I should be over you by now, it's been years, but I'm not. Sure I've had a few flings, but no proper relationships. No one that I can honestly say that I loved as much as you or even loved at all.

I know that you're over me, but it doesn't make it easier and I find myself praying that you are missing me, that you aren't still with that Edwin or whatever his stupid name was.

It's my day off today, I have nothing to do since I'm such a boring person. I'm sitting on the sofa eating popcorn when I hear my phone ringing, and yes I am that boring/lazy that I haven't even changed the default ringtone, I stretch for it.

"Hullo?"

"Jacob? It's Rebecca, you know your big sis." My sister's voice called through the phone, I hadn't spoken to her in months, what did she want?

"Haha yeah, what you want?" I knew she would want something, she only rang when she did.

"What no how are you? I'm hurt Jake." She was very dramatic, and continued before I could speak, you know how she is, "to answer your question, I was wondering if you wanted to get something to eat?" Well that was strange, we never went out.

"Why? What are you planning?" I asked, suspicious about her motives.

"What I can't hang out with my baby brother without having a scheme of some sort?" The question was rhetorical, but we both know the answer, a resounding no. "So can you hang out with me or not?"

I quickly agreed to go and eat at a restaurant near my apartment. We ate there once, it was nice but maybe that was because you where there.

I got dressed with the least amount of effort that was possible, I'm out and on my way after twenty minutes of the phone call. I was there too early, but I sat at the table anyway. I probably looked like a loner, I guess I was a loner but still.

And suddenly I see you! After years. Why are you here? You are even more beautiful, if that's possible. You seem to have a slight glow about you and your a little more curvy than before and you look so beautiful, why do you have to look so beautiful?

You're with two friends, one of them I recognise as your best friend, the other looks familiar but I can't remember exactly where I had seen her before.

I'm in a little area that from your position you can't see me but I can see you and hear you. I know I shouldn't eavesdrop but I can't help it.

"Why are you nervous? You love him, he loves you, nothing to worry about." Your voice is still lovely, and I feel myself unconsciously leaning towards you so I can hear more. You seem to be talking to the one I don't know, she's got blonde hair.

"It's alright for you l! You've already got your guy! I've known mine for a decade and he still hasn't got down on one knee!" The blonde replied.

"Calm down, Rose, it's not my fault Emmett hasn't proposed and it isn't my fault Edward proposed before him." Your engaged! Maybe even married! Why? And to that Edwin! I love you more than he could ever love you! It's a struggle to stay sat down but I calm my breathing and continue to listen to you and your friends.

"Sorry, Bella. I'm on edge, I want a family so bad." You pat her on the back.

"Don't worry, Rose. You know what Emmett's like. And at least he doesn't force you to go and watch civil war re-enactments with him and pretend that they are anniversary presents!" You all laugh as Alice, your best friend, gets louder and louder. By the end of her rant you're all in hysterics.

You start to talk but my view is blocked by my sister walking over to me.

"Jake! You look good, how've you been?" I smiled, I'd missed my big sister. We fell into easy conversation, well banter really. We ordered food quickly and since the place wasn't very full it came straight away. We both, being brought up with the boys from La Push, ate quickly. I found myself looking towards you and your friends whenever Rebecca wasn't looking, you where still there, thank God, but your friends had left. That wasn't very nice, why would they leave you?

Rebecca left the table to answer an important phone call and I couldn't help but watch you.

You had your music in, you were waiting. Your phone rang and you jumped, scared by the new noise, and quickly rushed to answer it.

"Hey, you nearly here?... Why won't you say?" Your lower lip pokes out and you pout, then you laugh, "how do you know I'm pouting?" You blush at whatever his reply is and I'm glad I can't hear his part of the conversation. "Edward... Okay, see you in a sec." You hung up and went back to listening to music. He was coming here, great, just great! Please note the sarcasm in my previous statement!

"Jake, I'm so sorry but I've got to go, some work thing, it was fun hanging out though and we should do it soon! Also, you were right there was a reason I wanted to meet up!" Rebecca just popped out of nowhere and started to talk, and I knew she had a reason for this meal! "There's this girl at my work, she's new, and she is like perfect for you! Like no joke, she's called Ness. Please just meet her!" She put her hands into a begging position and her eyes grow wide, like they did when we were kids and she wanted me to do her chores for her.

I didn't want to meet a new girl, I wanted you, but Rebecca was pressuring me. "Fine, I'll meet her, that's all though!" She hugged me and thanked me as she left. I breathed in a sigh of relief once she was out of my sight, I loved my sister and all but she sure was annoying.

After she left I went back to my favourite past time, watching you. I'm not being creepy or anything, I promise. To be honest you're kind of boring and after five minutes I'm ready to pay and leave, but suddenly your face lights up, I want to pretend that your smile is because you've noticed me but I know it isn't.

"Mama!" A voice calls, I can't see it's owner, but I can see a man who looks familiar. It's Edward.

"Maddison, don't run off." He shouts at the owner if the voice, but he doesn't look angry, he's smiling.

It all clicks together when I see a little girl dive into your waiting arms. She's yours. You're a mum. You have a family. You're so over me that you probably don't even think about me. And I realise that you never really were mine, not even when we were together. I was just some guy you knew before you meet the love of your life. I hated it but it was true. I think it helped me, knowing that I wasn't yours. It helped me understand that I had to get over you because my life couldn't stop for something that didn't really matter.

So as I left the restaurant and left your happy little family, that I had to admit was darn cute, I felt like I had turned a corner, metaphorically. Ad maybe I will enjoy my meeting with this Ness girl, maybe she can be the one I was waiting for, who knows.

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