This is against the rules and people hate Authors Note chapters, but shh, don't tell anyone…
Hi everyone. Firstly, I am here to apologize for disappearing off the face of the earth for over a year and a half. I have been thinking about this story a lot, but I don't know what to do anymore. I think towards the end it got sloppy, but even the first few chapters I feel were pretty terrible.
I can't even read some of the chapters because I cringe. I don't like what I've written or the decisions I made for the plot. I came on here to delete the story and maybe even my whole account, but I still get people adding me to their alerts and favorites, even if evidence shows I haven't updated in a long time. I will keep my stories up for a while longer until I decide what I want to do.
I feel like I have let some people down, who have followed this story, but I know deep down there is no point in pushing out more if I can't think of anything else to write about. Some stories get lost along the way, and sadly Haunted seems to be one of them. I am on summer break right now and I am finding myself bored every other day, so I may force myself to sit down and take apart the first couple of chapters so see what I can do. My only fear is that if I do that then I will want to change major plots. I have been thinking about what I would have done differently, and I think making the Cullen's human would be one of them. But I feel if I did that the readers who enjoyed the story so far would hate that.
I don't know what to do anymore. I am going to leave it for now and give it more thought. Whether that would mean deleting the whole thing, or re-writing it. I don't have a clue yet…But I had a PM not long ago asking what I was going with the story, so I wanted to apologize to everyone at the same time and explain what I am thinking.
For now, though, I want to thank each and every person who has ever reviewed, or added this story to alerts, ect. I know my writing isn't nearly as good as some of the authors on here, not even close, but I know that despite that, some of you actually enjoyed where the story was going. I truly hope that I have become a better writer since starting this story – I am even going to take a Creative Writing class this fall to see how far I've come and what more I can learn.
Right now I am writing a new story until a new name, which is mentioned on my profile. Don't feel like you have any obligation go check it out, but it's called "Intertwined" if you have the time. It's not getting as much attention of Haunted, so maybe if that fails it will kick my butt into putting even more effort into this story.
Thank you all again.
-PDB
