The Video

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The video starts with Eddward covering his face with both hands. He is breathing evenly.

"What have I done?"

He starts to lower his hands, showing a flushed face and tired, cried out eyes.

"I am...so ashamed. I truly am."

He rests a hand on his forehead.

"It really wasn't supposed to go like that, I didn't mean to...I told myself I would go to him tonight and tell him that I..."

He buried his face into his hand and shook his head.

"Oh God..."

He stopped, and tried to regain his composure.

"Well, diary, I certainly did what I promised I'd do. I went to Eddy's house when his parents weren't home in the middle of the night. I was going to tell him how I felt...but when I found him..."

He took a deep breath, and exhaled.

"When I found him, he was fast asleep. His face and body illuminated by his lava lamp, lightly breathing with no snoring...he looked so peaceful, so beautiful..."

Both hands went to his temples as he shook his head.

"Ah! Why did I do that?"

He regained his composure again.

"I couldn't help myself, I remember him telling me and Ed once that he sleeps with no undergarments if it's too hot out. At that point, I wanted to see if it was true..."

He covered his face with one hand.

"Oh my God...it was."

Another deep breath.

"I am not sure what compelled me to...to do that. But when I did it, it woke him up. He looked so scared, so confused, and I didn't know what to say to him."

His other hand slightly banged the desk he was at.

"Eddward you fucking idiot! What did you DO?"

Tears started to form in his eyes.

"He...he told me to get out. Get out and never come back. I was no longer welcomed in his home...no longer trusted with his spare key!"

Both hands covered his face again.

"What do I do? What do I do now? I ruined everything...everything that I worked towards..."

The video ended.

Below the video were a handful of comments, most of them anonymous saying that the person in the video was a faggot or a pussy or that the video sucked and a few comments just said "Fuck you" over and over for no real reason.