Okay- THIS CHAPTER IS TOTALLY RATED M! For sex (Rothelena-sex, which means on the rough side, I'm not into Tantric lovemaking, sorry…) and a little language.
I'd like to apologize to Little-Firestar84… I can't do it. I'm a loser. Whenever I try to put Lisbon in charge between the sheets… Jane takes control. I don't know why I always make him pretty dominant and animal, but it might have something to do with my NEED to see him lose control: I like him OUT OF HIS MIND, so that's where I put him in my stories.
I also like it on the show, although it's rare that we see him that way- but: when he said the famous "Love You", he lost control a little, and I loved it. I really hope we'll see something like that again in season 6! Until then, I only have my stories, where I can bring out the beast in Jane… sorry for that!
After this chapter, there will be one more, so it will come up to 6 chapters all in all!
THIS CHAPTER IS DEFINITELY SUPER SMUTTY! SO IF YOU ARE SQUEAMISH IN THAT REGARD- BETTER NOT! Let me warn some more: outrageous SMUHUHUTTTTTT ahead! TRESPASS ON YOUR OWN RISK! Okay- enough? Let's start, then!
Disclaimer: I don't own The Mentalist, and I don't make money from fan fiction!
Chapter 5
The dark side of love for sure, and Lisbon could have happily spent her life without experiencing it.
Even brushing her teeth almost felt like too much of an effort, every movement mechanical, meaningless. She dropped her clothes where she stood, dressed in the next oversized, shapeless shirt she could find and slipped between her sheets, immediately curling into a small ball of misery.
Blindly groping for the lamp, she switched off the lights and prepared to cry herself to sleep.
Two minutes later, she switched the lights on again and frowned, sitting up ramrod straight.
Wait a moment- Hadn't she told her brothers on countless occasions that nobody shaped their lives but themselves? Hadn't she always fought her battles alone, never relying on others to get her what she wanted? Since when did she buy depressive shit from anyone?
He loved her, but couldn't be with her, because it meant putting her into danger? That was miserable Romeo and Juliet crap, and she was done with that! Star-crossed lovers, my ass…. She jumped out of bed and stormed out the door, not bothering with pants or other unimportant stuff before she left the room. Patrick Jane would never know what hit him, because if he wasn't ready to give her what she wanted, she would damn well take it!
Standing in front of his room, she tried to catch her breath and regain some composure… ahh, fuck composure.
She hammered against the door as hard as she could, making the wood rattle in its frame.
Only silence answered her; her frown deepened.
So he played dead now, refusing to face her? The hell he would.
"Jane," she growled menacingly, but with deadly calm, "if you don't open that door right now, I would step away from it ASAP if I were you, because I swear, I'm gonna kick it in! I'm going to count to ten. One… two… three…"
She heard him unlock with a slight rattle, and the door swung open.
He looked as awful as she had felt twenty minutes ago, before adrenaline had started to wreak havoc on her quiet depression. There was quite some puzzlement in his eyes, as if it took him a few minutes to emerge from the cocoon of sadness he'd been hiding in.
"What do you think you're doing, Lisbon? Are you crazy?"
But his voice was sad and forlorn, his eyes begging her to let it go, just leave him alone. She was beyond the point of no return though, and this would be brought to an end this very night. She would have him or die trying.
She showed him the perfect cop stance, making him back off into his room, slamming the door behind her.
Her voice was lethally calm and threateningly soft.
"To be honest, Jane- yes. That's exactly what I am."
She saw his eyes change, realization dawning. When he spoke again, his voice was firm and determined.
"I swear, Lisbon, I won't put you in even more danger. If you're intent on seeing this through, you'll have to force me. And I won't make it easy for you."
She looked down to the front of his pants, tenting over a towering, enormous erection. Her mouth watered.
"Sure," she crooned, "I'll totally have to force you, I can see that."
The corners of his mouth twitched, but he didn't lose his ruthless resolve.
"I won't do this, Lisbon. I told you that I want you, and heavens, that's true. But I won't do it. I won't give in."
She crossed her arms over her chest.
"Get your clothes off."
His frown deepened.
"Why in hell should I do that?"
"Because I'm giving you a direct order."
"You can't order me to undress!"
"You're mine. I can."
He sighed, averting his gaze for a second, trying to swallow the pain he was no doubt feeling. His Adam's apple bopped frantically.
"I'm…. I'm not yours, Lisbon."
"You. Are. Get your clothes off or I swear I'm gonna rip them off, every single piece."
"Why are you doing that?"
"You think I let Red John ruin our lives for good? Think again."
He made a step in her direction, but stopped himself at the last second.
"We both don't have a choice about that, Teresa. He destroyed mine when he killed my family. And yours the moment I entered your life. There's no choice."
She walked up to him, until her body touched his. She could feel his discomfort, the urge to flee, his need for her making him pant as soon as his hard-on brushed her abdomen.
"There's always a choice, Jane. And this is mine."
She grabbed the lapels of his vest and tore as hard as she could, almost surprised at how easily the fabric fell apart under her hands. She moved on to his shirt, sending the buttons flying while he just stared into her eyes, shaking his head slowly, again and again.
"No, Teresa," he whispered, "don't do this, please. I will leave CBI, you'll never see me again. You'll be able to forget me then."
"Too late, Patrick," she answered, her voice sounding breathless to her own ears, "much too late."
She pulled her shirt over her head, the only piece of clothing she wore.
And as soon as she was naked, the game changed.
Jane's pupils dilated into fathomless dark pools, his lips pulling back from his teeth in an almost animal snarl. Before she could move he grabbed her and pushed her against the next wall, her back connecting with an audible thud.
He went for her neck like a starving lion, sucking her skin between his teeth until she could almost feel the hickey forming, the sharp sting heightening her arousal until she was squirming against his hard body.
Her hands wandered down his front, his rigid muscles rippling under her palms while he gasped with delight, his hips undulating against hers in the need to get closer. She fumbled with his belt and the damn pants, passion violent between them, her back thudding against the wall again and again, erratic movements, designed for nothing but more contact. He pushed her trembling hands aside and opened his pants himself, kicking off shoes and socks in his frantic chase for nakedness, just like she was, and all she wanted was him to melt into her as fast as he could.
When he was finally, blissfully naked, his hot skin rubbing against hers everywhere, he grabbed her buttocks and lifted her slowly, all the time claiming her mouth with frenzied love-bites, teeth, tongues, fevered lips clashing in their wild longing for each other. No matter how rough his caresses got, she wanted more, mirroring his touches with equal desire, wrapping her legs around his hips when he directed her to do so. His true size registered when his hard length rubbed against her soaking wet sex, swollen for him, covering his erection in her silky juices. Damn, he was huge, and her whole body seemed to hum in anticipation, she wasn't scared to be filled to the brim, not when it was by him.
She reached down between their bodies, spreading his pre-come all over his length, her fingers sliding easily through the mixture of seed and her own juices. He twitched beneath her touch, groaning into her mouth with desperate arousal.
She gasped when he lifted her further, breaking the kiss in the process. She looked at him and shuddered with delight. His eyes were wild, hungry, miles away from his usual controlled self. They were sparkling at her, lust like a light inside them, and she curled her fingers around his biceps to spur him on.
Jane growled and lowered her onto his enormous erection.
The first deep slide of penetration made everything go black around her for a second. He was so wide, so hard, she could almost feel the ridges of his length rubbing over her sensitive walls, going deeper, deeper, stretching her until a drop of pain blossomed inside her lower body, making the pleasure that much more real. She clutched at his shoulders, inhaling the sweet scent of his hair, tightly winding her arms around his neck, her frantic breath gushing against his ear.
He firmly impaled her with a motion that wouldn't stop, invading her, giving her the melting sensation she had craved so much. Once he filled her completely, being so deep that she could feel his movements in every niche of her body, he paused.
"Now you're mine," he whispered, his voice little more than a faint stirring of air, "I can never let you go without losing myself."
"Hold onto me then." She breathed, and his first hard thrust made her tighten her legs around him reflexively in her desperate try to diffuse some of the tension.
She felt close to bursting, and the feeling increased every time he surged back into her, holding her hips in a death-grip to guide her along his cock. Every time he drove home to the hilt she thought she wouldn't be able to take it, but he made her, his hands so strong on her body it made her soar with lust.
Her groans got louder and louder every time he made impact, her whole body shaking under his vigorous thrusts, the tension coiled low in her core, itching harder every time he pushed into her again, until she wailed with ecstasy, the sensations mounting in an earth-shattering explosion. She fisted her hands in his hair while she came so hard it knocked the air from her lungs, contracting around him so violently it made him cry out.
She hadn't had time to come down from the delirious high when she heard his voice as if from a great distance, floating through the haze of her pleasure.
"Sorry, Teresa, but I have to take you really hard now."
He pulled out, making her cry out in protest, and more or less threw her onto his bed. She moved to a half-sitting position, supporting her torso on her elbows, watching him intently.
He was so hard his erection was almost slapping his stomach, and damn, was he huge. His skin was streaked with rivulets of sweat, his face dark and intent. She couldn't help it, she wanted him again, her body shaking from all the adrenaline, the sheer force of her desire.
And Jane's slow smile was deep and dangerous.
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He had no idea what was happening with him. He hadn't felt like this in a lifetime, a strange freedom stretching out inside of him like a vast landscape, filling his soul with a wild, raw kind of peace, allowing him to see everything clearer, more three-dimensional.
And still all he knew was that he had to have her again.
It was unbelievable how small she was, she had almost strangled him when he'd taken her, rutting deep inside her excruciatingly tightness, his cock swelling further with every thrust he'd taken. All he knew was that he needed more, as if he were sealing a contract, tying her to him forever.
He crawled over her naked body, so pale, freckled, slender. His little elfin princess who induced her belief in fairy tales back into him.
When she spread her legs for him he growled and lost all remnants of self-control. Thrusting his hips forward, he entered her in one sure stroke, cleaving through her tight flesh with wild pleasure. She raked her fingernails over his bare back, heightening every sensation he felt, and he knew exactly what she wanted.
Holding her still for his thrusts, he established a hard, pounding rhythm, muscles straining to satisfy his woman, give her everything he had.
She arched her slim body beneath him, struggled against his grip, her core once again poised for orgasm. Her touch was rough and unrestrained, making him wilder, crazy with need.
She surprised him when she pushed him off her, rolling over so she came out on top. Lying spread out beneath her, he smiled a breathless smile while she showed him that she could give as good as she got. She rode him hard, slamming down onto his straining cock, sending liquid ecstasy up and down his spine. Every nerve ending inside his lower body fired like mad, it felt perfect and overwhelming at the same time, she flexed her internal muscles around him and made him scream.
He pushed her off him so violently that she landed on her stomach at the outer edge of the mattress, and he was on her like a pouncing panther ready to devour its prey. She barely managed to rise to all fours before he drove into her to the hilt, his cock going so deep in this position her scream was primal. He felt her tender tissue stretching for him again, so tight and soft and hot, heaven, paradise, he was where he had always wished to be these past years.
She whimpered his name while he fucked her like a maniac, rough, deep thrusts filling her with a force that made her come immediately, her whole body going rigid beneath him while she muffled her screams with his pillow. Jane continued to slam into her, driving his rod into her wet heat again and again, his cock massaged by her relentlessly contracting walls.
He grabbed her hair and pulled her head back, showering her jaw with kisses while his thrusts grew erratic, her body shaking under the force of every deep stroke he fed her. Her sheath was dripping, and she came again, making her sex even tighter around him. He pressed her down with his weight and pushed as deep as he could before he felt the mind-blowing strength of his own eruption inside her.
The spurts were powerful and voluminous, filling her so thoroughly a large amount of seed seeped out of her core immediately, spread by the soft movements of his hips which still drove his cock in and out of her while he spew his semen in copious quantities.
He groaned into her ear, the sensations so close to making him pass out his mouth went dry, his arms pressing her closer to him, never to let go. It took him forever to finish, it felt as if he were pouring his true essence into her, leaving him drained and stunned, unable to stay upright in any way. He rolled to the side to spare her the strain of his bulk and collapsed, facedown, panting, the sweat cooling his fevered skin.
She climbed onto his back, warming him all over, her slight weight grounding him pleasantly, reassuring him that she was really here. She pressed sweet, tiny kisses onto his neck and shoulders, and he groaned when his body impossibly stirred again.
"No, please." He groaned. "I'm in off-mode for at least a few weeks."
She chuckled and rolled off him, pushing him onto his back which took her quite some effort. Her kisses wandered down his torso, soft, hot, luscious lips, leaving a trail of additional wetness while he squirmed beneath her.
When she kissed his shaft he noticed that he was still semi-hard, and when she allowed his cock to slide deep into the recesses of her throat, he immediately went rock-hard with a helpless groan. She sucked him luxuriously, taking her sweet time, not rushing to his orgasm at all. It drove him insane, and in no time he was digging his fingers into the sheets, gritting his teeth in sheer despair while she swept her tiny tongue through the highly sensitive slit at the tip of his towering erection. His whole body jerked from the sensation.
He brushed a trembling hand through her hair, watching her with a fevered gaze, a passionate tenderness for her searing his heart like a flame.
She owned him, body and soul, he loved her more than anything else in the world, and he was tired of fighting.
When she was about to swallow him again, he stopped her roughly, swiftly bringing her body beneath his.
Ready to take her again and again.
TBC
Okay, last chapter up tomorrow. Then they'll talk- a little. But the chapter will still be totally absolutely completely ADULT-RATED! Hope you enjoyed that, leave some feedback (anonymously if you like) and SEE YOU TOMORROW!