutting one eye, and tightening his muscles again. "Naruto. Loosen up; I swear it hurts more when you do that." I said, seriously not wanting to hurt him. "Trust me."
"I-I do! I'm sorry..." He said agitated at himself. I took a deep breath, reminding myself that Naruto is at his worst when he's nervous and I have to be patient with him. With my other hand I began to rub his member. He moaned not expecting that and relaxed, letting me work.
"See, easier right?" I asked as I moved my fingers in and out now. I found his spot, and he moaned out loud before starting up that sexy purring between moans.
"Ye-ah." He claimed between moans. I smiled, stretching him out a bit further and hoping that was enough. I pulled my fingers out, resulting in Naruto whining. His legs were shaking from nervous energy mixed with excitement, pleasure and a bit of pain.
"Easy." I said, holding his legs still with both my hands. Then I put my hand under his tail which was off to the side, and I leaned down a bit placing a kiss in the middle of his tail then stroking it getting him to calm down again.
"Sorry I just feel so awkward not doing anything." Naruto said. I passed him the lube.
"Go ahead. The more on me the less it hurts you." I said pointing to my member. Naruto gulped, pouring a considerate amount on the palm of his hand. He looked up at me as if trying to see if he was doing it right. I nodded my head in encouragement. He began to rub it on, I felt myself get fully hard instantly at his touch, and I was more than halfway there. I moaned, it felt really good.
"A-Am I doing this right?" Naruto nearly whispered.
"Of course you are my love." I said, really there was no way to do it wrong. "But you're going to have to stop..."
"W-Why?" Naruto asked.
"Because I don't to cum too early." I kissed him.
"Oh... r-right." Naruto sat back nervous again.
"Now, relax." I told him. "And tell me to stop at any time." I placed my dick in place...
"Stop!" He called backing away.
"I wasn't even in yet..." I said a bit disappointed.
"Sorry... I'm sorry... I got scared..." Naruto whined and put his hands in his face looking about to cry, so frustrated with himself.
"Do you want me to continue?" I asked, knowing Naruto wouldn't want me to give up on him yet.
"Yes." Naruto said thanking the gods I was giving him another chance.
"I'll keep going as long as you want me to. If it hurts say stop, and I'll let you have a breather, I'll let you calm down, and then if you want we can try again. Ok? So don't be shy to tell me to stop, and don't get all upset with yourself." Naruto nodded. "Ready?" He nodded again.
For the second time, I got ready to enter him. Naruto bit his lip, I reminded him to relax. He took a nice big breath, and on his exhale, I pushed in slowly. I got the head in before Naruto let out a whine of discomfort, opened his mouth and then shut it again as if refusing to say stop. I froze, letting him adjust.
"It's Ok. I can give you a minute." I said calmingly. He took a few deep breaths and he clenched an unclenched his muscles, getting used to the feeling of something there.
"Ok... this... this is Ok, I'm ok." He said to calm himself, nodding for me to continue. I got another inch in... "STOP! Stop stop..." Naruto said panting and moving his hips, grunting trying to get used to it. "You're so big!" Naruto whined.
"I'm sorry." I said glancing to the side, really unsure about this right now.
"Just... go all the way... I think it hurts worse going slow... like ripping off a band-aim- OW!" He shouted the last part as I thrust all the way into him. "Oh my GOD." He said wiggling his eyes shut tight in pain and he sat up trying to curl into himself but he only managed to plow into my chest. My arms curled around him protectively.
"Do you need me to pull out?" I asked quickly, worried.
Naruto
I felt like I was being ripped into two! It was possibly the worst pain I have ever endured and I have been through a lot… A LOT. I couldn't help but let a few tears escape my eyes no matter how hard I tried to make sure I didn't. I wanted to be strong, and I tried, but the pain didn't help that fact. Not to mention Gaara was so big!
"Do you need me to pull out?" He asked quickly because he was worried. I just shook my head no since I couldn't speak scared I would let out a sound of pain, "Come on Naruto…please tell me the truth."
"I-I-it is the t-truth." I bit my lip as I buried my face into his chest.
"I'm sorry." He apologized again, removing one of his arms from around me to mess with my hair and ears relaxingly.
"S-Sorry it just hurts." I admitted to him scared to look up because he would see the few tears that escaped.
"Like I said we can stop if you want. I won't get mad at you I promise. I can pull out if you need to." He said again and I just shook my head no again.
"J-Just a s-second okay?" I stuttered and he nodded his head, using my chin to lift up my face enough so I was looking in his eyes.
"Don't be scared okay? If you want to continue then you're going to have to relax." Easier said than done. I tried to relax my muscles that kept contracting around his member that was deep inside me…. it sounded almost as weird as it felt.
The red head lay me down on the sheets so my back was hitting them, yet he still had his arms around me protectively and I continued to bury my head now in his collar bone as he leaned over me.
When the pain was almost gone… I mean there was still a twinge of pain thrown into the mix, I looked at Gaara again who hadn't stopped watching me with 'I'm sorry' just written all over his face. He had nothing to be sorry for, really. I wanted this and I knew it would hurt… I just didn't think it would hurt this much. I'm glad it's with Gaara though… not only because I love him and trust him but I wouldn't want to imagine how this would have felt like with anybody else. Would it hurt more? Because I know Gaara's trying his best not to hurt me. Also… I know he's kicking himself trying to hold back. He wants this; he has wanted this since the day we met.
"O-okay… move. I t-think I'm ready." I stuttered.
"Relax, please. I don't want to hurt you." He said again and I nodded my head again as he pulled out to the tip causing me to feel sort of empty and he thrust back in causing me to yelp an, "ow." I was first going to say stop again but I didn't want him to stop and disappoint him. He stopped anyway but I wiggled my hips a little to try and encourage him to continue. If he stopped it would only hurt more.
He did the same movement, pulling out all the way then pushing in a few times slowly until I actually started to get used to the feeling and it didn't hurt anymore. Then I Let out a quiet moan causing me to blush a bit brighter (if my skin could get reader either from heat or slight embarrassment).
"Told you it would get better." Gaara said to me but it really also seemed it was for his own good as well. As if he was making himself realize he wasn't really hurting me anymore as he thrust in and out.
"Ye…ah." I said a bit detached as my arms wrapped themselves around Gaara's neck so I wouldn't just be a rag doll and not be close to him… even though I don't think it's possible to not be as close as we are now.
He was still going at a slow pace causing me to let out small moans when he would thrust in.
"G-Gaara." I moaned and tightened my grip around him and he stopped automatically making him look at me closely.
"Yeah, what you want? I can stop now." He said quickly and I just shook my head.
"I-I was going t-to say you could g-go a bit… faster now." I blushed and smiled softly, glad to not feel it hurt anymore.
Gaara
I felt a knot in my chest just completely loosen, glad I wasn't hurting him anymore. The tears I saw before nearly broke me to pieces. I began to move a bit faster, the relief washing over me. Naruto was rocking his hips with mine before I even found it... I wasn't used to being on top, but I knew it was there... all of a sudden Naruto threw his head back, almost screaming but he bit his arm not wanting to be too loud. The shock of it caused me to pause.
"What WAS that?" Naruto asked, but I knew he already knew the answer. Before I could say anything though, he moaned: "Why aren't you moving?" I began to move, faster still, hitting that spot with every thrust.
"Oh god Naruto... I love you!" I said, just before kissing up and down his neck with my ragged breath ghosting over his skin. All of a sudden I realized just how hot it was getting. Naruto was having trouble breathing, so I didn't want to kiss him, which would cut off his air supply even more. His face was twisted with lust, his eyes half lidded as he looked at me.
"Love you...too" he managed to utter between moans and that sexy fucking purring! "Oh Gaara... I think... I'm gonna-"
"Not yet..." I said, grabbing his pulsing dick to cut off the release.
"Ah! Wha-?" he cut himself off with a whine.
"Just a bit longer..." I crooned, going faster to hurry.
"I... I can't... Gaara please!" he squirmed. I began to pump his member, causing him to cum. His muscles tightened, I released, Naruto cried out...
"Are... are you Ok? I... I'm sorry I just... I just wanted to... to cum... at the same... time." I said, my ragged breathing not allowing me to speak clearly. I rested on top of Naruto, realizing how sweaty we both had become. Naruto closed his eyes, his mouth open as he sucked in large amounts of air, unable to answer me. I gave him a few minutes, nearly asleep myself.
"I'm... Ok." He said hesitantly, trying to sit up. I managed to pull myself off of him.
"I love you." I said quickly. I had no clue what was going through Naruto's mind right now. Was he Ok with this? Does he hate me? Why do I always think he hates me?
"I love you too." my blond lover said, but he was still so tired, his eyes were drifting shut.
"Can I... can I go to the bathroom?" Naruto asked.
"You don't have to ask sweetheart." I blushed at that. I knew Naruto would want to wash up. We both had cum all over our chests. "Want to take a bath? Or a shower if you're up for it." I said. Naruto nodded. I went to the bathroom first. He dragged himself to the bathroom, rubbing his hips and lower back. I helped him into the tub because I was in there already filling it up with warm water. I sat inside and Naruto sat in front of me, leaning into my chest. I gave him a nice relaxing wash down. Neither of us said anything, Naruto still trying to calm himself, but the silence was killing me.
"So..." I said after a long while... "H-how was it? Fo-for you that is?" I asked nervous. Naruto turned to look at me.
"I never..." He shook his head just a bit "I mean... I wrote about it all the time, but I never... I thought they were exaggerating! I thought they were just all... I don't know. It hurt at first." Naruto looked down at his hands. "Honestly I didn't think I was going to make it... it was so horrible... it's not going to be like that every time, is it?"
"No it gets easier. Next time you know what to expect, you'll be loose from the start it'll go over a lot smoother, and every time after that you'll just get better and better. I promise." Naruto nodded taking it all in. "Is there anything I could have done better?" I asked him.
"Are you kidding? To be honest, I'm glad my first time was with you. I mean not that I had my eye on anyone else, but I'm just glad I was never raped or anything. Because I can't imagine what that would be like if someone wasn't careful." Naruto said. He leaned back into me, and I could tell he was getting tired. I finished up washing myself. We didn't get our hair wet or anything, but just washed the cum away and rinsed off the sweat. Afterwards, we changed into warmer be time clothes, and with our last 'I love you's' went to sleep.