AN- Warning…warning. Crappy very crappy writing. Okay not extremely bad but not perfect either. I swear I probably restated a few facts or lines in this chapter. The reason? Because I wrote this for maybe 4 days. Plus this is my second version. My first version got deleted. My computer thought it would be a perfect time to configure and I hadn't saved my almost finished chapter and it didn't auto save and so…I had to restart T_T so that's why it might sound I bit off but that's because I hate HATE rewriting anything. It just get boring -_-' and then when I would write at night I would write w=randomly and then it wouldn't sound write so I had to rewrite a lot of sentences.
Anyway so this chapter that I had REALLY wanted to write hadn't came out as I hoped. Even if it is 12 pages long. Anyhow, I had this done for maybe 3 days and every time I re read it, it wasn't as I hoped it would be. Too much Idiocy. And the reason why I hadn't posted this up was because of one thing. My Internet ran away TT_TT without telling me my mother disconnected the internet for a few days because we were getting the carpet done and so they had to move the home computer…which held the internet adapter or something. So sorry that this is late.
Now onto the story. This chapter is sort of confusing but I tried to explain it as much I could. There's some info in here but a lot of things that happen in this chapter is for the plot line. Like what they are going to do and what's going to happen. And even some of the little things that you think don't matter at all have some point to it.
Sadly…I have no idea what to do now T_T like I have ideas for the future but I don't have my usual "this is going to happen then this and this." And I also sadly have to look crap up for what I was planning. So maybe I have some ideas but I don't know what's going to be in what chapter and what not.
And lastly! AND I MEAN READ THIS IF YOU AHVENT EVERYTHING ELSE!
The word of the day is LEMON! I'm horrible with it. I've read A LOT of lemon and by that I mean So much I can't even count anymore. And that was to learn how to write it. And I have practiced by doing requests from my closer friends and wrote a fair share of lemon, crappy, but I did. I even wrote a YURI lemon for one of my friends…nightmares. The point is would you people want some lemons. For sure that I want to do one for DeiNaru but until then would you want any Lemons for any of the other pairings. The only reason why I'm asking this is because…I sort of want to do one for the next chapter with someone.
I won't say that it will be good because Lemons are difficult for me but I also want to try. Seeing as I just finished a 19 page ItaSasu Uchihacest One-Shot.
Anyway enough of that.
Review if you shall please and sorry for the semi-randomness in this chapter.
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"It doesn't add up." I heard the nurse faintly say. It wasn't as if I was unconscious. In fact I felt better than ever since I've been I the hospital for 3 days. It's been like heaven! Okay so maybe I'm not one for hospitals, seeing as it smells like death and it reminds me of slasher films that I have watched. But for now it's…calm. I feel safe when I'm here and if it were me I wouldn't really care if I was in a coma. Seeing as this place seems to truly care.
"What doesn't add up Suki?" the male doctor in charge of me asked the women. And just a heads up, he is somewhat attractive.
"Naruto…you say he has an eating disorder but if you think of it he's eaten everything we forced at him! It's not like he's refusing to eat it at all." She spoke loudly but then hushed down. Afraid that I might hear her through the thin curtain. Did they think I was asleep?
"As much as you say this I still have to go with the statistics." He spoke and I could only roll my eyes. Did I mention how dumb this whole thing about me being an anorexic is? And the reasoning is even more insane. Because I was a model? I'm not that sad. I have some very high confidence in myself if I do say so myself, so that was a stupid one…Oh! And the one about me wanting attention literally made me crack up when I first heard it.
"But sir! Naruto… he had faint bruises. Some that seemed to be there awhile. Some others seemed to be more recent. Not to mention his lip was cracked open."
"What are you trying to say?"
"What is Naruto is being…abused."
"And what if he's just clumsy."
"There's no way clumsiness can cause some of those bruises!"
"Then what about bullies? You ever think about that? And if Naruto was being abused we can't do anything about it. His father is a CEO and rich. He's already gave us enough money to try and keep down his sons medical status seeing as how there has already been enough publicity on it. Not to mention he put up those for a bunch of cash to." The doctor spoke like he thought everything was right. Cross out that thing about him being slightly attractive. His personality was horrible. Especially his greed for money. This brought down that factor on how handsome he might have been.
"So you're trying to tell me the money to this hospital is more important than the patient." She spoke a bit sadly. I liked this girl.
"Don't say it like that it makes me sound like the bad guy." she grunted and he sighed, "Look…even if we did tell social services that the kid was getting abused he would just use his money to get out of it…and it's not like Naruto is saying anything about it. Not to mention were already risking the kids request when it looks like it's not true. For all we know he isn't being abused and he's really an anorexic. That's how the stats said and that's how I'm going to keep it." There little bickering session was complete as they walked out of the room causing me to sigh sadly.
Oh the irony of my life. It's sad that the truth was I was being abused and I don't have that eating disorder that people are saying. I wouldn't lie if I say that I might have engulfed gluttony from all that I've eaten. Whatever they put my way, I chow down, even if for the first day they had me on an IV to get more of the nutrients I needed in my body. If they didn't take food away from me I would have gotten sicker, could probably die, for eating too much. Again, total irony of my life.
You might be wondering why I am allowed to eat so much without my dad or the drones getting mad. The thing is he hasn't been here since I arrived. Not that he hasn't tried to show up here. Yes I said tried because I have used my brain to convince people to not allow him or the idiots into this hospital…or hospital room. For all I know he's in the sitting room area. But I highly doubt that since he doesn't give two rats ass about me. But back to my plan on how to keep him out.
Using my sad sick kid skill I told my care takers in this hospital to please not allow my father, or any blond males, into this room because it would add on stress. And they believed me (for once) and followed my request. So I haven't seen him or the dumbasses for three days. Another reason why I'm feeling complete peace.
"They can't shut up can they?" I turned my attention to the left of the curtain to see a shadow of the old man sitting up in his bed. Did I mention my dad decided to save money by me not having a private room but share a room with someone else? Not that I'm complaining. It's good to have company, even if the old man is sometimes annoying and all he does is read porn and flirt with nurses.
"You were up for that huh." I laughed nervously while I used the remote on my bed side to open the curtain, only to see Jiraiya doing the same with his.
"Yeah, But it's kind of hard to hear them through these so thick curtains." He said sarcastically and smiled.
"That's what I was thinking…"
The old perv reached down to pick up one of his books, causing me to only sigh, "There right you know, or she's right. It doesn't make sense since you do eat like a pig." He raised an eyebrow at me and I breathed out.
"I already told you that I'm not anorexic." I lay down, putting my hands behind my head.
"Which is the only side affect you have." He snickered and I snapped a look at him.
"But I'm not!"
"I can tell that kit." He laughed.
"Kit? Why did you call me that?" I looked at him confused.
"Your whiskers and your personality remind me of a Kitsune. And since you're a kid I called you kit. That a problem?" He asked me and I shook my head.
"It just…reminded me of someone." I sighed
"You're a great kid you know that?" He smiled and yawned while he turned his page.
"And you're a great old perv who reads porn all day." I breathed out.
"I am not a perv. And I'm not reading porn! I am rereading what I wrote!" he huffed a bit offended and I just chuckled slightly.
"You say you're not a perv but you don't seem sick yet your here trying to look up doctors skirts."
"I wouldn't have to if the nurses didn't wear scrubs…and I am sick. Stomach problems."
I nodded my head while he yawned again, causing me to do the same, "Can you stop yawning? It's contagious and making me tired." I frowned at him.
"Sorry but can't help it. Didn't get much sleep and when I finally did those idiots started talking loud about your condition."
"Hey… kit…?"
"Hm?"
"Are you being abused? I mean…sorry to say this but I've seen you without your shirt on so I've seen the purple spots almost completely golden." His voice finally got serious.
"Perv looking at a 16 year old without his shirt on. Doesn't that make you a pedo?" I tried to change the subject.
"Naruto…" HE growled at me.
"You won't tell anyone, and I do trust you. But if you do I swear I will find you and kill you." I snarled, "Yes. My bastard father abuses me, mentally more than physically. He doesn't feed me, until I'm about to pass out, and he uses he people to actually hurt me when necessary." I said unemotionally.
"Why don't you tell anyone!" He said angrily, the sudden noise causing me to jump.
"What am I supposed to do? He's too high in power with a shit load of cash so I can't really do anything. Its jus like the people said. Peoples greed for money is sick." I frowned and made a fake gagging noise.
It got quiet. And it wasn't an awkward silence, nor was it the extremely bad silence. It was just the sick silence that caused you to want to throw up. It also didn't help on how my stomach was now full and how I was also I was surrounded by the sick smells of the hospital. I had that feeling in my stomach that told me something was going to happen. I just didn't know what.
"Hey….kit…?" He said to me and I opened my left eye to look at him. I didn't even know when I closed them.
"Hm?"
"I'm going to take a walk. You wanna come?" He asked me with a shy smile and I only sighed.
"Sorry I'm not really up for it. I'm kind of tired to. I might go to sleep." I told him and he only shrugged. Truth was I just didn't feel like getting out of bed now seeing as how I was sort of scared to. What if I saw my dad who could actually be in the sitting room? What if he was listening at the door that he wasn't allowed in? And what if he did hear me tell Jiraiya his dirty little secret?
This thought alone caused me to shiver as I lazily shifted to my side in the bed.
"Suit yourself." Jiraiya spoke to me while a nurse had come in to unhook him from his machine and onto the portable one, "Girl, you sure know how to get my juices flowing!" he flirted and I rolled my eyes.
"Very funny sir."
And then it was silent again. And the sick silent that makes your stomach do twists and turns came back and I had to curl in on myself to try and stop that nausea. Glaring at a wall hard enough to burn a hole through it wasn't a solution at all.
The silence caused me to start to think. And lately I could only think of the family I once had. You know, since I've been talking about them all the time. I just can't forget about them, it's almost as if it was impossible to. I've tried to, thinking that I would probably never see them again, but it hurt too much, more than it would hurt if I actually found out that they had to move away because of my dad's influence and I really wouldn't see them again.
I mean how could I forget them? Konan being like my mom, Pein being like an actual caring dad. And you know the rest. About Itachi and Sasori being my older brothers and whatnot. Is it possible to forget the people you truly care about…like my mom? Is it possible for me to start forgetting what she looks like? As sad as that sounds…ever since the dreams had stopped I couldn't just automatically see her ace in my head. Like I could remember her red hair and her smile and laugh, but her face wasn't complete, and I was starting to get frustrated about it.
My hand went up to the necklace around my neck…to notice it wasn't there. My heart race began to beat rapidly as I shot up in the bed. Where was it? Where was the necklace that I always had on!
My brain shot through the answers. Did I take it off? I only took it off in the shower, and sometimes I don't even remember to take it off then. I swore I had it on during the photo shoot, hiding it under the shirt I wore and that stupid ass tie. So where was it now?
I pressed the button on the nurse call button and she answered, "Yes? What do you need Uzumaki?"
"U-Um…Did I have a necklace on when I came here 3 days ago?" I asked her shyly.
"I'm sorry but you had nothing of the sort on when you were brought here. The paramedics would have taken it and given it to one of your doctors." She said slightly confused. I gave her a quick thank you before I hung up and lowered my head into my hands.
"Shit…why am I so clueless? Why didn't I notice that I didn't have it?" I spoke out loud to myself. I mean, I should have noticed that it wasn't with me, but why wasn't it with me?
My throat swelled as I tried to shake the thoughts away from me, "Do you always talk to yourself?"
I snapped my head to the person who was supposed to take care of me.
"Only when I'm upset about something." I told him, my cheeks turning a slight pink.
"Okay, well just came in to check your vitals and stress levels." He said to me as if he somewhat, just a little, possibly believed that I might have been a bit stressed enough. And that he actually believed that I had stress problems that I was claiming before.
He checked the IV and even called in a nurse to change the bag. Yes they were still giving my body the right amount of vitamins. Supposedly my calcium level was low and that if I didn't get some in my body that I might of have had a seizure. Which of course isn't good since it affects the brain. And knowing myself I don't have a lot of brain power as there is.
"Make sure you get some rest." He said to me softly, as if his soft voice could actually make my eyelids feel weight. And sadly that was somewhat of the case as he left the room, closing the door. I lay back down on the bed I had been given. My eyes stared Blankley on the ceiling above me. I don't know why I had the feeling of not wanting to actually close my eyes but I just had that feeling that I shouldn't.
My eyes scanned the room. It was dimly lit and gave that weird vibe in one of those horror films, right before the slasher comes in to the patient that thinks he is alright because he's being taken care of and he is watched by the people who work there. I shook my head out of the thought. No, I can't go back and start thinking how freaked out about hospitals I really am…but I am alone for the first time… Oh god.
I tried to latch my vision onto anything in the room to get my mind off of anything that was busy conjuring in my head.
Camera? And with a red light I knew it had t be on. Were there normally cameras in rooms? I mean I know that there's some in intensive care but that's pretty much all. There would be cameras outside of the rooms or in the hallways but…not in any patient's room in fear about private parts or maybe if there's a person using a bed pan. So why was there one in this room? I know I'm not that important enough for special care (which I'm thankful for) and I know Jiraiya isn't really in any intensive care so there shouldn't be any cameras in here for the nurses to be on alert.
My confusion was broke by a sound outside in the hall. And again those slasher films came into my head as I heard mumbling outside of the door. I had a thought to pull the sheets over my head much like a child during a storm but I threw that thought away when I heard the noise pass and stop. I took a deep breath as I decided to maybe try to close my eyes and get some sleep…but then the voices were back and immediately I thought the worst. Like what if my father got people to come and see me, which would be more reasonable than it being some random stranger trying to kill me…or it being the Akatsuki?
I have to get over the fact that I will never…ever see them again. If I don't get that through my thick skull I might as well just suffer.
"Dumbass dick shit looked pretty beautiful!"
"Shut up!"
"…"
"But that really fucking looks good on you." I heard a person laugh as I yawned and tried to ignore the fight outside my door, probably just people passing by. That was…until I heard my door handle turning. I wasn't in the mood for anybody coming in if there was no point. Jiraiya wasn't here.
"Jiraiya isn't here. He went to go for a walk." I warned them with my eyes closed. I mean even the old perv had gotten few visitors. Like this one guy Kakashi and his boyfriend Iruka. This made me extremely happy since they talked to me before they left when the old man fell asleep.
"What are you talking about dumbass? Who's Jiraiya?" My eyes shot open when I heard the voice.
"Hidan!" I instantly sat up in bed and stared at the man who was at the door. But before I could really say anything else I small bundle jumped on my bed, hugging me.
"Naru-Naru…I'm so sorry. I'm so so so sorry! I would have taken it all back; I shouldn't of have done what I did. I'm sorry!"
"T-Tobi?" I said a bit loud. What the hell? "What's wrong? What did you do and…are you actually not speaking in third person? And why the hell are you dressed like your 6?" I stared at him. The boy, who was hugging my close, while his head was in my chest, was wearing a white polo shirt and some very loose compact jeans, the ones with many pockets. He had on some flip flops that he threw off when he jumped on the bed. He also wore a beanie on his head that just allowed his black bangs to hang in his onyx eyes…that were now not embedded in my chest but looking in my eyes, which brimming with tears.
"Tobi…come on, what's wrong."
"Pl-Please don't hate me. I'm sorry. I'm extremely sorry. I wasn't thinking I didn't know what was going to happen, Honest! I've been torn since I did it…" he was now balling and I didn't know what to do. Seriously what was wrong with him and…Holy crap the Akatsuki's here! It finally sunk in, so now I felt like I was going to be in tears.
"W-What's wrong T-Tobi?" I rubbed his back while he clenched and unclenched my hospital gown.
"I…I-I…I…I…" He couldn't speak, or look me in the eyes anymore, "I'm sorry! I g-got jealous when I s-saw you with dei-dei and then…I'm so sorry."
"Shh, shhh. Come on Tobi just take a deep breath what did you do?" I asked him, trying to stay calm. I took a quick glance at Hidan who was standing in the doorway with his back to the frame. His eyes were closed and his breathing was calm. Defiantly not the Hidan I know…and he looked as if he was trying to hold in anger.
"I-I…I'm sorry. I c-called Minato."
Everything in the world froze again. Not as if I was going into shock, but just as if I tried to actually get it in my head on what was just said.
"You…what…?" I said subconsciously.
"I saw you with Deidara…he kissed you and you kissed him and he said he loved you and I lost control. I loved him…but he hates me. I didn't know what happened to your mom. I didn't know Minato was such a dick and I swear Naruto if I did there is no way in hell that I would do this to you. You're in the hospital! I'm so sorry truly sorry. If I was actually in my Family, and if Madara never hid me from the Uchiha's I would probably had known. I know this just sounds like I'm making excuses but I'm not. I'm sorry, I should be dead and I know it! Naruto please interrupt me or something and don't give me that blank look. I don't care if you forgive me…Just hit me or something!" Tobi yelled and I just stared at him.
But I couldn't just hit him. That's not what was supposed to happen…I really didn't know what was supposed to happen in general. It was a bit messed up but I didn't exactly know what to do. I mean…was it Tobi's fault or was it my fault for not realizing that Tobi had feelings for Deidara. Okay maybe I had some ideas on his feelings but I didn't really think of him when I thought of being with Deidara. So that could make me a bad person. So did I deserve to go through what I went through?
"N-Naru…I said to yell or punch me…not to cry." Tobi said sadly. I was crying and I didn't know it? I quickly wiped my eyes with the back of my hand.
"I can't yell or punch you…because I'm so damn happy!" I yelled pulling the onyx eyed male into a hug.
"B-But I put you in the hospital!" He yelled at me with confusion.
"No you didn't. That bastard did by not feeding me. I'm surprised that I don't have internal bleeding or something."
"What did that fucker do! I'm going to rip him to shreds!" Hidan shouted causing me to jump.
"Hidan…this is a hospital." Tobi said.
"Shut up dumbass. It's your fault he's in here in the first place." This caused Tobi's face to lower even more in sadness.
Sighing I turned the boy around so that he was sitting in my lap and I hugged him, "You didn't do anything…that was in the past don't keep thinking negatives or you're going to end up like my bastard father. Now…tell me why you're so different?" I whispered and I could sense a small smile.
"I um…I never was a dumbass. I have problems…my father was a jackass and would beat me every day but he would do that after I would get beaten up at my school and sometimes raped…I'm sorry Naruto! If I would have known that your father was a heartless bastard like mine I would never…" He started to freak out again.
"It's okay…that's why I understand you. You loved something dearly after all that shit you went through and I took it away from you. I'm sorry." I told him. I saw Hidan flinch and I felt bad instantly. I never got to say sorry to him… But before I could call him in here so I can plead him on how sorry I was he just nodded his head, as if motioning for someone to come in.
Were all the Akatsuki here! Like Pein and Konan and Itachi and Sasori and Zetsu…and most defiantly Deidara…!
"Hidan…I'm too embarrassed, un!" I heard someone yell. And I could easily tell that it was Deidara because of his grunt. My heart started to race faster than it already was. I felt Tobi sort of stiffen at his voice though. And me? I felt as if I might cry.
"D-Dei-D-"I couldn't say his name. I mean I only wished that I would see him and the others if he was so close.
"Come on shit head, he almost looks like he's going to cry. And if you don't get your ass in there I will and make Naruto mine you got that!" Hidan said and I only blinked in confusion.
And then…there…she was? What the fuck? Yep that was my first thought when a blond with hair over her shoulders, but still in her face, walked into the room. She had on an almost frilly dark blue shirt and a deep brown short jacket. What even made me more confused was that shewas wearing a skirt. And not a long knee high skirt, or a mini skirt, it was cut off in mid thigh. And what was even worse is that I swear…that she is Deidara. She or…he? Had a faint blush on his, her, cheeks not from makeup but it looked like embarrassment.
"D-Deidara?" I said in a question. Was that really him? This person nodded lightly causing me to want to chuckle a little, "Why the fuck are you wearing a skirt?" I screamed the first thought that popped in my head.
"It's not my fault un!" He said blushing and crossing his exposed legs. I only hugged the 18 year old that was still sitting in my lap.
"Okay…seriously can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on! I'm confused over everything…or are you here to rescue me from hell so we can run into the sunset." I said with hope in my eyes. Soon after I said this Hidan walked fully inside the room and closed the door. Was there really no one else From the Akatsuki…?
"Naru…we can't take you with us. If we did…you would just be found right away. Not that I wouldn't love to take you home but…someone could honestly get hurt, even if I told Pein over and over again I didn't care if I got hurt if you were safe un. Plus…well to tell the truth we don't have the right gear to take you home since you actually do still need the nutrients for your body. So the hospital is the best place to have you for now." Deidara said to me and, legit, all hope drained from my body in an instant.
"So can you at least explain to me about everything else? Are you here just to say hi and then leave again? Why the hell are you wearing a dress and Tobi dressed so young? And…wait did you say you were an Uchiha!" I asked the boy in my arms. What he said awhile ago finally sunk in and he nodded his head. "Please explain to me everything…and what has happened. I want to know how my family is…please I beg of you." I said, tears almost to my eyes.
"Okay first things first. It's because of you I'm dressed like this un!" He screamed while I jumped a bit. How did I ever get him to wear something completely disgusting like girls clothes?
"Huh?"
"The people said that blond males weren't aloud in!" He yelled and then I finally got it and did a face palm.
"Oh yeah…well I had to be careful you know. So why Tobi?"
"The little bastard wanted to dress up for no reason."
"I did have a reason! And don't call me names anymore I'm sick of it! Okay I told you I was sorry Deidara! I told you! So stop it please! And if it wasn't for me you wouldn't even be able to get in this place." The teen yelled causing me to jump.
"Don't take all the credit ass wipe." Hidan said to Tobi.
"How come he can call you names then dumbass!" Deidara screamed.
"Because he's Hidan and he always swears…plus he scares me." Tobi said leaning a bit back on my chest.
"Can someone explain?" I finally cut into the banter.
"Okay…so your dad didn't make it easy. He hates the Akatsuki and doesn't want them anywhere near you. But since you don't allow him to come visit you or his goons he posted cameras." I instantly looked at the camera that was in the room, "And so that's why I am in disguise Deidara. Because his dad…knows me and would recognize me from the cameras. And he is dressed like a woman because of that situation of there being no blond males aloud. So I decided in dressing up as, sadly, her son." He said with a little hate in his voice.
"How did you know all this?"
"Remember Naruto I have my sources and surprisingly so does shit head." Hidan said as he started to walk over to the bed. He was standing a bit far away before and I didn't know why. Maybe it was because of me.
Hidan was at least normal with wearing a black t-shirt with an H carved into it. He also had on a jacket. His being black leather and the zipper being open wide to see the t-shirt. He his emblem hanging around his neck and I could just notice that he was dragging his shoulders at least a little.
"Tobi, don't you think your being a bit rough with Naruto? I mean, he probably only has boxers on plus he's in the fucking hospital! He's probably weak and you jump on him? That's even to idiotic for me!" Hidan yelled. The truth is I actually was only in my boxers and a hospital gown but it's not like everyone in the Akatsuki hasn't already seen me in my boxers before so it didn't really bother me.
"But if I didn't do it you were!" Tobi shot back at him and the jashinist just shrugged. I assumed Tobi was telling the truth
"Hidan…" I said softly making his eyes face me. I could see how in them there was the same emotion he healed on the face the last time I saw him.
"Hm?" He said before I shifted slightly to let go of Tobi.
And then I hugged him. And not just a hug. I had to literally jump up a bit in my seat to grab him in this hug which also caused my IV to almost fall over, at least Tobi saved it.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I made you feel bad!" He didn't say anything back except rub my back and kiss the top of my head.
"No problem, okay maybe big problem. But that doesn't mean I'm going to give up on you!" He said determined. I could just tell he was giving Deidara a cocky grin.
"What about Kakazu, Hidan?" the blond said with some spite in his tone.
"What you mean by that dumbass?" and what did he mean? I mean those two actually weren't together…right?
"Aren't you with him?"
"With that bastard? No way!" Hidan yelled as his face lit up to different shades of red.
"Uh huh, keep on saying that when your awfully close to him as of late, un."
"Hey, I don't have to take this shit from a guy in a dress." Hidan smirked as he placed a few kisses onto my cheek before I sat back down with Tobi still on the bed.
"Can you please not fight? I mean…what if this is the last time I see any of you…and the last thought I get is about you two fighting." I choked back tears.
"I'm…sorry." Hidan apologized. Which he never apologizes for anything. But Dei-Dei? He didn't say anything.
I heard the blonds feet walk over to the bed while I wiped my eyes clean from any tears that even threatened to drop from my blue eyes.
"Please don't cry Naru…you know I hate that." Deidara said before he guided my cheek to his lips. I instantly melted into it the kiss forgetting all who was in the room. It was a kiss that made me thankful that I held on long enough to at least see these people once again. Deidara didn't take any time deepening the kiss and for some reason it felt as if he was more forceful than usual. And then again if you think about it we haven't seen each other and now…he was wearing a dress.
That one thought killed my mood and with a last nibble on his bottom lip I let go. "I'm sorry Dei-Dei but it's hard to kiss you while you're wearing a skirt…its weird plus…were not alone."I saw that Tobi was lazily playing with his fingers while Hidan seemed to be gnawing on his lower lip.
"Oh! I swear I can have this skirt off in not even a second if-"
"Don't even think about it…this is not the time or the place Deidara!" I yelled pulling Tobi back by me hoping if he was there then maybe Deidara wouldn't try kissing me again. I mean I want him to kiss me, and I wouldn't even care if either Deidara or Hidan groped me but seriously…this was a hospital and I still wanted to know some things.
"We never finished our discussion." I said softly while the teen took in a rather large breath before turning his head a little to face me.
"What else is there to say?"
"Um I don't know, maybe how you're an Uchiha, or even better where the hell is everybody else and how the hell am I going to leave…" I finished more silent than I had started
"Okay…we got some time." Tobi said after some silence.
I only listened while the youngest teen started explaining everything from the time I left to today. Saying the reason why everyone couldn't come because it would be to suspicious. Tobi had wanted to come say sorry. Hidan wouldn't take no for an answer and plus he knew some people in the hospital that owed him some things, the reason how they got in here so quietly. And Deidara…well Deidara had the right to. He then started to explain how he was an Uchiha and I couldn't help but just hug the 18 year old when I really understood how much in common we might have with our shitty dads. I was a bit shocked when Tobi had told me how crappy everyone has been to him since I left because of what he did, causing me to glare at Deidara and Hidan for a few seconds seeing as how they had no right to do that to someone. It just wasn't right and they shouldn't of have done that. Did they honestly think that I wouldn't care if they messed with Tobi? I mean…I know what he did caused me hell but that's no reason to cause him hell!
Finally I was told about how the bar isn't doing as well. They have a feeling that it is either because I'm not there to be adorable or because my father did something to make business still. Which even makes me more depressed thinking about how I'm being a burden to the Akatsuki and I'm not even there.
"So…I'm never going to see you again?" I looked at them with my blue eyes shimmering.
"That's not true!" Hidan screamed, "It's just…going to take some time." The jashinist told me.
"What do you mean take some time?" I asked.
"Well…we wanna take your dad to court. I know it doesn't seem like us at all but we do. I have no clue what Pein is deciding to do once we go there but I know it's going to cause a lot of commotion. If your father tries to get out of the charges of child abuse then that will cause some people to raise their eyebrows at the situation. But that's not enough…the Akatsuki needs to go public with it so he can't squeeze out of it." Tobi told me. I was still a bit shocked in how smart he actually was.
"So that's another reason why we showed up. Not to just see my favorite blond." Deidara smirked at me.
"My favorite shit head!" Hidan screamed.
"Guys! See…this is why I have been doing all the talking." Tobi said and I could only laugh. And I mean laugh. As in not just a giggle or a chuckle. I was almost gasping for air while the people in the room looked at me oddly.
"I-I'm so-sorry…I just missed you so much and h-having Tobi stop the fight is j-just…" I tried to stop my fit of giggles with the back of my hand.
"Anyway…we came here also to see…if you had any witnesses or something to help." Tobi said.
"Shin." I said instantly and they looked at me confused, "Um…Shinrai was my best friend since my mom died. He took care of me since he was our butler but he was more my father. He was the one who convinced me to run away in the first place." I told them and they all had a synchronized 'ohhhh'
"So…where is he."
"I-I don't know…my dad fired him when I ran away and I don't know where he is." I said sadly.
"How about we find him for you." Hidan gave a cocky grin.
"You can do that!"
"Of course we can. Remember I know people and I find them. That's what I do!" Hidan laughed cockily.
"We will find him Naruto." Tobi said leaning into my chest again.
I looked up at a clock to see that it has only been an hour and half. It felt like a life time and I wanted it to be kept that way, "But until then…I won't see anyone anymore will I?" I looked at them.
"Yeah…we'll try to hurry up the process." Deidara spoke a bit silently.
"Can't you, I don't know, sneak into the school I'm forced to and I could see you guys or something?" I asked them.
"We could try but the most logical thing will to not see you until everything is set up…or we might see you if something were to mess up. It will all depend." Tobi spook and sounded almost superior to Deidara and Hidan.
"But who gives a shit if it's logical! I will escape Pein and try to come see you whenever I can!" Deidara yelled causing him to get a glare from the 18 year old raven.
"You…what the hell did I ever see in you! You're dumber than my personality was!" Tobi clutched his beanie in annoyance.
"Calm down. He's just…trying to think what's best for me." I told him.
"Dei-Dei…" I looked up at the blond who was leaning against the wall with his eyes closed, "Don't do anything stupid, okay? Yeah I would be happy to see any of you but I mean if it would mean you might get hurt then I wouldn't want that." I said honestly while I motioned over the blond, "I mean to tell the truth I have been Dieing to see you…and everyone else. I've wanted to be loved since the day I left. But if I could be with the Akatsuki for the rest of my life then I can wait…at least for a little time." I told them.
The blond finally came back over to me and took me into another kiss. This kiss I really did melt in. Having that feeling that soon…I wouldn't see these guys anymore. His teeth nibbled onto my bottom lip causing me to groan and for him to enter my mouth with his moist organ. His tongue traced the roof of my mouth and I groaned as he gently sucked on my tongue.
His blond hair tickled my cheek and soon I felt like putty in his hands and forgot about everyone in the room…until the door opened, meaning the old man and a nurse coming in.
"Man Kit! I didn't know you had a girlfriend, a hot one at that." Jiraiya smiled and I automatically started to blush and let go of the male's lips.
"Jiraiya, I told you I'm gay."
"But…she has a nice ass?"
"I'm a male un!" Deidara screamed, his cheeks flaming from embarrassment while Hidan started cracking up almost so hard that he couldn't catch his breath.
"You guys shouldn't be in here." The nurse said coldly and I rolled my eyes.
"So the perv can have guests but I can't?" I said sadly.
"Your father sa- The Hospital says that you can't have visitors because of your stress levels." She said and I could only sigh sadly.
"So…they actually have to go?" I said trying to convince her with puppy dog eyes. She only nodded before the women left the room.
"Please…just hurry up so I can see you again." I told them.
"You know we will!" Hidan said cockily.
"Naru, you know I don't want to leave you…"
"And you can't just hide under my bed?" I whispered sadly to him. He just shook his head.
"Naruto…" Hidan took my attention before reaching down to hug me. A suffocating hug that I haven't seen him give anyone else and I felt instantly bad seeing that he still liked me. Even if I am confused about the Kakazu thing.
"Don't give up okay? I won't fucking forgive you if you give up." He kissed my cheek and I only blushed and nodded my head.
"Naru…I love you. And before you know it we will be us together again." The blond whispered into my ear causing me to shiver in want. I just hoped that he was telling the truth and my wish would actually come true soon.
"You guys are still here? You have to leave." The nurse came back into the room to change my nutrient bag…again.
"Yeah…we were just leaving though." Deidara spoke, his voice cracking up a bit.
"But Tobi didn't say good bye yet…and there's something Tobi want to ask Naru-Naru!" Tobi said very innocently like a child. I had a feeling that he did that to woo over the nurse. And she fell into it.
"Okay…if the kid wants to say good bye then that's okay. But you two, out." She motioned for them. And with a last kiss on my lips from Dei-Dei and a last hug from Hidan…the two were gone.
"Did you really want to ask me something?" My face twisted in confusion while Tobi's face got serious.
"I…I'm confused…"
"With what?"
"What is…love? I mean I was highly convinced that I couldn't love nor could anyone love me. Then Deidara saved me when I was close to death. And to me, he was like an angel with blond hair and blue eyes. But I didn't know if it was because he saved me did I…fool myself that I could love when I really just needed to repay him back, Or did I truly think I loved him."
I didn't know what to say or what he was saying. I couldn't understand where this was coming from and how was I supposed to answer. I mean…I'm 16! I have no experience in giving advice and if I did there was no way someone should listen to it.
"Well…how are you sure you can't love or that no one can love you? I think it's possible for everyone. Look at me. I thought my life was hell and then I got the Akatsuki and everything seemed to be better. And just because your life hasn't been perfect…it doesn't mean that you're alone." I started, "When you love someone…you trust them with everything. You always want to be near them and sometimes you can get this tingling feeling in your stomach and your heart beats faster. And they are people that if they truly love you then they will do anything for you. Even if that means that they don't get mad at you or hate you. No matter what you do they will always love you. That's true love and is hard to come by but that is out there." I spook to him.
"So if…you trust them and they don't hate you then…you're loved and you love someone?" He said a bit unsure and I shrugged.
"I'm sorry but I can't really help you with anything more. Everyone else has their own ideas on what love is." I told him, "Why do you ask?"
"No reason…I was just confused on something." He spoke and I could tell that he was still trying to figure it out in his head, "I'm sorry…really I am. But I'm going to try and make it better okay?" Tobi said before he hugged me one more time. And then…he was gone. Leaving my heart beat almost so slow that it seemed as if I was going to die. I want to go back to the Akatsuki.
"So…was he really not a chick?" Jiraiya said and I rolled over on my bed. So my back was facing him.
"Shut up."
"Really…who were they?"
I took a deep breath before I said one word:
"Home."
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AN- Yes Hidan is still sadly in denial. Anyhow like I said, this was really choppy and I probably have A LOT of messed up spelling since I could only get over reading it like twice. Anyway sorry if you don't like it, it was an "Eh" on my scale today.
Like I said, would you want a lemon next chapter? If so then tell me in review and I will think about it while I'm working on my other story. Sadly I have to type out all these chapters that I wrote since November. I don't like to advertise for my stories but if you like this one with random twists and a fucked up Tobi then read my new story thing. It's DeiTobi XP
Anyway like I said tell me if you want a lemon and REVIEW! Faster you review the more courage I get to actually write the next chapter -.-'