Chapter 6: All too much
A/N: Hey guys! Sorry I having been updating in a while but I've been pretty busy in the holidays and I've been trying to find some inspiration. Just some days I can write and some days I just can't. And I don't know what your opinion is but someone really special to me taught me that it's okay and I should do what I want to do, so when I write a new chapter it won't be a chore for you guys, it would be something I would love and jump at the chance to do it. Because that's what being an artist is about and should feel like. :D
Anyways, please keep reviewing and say whatever you feel like. If you want to give me tips on my writing than please go for it! I would be grateful for all of your help. And JSYK, the special someone is my FAVOURITE AND COOLEST UNCLE IN THE WHOLE, WIDE UNIVERSE, my Tito Joel (Tito means uncle in Tagalog). He visited me and my family with his wife from other places in the world and he just left one or two days ago. So, if you don't mind I would like to dedicate this chapter to him because he is the one who gave me the wise words and taught me to become a better artist and which also was my inspiration start writing again. So Tito, if you're out there, I just want you to know that even though we don't see each other that much anymore, you still have a great impact on me and my life and I look up to you because you never let me down. Because we have something in common, we are both artists continuously trying to find ourselves. And I'm proud of that. I love you Tito and can't wait to see you next year. Who knows what adventures we could have next? ;) 3
Anyways, anyways, getting back from all the mushy stuff. Would my readers please look at my Author's notes at the end of the chapter, sorry, but there is a favour I need to ask you. But, for now, enjoy my NEW chapter.
Bruce Banner POV:
I immeadiately slammed the door and staring pacing around my room. What just happened?! I thought to myself as I brushed my hair with my fingers.
Oh my God, this cannot be right, this cannot be right! WHAT DO I DO NOW?! They're waiting for me right outside my door waiting for an answer! Calm yourself Banner; you have to control your rage.
I told myself inside my head. I then stop pacing and took a deep breath. Afterwards I just stood there with a stern look on my face trying to bottle up all my emotions. I then succeeded and controlled my rage. But I knew I couldn't hold it much longer. I just had to express my feelings in some way. So I couldn't control my other emotions like sadness, confusion and terror. And, of course, PANIC.
WHAT DO I DO?! WHAT DO I DO?! I know I have to get out of here. Yeah. Just to, just to clear my head. That's a good idea. But first I need air, yeah; I should get out of here right now. Out of house, out of this town, out of this country! I NEED AIR! I NEED SPACE GODDAMN IT!
I was obviously having a panic attack. I started to then gasp for air and breathe in and out and in and out, moving backwards and crashing into my shelves. Books started to fall down from the top shelf, some almost hitting me. I was lucky they didn't because that wasn't the worst of my problems. I then started not to feel so good and started feeling dizzy, so light-headed. Then afterwards my stomach grumbled in an abnormal, dangerous way.
"Shit!" I yelled as I ran to my bathroom, opened the lid on the toilet seat and started to hurl. God, that was the worst feeling in my life; mentally, emotionally and physically all at the same time. I try not to remember it. It was very embarrassing too.
Clint Barton POV:
"Dr Banner, are you alright in there? Bruce?" Natasha yelled outside his door, I could hear her concern. After a few minutes, we all heard his vomiting stop found him running away from us with his keys and bag.
"Hey, where are you going?" Tony asked him as he ran but it was too late. Bruce was already in his car driving away at full speed.
"Well, that's it. We blew it. It's done. The Avengers Initiative is over, again." said Tony holding up his arms in the air then back at his hips. We all then sighed in frustration and held our heads with our hands on our foreheads in unison. After a moment of silence, Steve was the first one to finally speak up.
"Well, now what are we gonna do?"
"I don't know." Said Natasha still with her hand on her forehead, she looked like she had a big headache dealing with all of this.
"Geez, what a marshmallow, you think a guy who has breath-taking anger management issues caused by gamma radiation would deal better in a situation like this." Tony said standing up and walking towards the glass doors.
"I mean, we both took the news pretty hard but we didn't have any panic attacks or chicken out from fighting." He continued gesturing to Steve and him. Steve looked up at him, no expression in his face just exhaustion.
"No, that was not the man that I fought with last year at war." Tony said pissed off pointing at the direction of where he took off. Natasha then spoke up again sitting up,
"Maybe it was just the initial shock. He'll get over it."
I could hear a bit of hope in voice and just sighed after that, what I was supposed to do at that time?! I had absolutely nothing to say! Nothing to say at all! I was too busy wracking my brain tying to figured out why this happened. How did it even start? I thought to myself.
I then started to have a flashback of where it all started, the day after we settled on recruiting Banner first….
A/N: Hey guys again! Sorry about the bad ending of this chapter, I know I didn't make it clear on what happened to Banner and them but, don't worry, all will be said about that in the NEXT chapter. (DUH!) Lol, Anyways, the favour I wanted to ask you guys was that I have this original story idea on FP (Fiction press) and I don't know whether to put it up or not. So, I'm asking for you guys opinions so please, all of you, vote on my poll on FP. I NEED ANSWERS! Lol, so the idea, the summary, the blurb a friend of mine made for the story and how to vote are all on my profile page. I'm still Charles O'Carry in FP, so… yeah. Could you do that? That would be great. Thanks! :P Love you guys!