AN- This…is a major fail T_T I am very sorry. I just wasn't feeling this at all. And I mean I haven't been feeling anything this weekend and I was planning on writing like hell this Saturday. BUT I became brain-dead Saturday. That doesn't mean I had writers block…I just didn't feel like writing this. And I think the reason is because I really want to write the chapter that is in two chapters. Oh god I really really REALLY want to write the chapter after the next one that it's almost killing me.

Anyway, I feel like this was a fail. And I wrote this more than once. 3 times to be exact. I tried to write this In Deidara's POV Itachi's POV but in the end only Third person worked. And it still sucked. So I am sorry if this was a fail, it just had too much info that I needed to put in one chapter.

Moving on…there is something I wanted to tell you that is about the ages. It truly doesn't matter and I thought up the ages a loooong time ago. And I mean when it first started. But there is one that I really want you to know about and that's Itachi's age. For the stupid plot twist that AGAIN I planned from the beginning I had to make it so that Itachi was 27 in modern time. And then if you will minus 11 years then you will know he was 16 when…oh you will find out if you read it.

Anyhow, yes sorry for the crappy chapter…seriously, but hopefully the next chapter will be better…really better. Plus it's in Naruto's POV…and maybe another person's POV or another third person crap of something. Anyway ta-ta for now.

If you want to, review.

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Life in the Akatsuki hasn't been the same since the little ball of sunshine had been taken away from them. Well, also since the other little ball of sunshine had been put in a state of depression…for more than one reason. Most people would think that since Tobi had been a bad boy that he would be fired and kicked out on the street…but the Akatsuki weren't that heartless. Plus Konan thought of Tobi almost like her own child. She thought of every male almost like her child and she couldn't just abandon anyone. She wouldn't allow Pein to throw someone on the street for a horrible horrible mistake…it wasn't his fault. He was messed up. Everyone in the Akatsuki was messed up with their own little worlds…

^,^15 days Earlier^,^

"Go to hell…I hate you." Deidara snarled through his teeth at the 18 year old whose face he had just smashed in. The skin on his knuckles burned from even making contact with his very being. And how dare he say he loved him. Naruto loved him and now that was all ruined.

"Deidara!" the red head screamed at the blond. Causing everyone to flinch from emotion. Even Konan who was still crying in Pein's chest.

"What is it danna? Everything I said is true. He's a bastard. A no good worthless pi-"

"If I even hear you finish that sentence brat I won't waste time kicking your ass!"

"But it's true…"

"It may be true that he screwed up. But you have no right to call him worthless." He snarled. All this emotion seemed to be new to him. Or new to everyone else. Sasori wasn't the type of person to show anything. Whether he was happy or sad. No one could truly see through him.

"Look at what has happened to Naruto because of this bastard! And then fucking Pein won't allow us to go after him!" the blond screamed. If he wasn't so…angry, no angry isn't the right word. If he wasn't so furious…if he didn't have such a hateful sore spot for Tobi then he would be crying at the moment. You try being okay after the one you love gets taken away from you.

"He loved you idiot…you have such a thick skull that you weren't able to take that in! You weren't able to see the pain he went through every day because you avoided him…So what would you do huh?" Sasori growled.

"I wouldn't mess with another person's love life."

"As much as I agree with you, Sasori, I also believe Deidara has the right to be angry at least." Kakazu said. Making the blond snap his head toward to tanned male. He was holding Hidan's head into his shoulder blade causing Deidara to blink in confusion. Was Hidan…crying? Why would he be showing a weakened state like that when Dei-Dei should be the one to shed tears.

"But he shouldn't be allowed to bring someone else down because of that! And you know that Kakazu!" Sasori screamed.

"I fucked up…I know that!" Tobi yelled, causing all of the attention to leave the two bickering members and to the boy who was slowly getting up from the ground. He was shaking, that went along with the tears that freely fell down his face. Never has anyone seen Tobi cry. Except for Zetsu who knew about Tobi's whole past. Seeing as how they were closer in the little Akatsuki home, "I w-wish I could t-take it back! And i-in the end I just ended up acting like him! Being a total dick!" Tobi rubbed his eyes furiously causing Deidara to grit his teeth in annoyance.

"Shut up before I kill you." He said in a low voice to make it sound almost sinister.

"Deidara stop being a little bitch!" Pein yelled this time, "As much as I hate Tobi right now stop being so inconsiderate."

"Me be in inconsiderate un?" Deidara laughed sarcastically, "That makes me laugh!"

"Everyone shut up!" the blue haired women cried out, causing everyone to not make a sound. Well a sound on purpose. The ones who were crying were still making noise. The ones being Tobi, Hidan and Itachi…

"N-Naru's gone…yet all you can think about is the pain you are going through. Think about him? He's probably going to be the one to go under immense pain and y-you are…" She stopped and soon began to cry again.

Silence engulfed the room…making the air tense and causing the worst feeling.

"I don't get it…" Dei-Dei said softly, "I don't understand anything. The whole thing with my Naru's mom…company. All the little secrets are beginning to piss me off. I want to know right now what you people have been hiding from me."

"It wasn't for you to know about." Kakazu growled.

"Just because I ran away and you found me? Doesn't that mean anything."
"No." Sasori answered bluntly. His emotionless tone came back after a few deep breaths.

"Deidara…why would we tell you something that could, in a way, affect everyone we care about?" Pein said softly.

"Because we are your family to Dammit! I have been in too much shit in my life for me to care if you even killed someone." Deidara said.

Again silence happened. It was just the first thing that came into Deidara's mind. He hadn't really thought about what he said and yet it caused the crow to whimper just a bit.

"Dei-Dei….you don't know anyone's stories. Not just the Akatsuki." Tobi whimpered out. He was no longer crying. But he was shaking.

"What did I tell you about shutting up!"

"But he is right…out of all people you go off easy in life Deidara." Zetsu finally said. Him not smiling, just having a stone face.

"Oh sure." The blond rolled his eyes.

"So…Sempai. Were you constantly raped every day? Were you beaten dead by your class mates and then your own father because you got raped and because it was supposedly your fault? Did you almost die every day of your life?" Tobi said weakly.

"Tobi…"

"And did all this happen because your father thought it was a disgrace to call you an Uchiha! Because you're not good enough?" Tobi yelled, soon breaking.

"Tobi calm down…" Zetsu said a bit lovingly as he drifted over to the raven haired boy. He didn't waste any time pulling Tobi into a hug and cradling his head in his neck. Just because Tobi made a wrong decision…really wrong hadn't meant that Zetsu didn't want him to be his fiend anymore. Even though he…craved Naruto didn't mean he loved the boy. He was more as a close friend. But what Tobi did was out of jealousy and what he had been through his life it wasn't entirely his fault. Like what was said before…Zetsu knew about Tobi's past seeing as Tobi told him everything. They were very close.

"Uchiha?" Itachi said for the first time. But it wasn't strong…this whole week and a half he hadn't been that strong in the way he sounded. He sounded broken which and confused some people. The people that truly didn't know what had happened.
"Y-Yes…Itachi. Fugaku's my father..." Tobi said, "And as you have been living a real life I had been almost killed by Madara. He wanted me dead."

"You think I was perfect?" Itachi snarled, "Tell me Tobi have you ever killed someone."

"What are you talking ab-"The blond started.

"Enough! No more talking. This is not story time. Everyone just needs to calm down." Pein interrupted him.

"I was the one in fault…I killed Naruto's mom…" Itachi said softly.

"It wasn't your fault 'tachi." Hidan finally said, "We told you that."
"But if I wasn't driving…"

"Then one of us would have killed her." Kakazu finished.

"What the hell is going on!" Deidara screamed.

"Itachi…well when we were a company, a long time ago, Itachi decided to join us instead of his own families, seeing as the Akatsuki had more artistic quality's. Unlike Uchiha Corp. where they do have some artistic points (being entertainment only) but most is just business (Hospitals police and stocks). So Uchiha Corp had a sore spot for the Akatsuki…so to get back at us they ended up working us to the bone in separate business ways that I don't want to get into the details of. The point is we were all dead tired, except for Itachi who was only 16 at the time and he hadn't started working yet. When we were finally done with all the extra work we were zombies. We had asked Itachi to drive us home, seeing as we would of fell asleep at the wheel and…our trucks breaks were cut causing us to not be able to stop. And we…" Pein never finished his sentence.

"So then what was the point in having Naruto here!"

"Naruto was treated badly where he used to live and I thought it would be our job to take care of him!" Pein yelled at Deidara. Even if it didn't look like it, Naruto being gone was probably hitting him the hardest.

"Did everyone know that Naru was…?"

"No…I made sure to not tell anyone Naruto's last name. So no one figured it out. Except for Konan and Itachi. Otherwise no one would have treated him with as much care. Only pity."

The thick air caused everyone to feel sick. It didn't feel right in the little Akatsuki home. It made them feel as if there was nothing left it was so bad. So silent…

"We…know you're hurting Deidara…but we will find a way to get Naruto back…we just have to find a way." Pein whispered, "For now…everyone go and rest. We need it. And Tobi…I will talk to you tomorrow."

It was the worst Christmas…and everyone wished it had never happened.

^,^ finally done with flashback and it was effing torture T_T 15 days later ^,^

And 15 days later and they haven't figured out what to do to get there Naruto back. They thought of everything but then everything they would think up would go south. This was because Uzumaki…did have a lot of connections, even if the Akatsuki had had a lot of connections themselves because of Pein Hidan and now Tobi it seemed like it wasn't enough. Yes Tobi had connections, weird enough as it sounded. If you remember he was the one that set up that ambush on Hidan and Kakazu and so yes he had connections. It was because of how he's been on the streets a major time of his life.

Speaking of Tobi…he was still in the Akatsuki. Even if it disgusted Deidara and a few others. Those few others being Hidan and some having a few bad spots in the hearts of Sasori and Pein. But Konan wouldn't allow Tobi to be thrown out on the street, or in worst times, having to go home. By going home for that one time before Christmas showed Tobi that Madara still hated him.

The air felt dead, business was dead. Ever since Naruto had been gone the bar had been slower. Plus everyone's emotions were also slower as well. But they couldn't help it. Naruto was sort of like the thing that held everyone together. Yes they were already together, as close as a family, but when the blond was there, they were tighter.

Now they were just…blah. Not really any other way to say it. People had heard Deidara sometimes crying at night, while Itachi had made a semi-recovery, not acting weak or crying anymore himself. But that didn't have the same result as Hidan.

No matter how much Hidan denied it, he still went to Kakazu for comfort. He still had feelings for Naruto but he couldn't deal with it himself, so for comfort only, he called Kakazu to his room and asks for him to sleep with him…not that way. To actually sleep, and only for that. It made him feel better to cuddle up to the male's chest when he felt the need to.

"Why haven't we done anything yet!" Deidara screamed at the leader, only making everyone shake their heads in sadness. This was a recurring thing in the Akatsuki. Happens every day and the same answer always happens.

"Because we can't."

"And why the fuck not un."
"Because if we do…somehow we will be separated. Everyone will be gone and you? If Minato were to know that you were Naruto's boyfriend then you would be thrown in jail. We could all be…possibly." Pein said his answer again, which only caused the blond to mope.

"I don't care…Naruto…I have a bad feeling, really bad."

"We all have bad feelings." Konan whispered. The normally cheerful women caught up in her own sadness.

"Why don't we just go to him and take him!"

"Because that is called kidnapping." Sasori spoke.

"And? It's more like saving than kidnapping."

"It's still wrong brat. We need to not stoop down so low. We need dirt, then we can take him to court…it's our only plan that works." Kakazu said sadly.

"Okay, then um, how about, let's see, him ABUSING Naruto! That is some dirt!"

"But we don't have proof…if we did then he can say it is something like falling from clumsiness, or how he doesn't feel like eating." Hidan said as he forked his food. He wasn't hungry, and even if he was he wasn't feeling like eating Zetsu's crap.

The pale skinned male was forced back into cooking since Naruto was gone. Sadly the only things he knew how to cook well was lasagna and turkey. Everything else tasted like shit, and he knew it. A lot of times they were forced on take out.

"Fucking unbelievable…" Deidara glared at Tobi, who hasn't talked much since the incident. The only one he talked to was Zetsu, and even those were now rare. The boy was sitting at the table, slowly eating, trying to ignore the fight that was happening again, "I hate you."

"I've heard." Tobi said emotionless. He wasn't even faking being the good boy anymore.

"You disgust me."

"I've heard."

And before Deidara said anything else he left the kitchen, rushing back to his room. He couldn't handle being in the Akatsuki anymore and not doing anything. He hated feeling helpless. And you know what made him feel bad every time he entered him room? Naruto's Christmas present. The one that he never was able to give him because it hadn't been finished. And now he had that feeling that he would never be able to see him again…

No…he shook his head out of his thoughts. He would see Naruto again. He just had to or he would rather be dead. It just wasn't right.

Everyone had retreated into the living room, except for Zetsu and Tobi (who headed to Zetsu's room) and were now sitting on the couch. The night shift of the bar hadn't happened yet, and by the number of people actually coming in, they didn't know if they even needed a night shift anymore.

"We got to do something…" Hidan whispered while unconsciously putting his head on Kakazu's shoulder.

"Were trying…you know that." Sasori said in a bit of a snarl.

"But it seems like we're not doing fucking enough shit head." The jashinist growled.

"Calm down angel…" Kakazu whispered in his ear causing him to blush and push the older male away.

"Don't call me that…"

"Call you what Hidan?" Pein asked with a raised eyebrow.

"Call me…none of your damn business."

"As much as I don't get along with Hidan I sort of agree with him." Itachi said with his leg crossed.

"Next time something happens we will get him…and we will." Pein said low before he stood up and left the house. He needed a lot of fresh air lately.

For some reason everyone had that feeling in there gut that a war was going to happen soon, and they didn't know how or why.

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AN- Like I said, really crappy and to me to slow. And no I'm not one of those people that say my stuff is crappy because I want other people to tell me it's good T_T I seriously just wasn't feeling it this time. Anyhow…

Review if ye shall please and maybe ill update faster. Seriously review T_T and or favorite or something or another.