Other gems laughed at me for being weak gem that can't do nothing, I get it that I'm not bright when it comes to psychically strengths and make fun of me. Not everything is about who's the manliest, there are smart people as well.
So I kept training my mind and body to reach a state of true strength, and yet I see gems like Pearl on homeworld saying "I can't be on her level" or "It take me a lot more gem years to reach a level like her" seriously what makes that stupid pearl think like that mocking me because I'm a sphene gem. I would like to see the look on her face when I crack a piece of her pride down the drain.
I can actually picture it me crack her dumb gem to show her who's boss, and be the better gem than she is. It doesn't matter if she has to call her other gems to fight me because Beryl would help me out if given time I and we can fused into our true self that leave me no choice if Pearl ends up fusing herself.
Oh yes oh yes Yellow Diamond is going to praise me for bringing down the traitorous gems who left homeworld. I promise her that we will find all gems who rebelled against out people and bring them for their judgement day. I'll be their executioner and their gems will cease to function as well as sealing them for an eternally. Oh please yes oh yes I can't believe that I'm getting worked up because of that feeling to crush those who will disobey the Diamond Authority, Rainbow Gems, and our gem's savior Yellow Diamond.