Don't Find Me

by scarletraven007

Naruto is the son of a company owner. His father doesn't care for him since his mother died. When he finally runs away he gets brought into the Akatsuki's care. He cooks and works in the bar. But that also included sexual harassment? All Members x Naruto

27. Chapter 27 Such a Romantic

AN-…Before I start off on this tedious author note read this. I'M SERIOUS HERE!...Do not read this chapter.

I know I know, "But you haven't updated in soooo looong" and…I know. But I mean it. I wrote two chapters for this purpose. This chapter is a sex chapter with hidden meaning and fore shadowing sort of. Yeah you can read it, but it is soooo bad. I am not even just saying that. This chapter was completed AFTER the next one because it was just…being difficult to write. And so there for I wrote the next chapter, then came back to this one and finished it.

But yeah…if you don't want to read this chapter then don't. It seems forcefully written and was hard for me to type ad hard for me to correct. So it may be a waste to read it and just go onto the next chapter. But I will say this, If you don't want to read this chapter I will write in the AN at the bottom of this telling you what is in this chapter and what the main purpose for it is. If you read it…then good luck *grabs hand in a hand shake*

Now onto the actual authors note…*nervous laughter* I…so umm…yeah. I wrote these two chapters right at the end of spring break. But then problems happened with my computer and parents and…then school and…ugh…sorry. I really wanted to update sooner.
But still…so here it is. Don't find me. The last chapter of the arc (technically) and the next chapter I begins! IT IS SO MUCH BETTER! I actually liked it.

Surprising, I know.

Anyway…if you get through this chapter, good heavens you must be mad. If you just go onto the next chapter, I wouldn't feel bad. In fact I encourage it.

Here it is

Sex sex and more poorly written sex.

It's not even sex like

I write smut better than this…

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Are you really going to read this? This is your last warning!

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Okay this one is…

Good luck solider.

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I moan slightly as his teeth nip at the nape of my neck, his hands roaming my body that he basically pounced on without a second chance. The moment I muttered those words Deidara was on me like nothing else. His blond hair tickled my cheek as he leaned over me causing me to giggle the slightest bit and smile. I mean I have dreamed about this for years… and by years I mean ever since I hit puberty and found out I was gay…it must have been some time ago when surfing the internet and stumbling upon some very graphic porn. Sure…that wasn't my only knowledge base area when it revolved around sex. I had read manga…watched hentai…and yeah there is sex in movies that were not in the porn category. But there is a problem with that.

You see if you just watch or read other places it is very easy to get the wrong impression. Like you don't moan like a bimbo being gang banged, no…it's different…I think. Well I should say I know…because there is something different from gay porn to strait sex in movies. And by the way, my porn watching was set on low seeing as I would have to wipe out my hard drive like every time I would…having save the little I had on a flash drive and re loading it all on after that was completed.

So this…right now as Dei gently caresses my chest under my dress shirt causes me to let out small amount of shivers. It feels nice as well as shooting heat and anxious pleasure up my spine. I don't have experience, though I would be pretty sure Deidara has, so I am going to have to go by instinct or what little knowledge I have stored.

My arm hooks around his shoulder and my hand entangles into his locks, pulling out his pony tail while he pops each button of my shirt. His lips, which softly kiss my neck, kissed up to my cheek then to my lips. We kissed. It wasn't just a peck, nor was it likes the kiss we had I the hospital room. It was as if it was a continuation from earlier, passionate or in need. Well to me it seemed as if it was a needy feeling.

I had my eyes closed, feeling the sensations moving throughout my body whilst trying to remember everything. Don't call me sappy or stupid for remembering my first time…I just really do…. I mean honestly it should be imbedded in your head if you want it to or not. Especially for those who decided afterward that what they had done was idiotic…pointless…loveless. They may regret it or even possibly just continue to do it in hope for it to get some feeling after…if all there is is pleasure.

But yes…I want this to be perfect…like in my dreams, and I'm not talking of wet dreams. Possibly few of my masturbation fantasy's but really…it should be the common want to have your first time being coated in feelings other than pleasure

I tilt my head to the side, eyes half lidded as Dei continues to tease the crook of my neck. I shimmied out of the shirt that he successfully unbuttoned. He made a different kind of grunt from his original before he allowed a smirk to pull at the corners of his lips; twisting and playing with my nipples. I let out a small moan, it feeling different from the time I would…tease myself. Yeah I know that it will be much different than the times that I have played with myself but still….I didn't think having someone else touch me in the same way that my own fingers explored my own would be so different…so different, in fact, that it makes me a bit more nervous.

I shivered as his hands traveled to my hips and rubbed them, my dress pants still on. I moved my hips a bit, it still under the blond with his legs on each side of my thighs. I looked at Deidara, his eyes half lidded as he focused at getting me completely nude in front of him.

I don't know…maybe it's just me but I feel completely exposed to him and it happened so quickly. Not to mention as Deidara pulled off my belt, popped the button and pulled them off did I realized I was lying there in front of Dei…in my boxers only. Now in every story, hentai or gay porn I have ever watched or read, okay not every single one, this is when the bottom is supposed to be all 'awe…why am I the only one naked.' And then the one on top is supposed to act all coy and suave and be all 'that's because I like to look at you and figure out how I will ravish you.' Then there is a lot of moaning…so what do I do? Myself I mean? I stay in the bed mouth completely closed as my body flushes red in embarrassment.

I have never liked my body, and in all honesty I definitely do not like it now seeing as how my dad used to be starving me before. So sure I was getting food now, had to look my best, I was still a little skinny bitch with little to none muscle tone. But this isn't even just about my body; I am blushing as bright as a tomato merely because of my boxers. I forgot my last clean pair, because the maid is a whore, was my foggy boxer's which all had the tongue's sticking out. My cheeks flushed, probably to my ears all the way through my body that I was instantly self-conscious over.

He stayed there silently for a bit and I pouted, my arms now crossing over my chest, "S-Say something!" I stuttered out and he choked up a laugh.

"R-Really?" he chuckled causing me to pout at him more.

"Oh sh-shut up…don't laugh at me."

He just laughed more before kissing my neck again sensually, his hands still playing with the hem of my boxers while my whole body flushes that color of red,
"I'm the one who gets to see this pattern…" He smirks before swiftly pulling away the fabric.

Immediately I let out a squeak and instinctually closed my legs together in order to cover myself. I couldn't help it…I haven't been in this intimate situation before. My ears cheeks and torso slowly started to become hotter than they already were. He smirked slightly at my timid movements of trying to hide my now vulnerable body… His hands kneaded my knees.

"Though I find this area even better." He smirked slightly and slowly opened my legs while I let out a sad, a sad to the male sex, type of noise. A squeal if you might want to call it that, although I would be so much happier if one did not refer to it as something of that caliber.

I try not to look the blond in the eyes while I have a thought…I am the only one nude…in this short amount of time…while Dei was still completely dressed (as I have mentioned before.)

"You're not even completely hard, un." He muttered to himself, his elbow keeping one of my legs spread while he wrapped a hand around my member.

"S-Shut up…" I stutter biting my lip in hope to not let out an awkward moan, my hips jutting back a bit at the touch of another person's hand. He squeezed my member, the mood not really the type that I had hoped for before but I guess that is just the nerves talking. He slowly rubs my dick, every once in a while squeezing at the base causing me to let out a small grunt.

I just…have to think of why I really want this, me wanting to be with the person who I love…who fought for me to be here with him and the others. This is all for him and for me to finally get one of my fantasies with my boyfriend. Maybe I could even gain one of my fantasies while I am at it. Well, honestly that probably won't happen, that being one of the things that will take a while to achieve. Maybe a more than one time kind of thing.

"You got hard pretty quick, un." He chuckled slightly.

"…" I stayed silent at that my cheeks still flushed and a hand moved to cover my embarrassed face.

Dei loosened up the tie he was wearing before leaning over me and kissing my exposed neck. Letting his tongue dodge out of his lips and tease the flesh before biting and sucking. A breath escaped my throat as I gasped at the feeling, him leaving the familiar feeling of a hicky on the crook of my neck. Surprisingly I remember back to when I first was taken by my father from here...the Akatsuki walking in on Deidara leaving the same kind of mark as he is doing now. I moaned at the thought and the feeling my member twitching slightly. I could hear the blond's belt pull out of his pants when he pulled away from the now pinkish purple skin. He then turned my head before moving my hand away from my mouth so he could kiss me again. His hand let go of my member and reached around me to where I'm pretty sure was his bed side table.

He popped the cap of something before running the top of his hand down my chest and past my member, teasing it with slick covered fingers before moving toward my ass. I tense up even more when he spreads my ass cheeks to tease my exposed hole. Something that nobody has seen since I was a baby or…well it may be possible when I was forced into a bath and be cleaned when I was 10. But that is not the point, the point is...he's probing the pucker and me being tense did me no favors at all at to the feeling. I flinched again, trying to not imagine it as much, though it was kind of hard not to. Deidara slyly smiled again while his sculpting finger tips poked through my puckered entrance.

"You're tense as shit" he mumbled slightly twisting the index finger tip just inside my pucker, "If I even try putting it in it might just be so tight it will cut my dick off…un" he grumbled slightly, hissing as his finger tries moving in and out. I know how tense it is…because I've been thinking it for the last few minutes. I can feel my own muscles tightening around the unwanted appendage as thin as his finger…but I need to do this. Especially for him.

"H-Hold on Deidara." I flinch while I say it, he seemingly more astounded at the feeling of my hole and how my dick twitches and converges every time I jerk my hips.

"Un."

I took a few breaths. He really does deserve it. I clenched then unclenched the muscles in my ass multiple times, my eyes closed as I tried to get used to it. The blond decided that these small movements gave him the opportunity to start inserting the finger further into my depths, twisting it before slowly pulling it out and in again. His finger soon started to curl at the knuckle before I felt another slicked up digit at my nether entrance.

"How often do you play with yourself, un?" He asks in a way which to me sounded as if it was only a rhetorical question. I gulped slightly wondering if I should honestly answer him or not. Truth being rarely actually played with my own ass, manly just imagining while stroking my dick. Sure I always figured I would be bottom, my confidence having depleted after all of those years of mental torture, but I was never a complete fan of having something up my ass. Sure…I stole the maid's vibrator a few times to try it out in curiosity and I had found my prostate to make it pleasurable but comparing then and now it felt as if I was only not tense when it was myself.

Hope I am not horrible for my first time with this blond, I mean I know the stories 'Oh you were horrible, I'm not going to be with you' Sometimes it can't be helped.

He continued to stretch my ass as if getting it ready for himself. Though that is pretty obvious, I'm just glad he's stretching me, no matter how tense I am, he's still going through with it. I smiled slightly still slightly flinching while trying to be calmer. It's just him and me; it shouldn't be that hard to become calm at that thought.

I look at him while he concentrates on trying to pull of his pants as well as fingering my ass, staying at three digits. While watching him it only took one turn of his finger and he hit my prostate.

I let out a moan before trying to cover it up with a hand going over my mouth. I can't tell if it was because he was teasing me or if he just didn't notice but he didn't continuously play with the sensitive button, he kept on passing it with his lubed up fingers. I kept on letting out small kinds of moans every time he crossed over that area until he finally took the three fingers out of my ass, myself letting out a long breath when he did so.

Dei, still wearing his shirt finally pulled down his pants and boxers at the same exact same time. He…he is the first person I've seen in the same room, not counting gym class, where I saw another person's penis…I guess this is where I point out 'oh he is sooo big, he's going to break me!' but…I can't say that. He's as big as me, maybe a bit bigger, and I'm pretty average…but it's not that I care. He's Deidara and that's his dick, and so my body flushed more and I shivered just slightly.

He quickly lubed up his cock, his hands kneading my knees again before opening my legs a bit more to spread them, one leg being held tighter than the other while he held the base of his cock to steady himself and position at the hole he worked to stretch relatively quickly.

He leaned over me, and my eyes squeezed tightly closed, I'm going to lose my virginity…I felt the tip of his cock sink in, my muscles spazing around him.

"You'll chop my dick off." He hissed slightly and I just squeezed the sheets in my hands.

"Al-Always the romantic." I say a bit sarcastically

"Hm." He grunted and squeezes my thigh before pushing further, my ass throbs slightly as if it's a heartbeat when he stops at the hilt of his member.

Really not going to lie. It stings, burns and everything…at…once. It just…okay I should have been prepared for this. I mean he spent time to stretch my entrance and I practiced on myself before. It just…hurts.

Now I know that in well…stories I always thought of them as over reacting. But when you are tense as shit and have to deal with something up your ass, which doesn't belong there, it hurts a shit ton. Be calm they say, breath they say. That shit doesn't particularly help in this situation namely for the fact that every breath seems to tighten myself around his cock even more.

"Still tight as fuck, un."

He announces and I just squeezed my eyes tighter knowing that if anything, once I get used to it, it will get better. Well…hopefully so. Or maybe fucking more than once will then make it better. If being the magic word. Because what if after this he doesn't want to be with me anymore?

One of my hands squeezed the sheet tightly, while the other one ran its fingers through his hair. My blue eyes still saw nothing as I kept them squeezed tight, trying to calm myself. What if I take too long to be ready and he starts to get bored with me! Fuck that…cannot happen.

"M-Move Dei…"

"Un."

The slow pestering movements that seemed to feel as if he was just getting the feel around in my ass changed into larger thrusts with his hips moving outward than in again. Like I said he didn't have the thickest, largest member in the whole world like every stereotypical story or movie. His was a nice size though, average…but it still did hurt as he started to move faster into me.

I couldn't help but let out a strained moan which I just…well…thought that I should do at this time. I can't even think if it was real or not. All I know is that my dick is twitching and Dei is thrusting into my throbbing ass with his cock and the noises coming from my mouth are indeed coming out a bit strained.

"Fu-Fuck…I swear Naru loosen up." He grunts afterwards pivoting his hips in a slightly different angle.

"S-Sorry." I apologize to him trying my best again to make this pleasurable for him in hope for pleasure to hit me.

This soon brought me to what I needed…him hitting my prostate. That one part in which I would tease myself with because it felt god damn good. Sure he slid past it as if he wasn't hitting it dead on but it didn't matter because the more he teased that bundle of nerves the more I wasn't tense.

I squeezed his cock when he teased it again, pushing into me in a consistent speed for a while before he started to switch up his thrusts, finally hitting that spot more correctly.

I wasn't moaning out like I thought I did, maybe I was a bit embarrassed to let them actually escape, my signs of pleasure namely coming from heavy breathing or a small little whimper of a thing every now and then. Man am I not a stereotypical fuck. But this is my first time…

He put my left leg over his shoulder, my other leg going around his lower back as he thrusted in that angle. Either way, he kept pushing into me and I kept letting out hard breaths of hot air while I squeezed and caressed my own cock.

"F-Fuck" I swore, my own stroking bringing me close to the finish faster than I had wanted too. Deidara, though, didn't seem like slowing as he increased his thrusts and sweat furrowed on his brow.

It took a while, another twenty minutes, until I couldn't hold it in anymore. Now there's that moment where I have to scream "I'm cumming!' So the whole world knows I'm blowing my load…yeah that is not going to happen.

"D-Dei, I-I'm going to cum." I spoke to him in-between breaths, softly. Different than screaming. He grunted slightly with a smirk on his face.

"Then Cum." He teased me.

Maybe…I hoped to cum with him…maybe I do find it a bit corny and romantic...maybe that's why I actually did announce it rather than keeping it within and just going as it feels... But being the virgin I am, maybe I just feel the need to cum first rather than later seeing as Dei is not one like I am…or I am pretty sure. I never did find out did I? If he told me I do not remember.

Either way the blond continued to thrust into me, teasing my pleasure bundle of nerves with every push in, gently grazing it. My ass squeezed his cock in almost like a vacuum after a while and wasn't just choking it to death. My own member twitched with desperation. Though it wasn't until the blond hit my prostate dead on in a couple of thrusts in that I reached my climax and came. Now I won't lie and say it spurted all over our chests, I will be honest. I came onto my chest not his as he continued to thrust into me and my muscles clamped down on his cock from my orgasm.

He let out a hiss and a grunt and finally, a few minutes later, he finally came.

I flinched a bit when he pushed the whole way into me in order to cum, but I don't think it was that noticeable. And it wasn't the…best feeling in the world; in fact it felt a bit weird when he did it. It caused me to groan slightly and shiver while the blond continued to hold my hips and keep me I place.

I pulled Deidara into a kiss with a small smile on my lips after he completed emptying himself out into me. Though…I still had this itching fear on the back of my mind…that Dei would hate my virgin performance.

"I-I'll be-better next time…Deidara." I promised him and he just grunted laying my whole body onto the bed as he pulled out.

"Next time eh?" He teased me, kissing my neck softly.

I truly am with a horn dog of a boyfriend.

A mistake can be hidden with arousal and hidden affection, though.

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And so you made it…somehow…or you just skipped to the bottom.

Either way here

So the main purpose of this chapter was to show how nonromantic this time with them is. But Naruto sees it as romantic because he is inexperienced. Deidara doesn't seem to care much for Naru as the whiskered blond feels for him. But Naruto doesn't understand that being that he is so new at this

There you go, the chapter in a nut shell.

Just…just go

Seriously just go to the next chapter already!
Its 9 good pages, not 5.

Fuck 5 pages of crap, or whatever the hell this was

Go read good stuff.

*Personally has to go write the next authors note*
*I run*