Hello lovely people, re-writing half this BC I accidentally closed the tab -_-.

Now firstly, to the guest who reviewed, Maura's working in a strip club once a week for money, it isn't realistic, it's fanFICTION anyway. It's my story i'm writing it not you, sorry if it doesn't go how you want it to, it's the way life is get used to it! And that's cool if you've stopped reading you didn't have to tell me I only write for thoe who want to read it anyway.

Anyway

Hello lovely people, thanks for reviews and here is your second update of the day as I've got nothing better to do and I'm bored shitless.


Chapter 5

Jane looked over at Frost who gave her a reassuring smile, before looking over at Maura who was sat there watching. Jane didn't have time to run as the music started playing.

"For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all"

Jane closed her eyes then reopened them to see Maura had got back to work but was still watching her.

"You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved
me"

A couple of minutes later the song finished and Jane rushed into the toilets. Splashing her face with water she headed back out and took a seat next to Frost who passed her, her beer.

"You ok" Frost asked

"Yeah thanks, just want this night to be over with that's all" Jane said taking a swig of her beer


It was soon half ten and everyone headed home after Cavanaugh had announced how much they had raised. Driving home Jane turned the radio on and a minute later a meaningful song came on.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Jane turned a corner as she wiped a tear away. The chorus came on and she sung along to it.

"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me"

Five minutes later she arrived home. Locking her car she headed up to her flat. Heading in she locked the door behind her. Throwing her keys and phone onto the coffee table she headed to the fridge, pulling out a beer she headed back into the living room and collapsed on the sofa.


Maura arrived home, saying goodbye to Angela, she headed into James's room. Giving him a kiss goodnight she headed to bed. After brushing her teeth and getting dressed she climbed in her bed. Turning her bed side lamp of she turned to lay on her back when her phone went of. Turning her head she picked it up.

Jane

Maura frowned before pressing decline and placing it back on the table and rolling over to go to sleep.

The next morning after James had woken Maura up and half nine and realizing Jane hadn't showed, to pick James up Maura made them breakfast. After eating their toast Maura carried there plates to the sink. Picking her phone up she called Jane. With no answer she ran her again, and again, and again. Still, with no answer she decided to give Angela a call.

Hello

Hi Angela, Jane didn't show to pick James up and she isn't answering her phone. Have you seen or spoken to her

No I haven't do you want me to head over to hers to check up on her

Yes please thank you Angela

No problem, bye Maura

Bye Angela

Hanging up Maura turned around to see James eying her

"Angela is going to head over to Jane's to see why she didn't pick you up and why she isn't answering her phone" Maura spoke taking a seat next to James at the island

"Ok, Ma doesn't know I told you she loves you does she. And that's why she didn't come or answer the phone" James asked worryingly

"No, no she doesn't know don't worry" Maura replied reassuringly
"Ok, Mom..do you love her back" James asked

"I..erm I. Me and your mother aren't getting a long James" Maura spoke standing up and moving around the kitchen looking for things to tidy away.

"Mom, why are you avoiding the question" James asked

"I'm not avoiding it James" Maura responded rather harshly. "Look it's just that I don't think me and your mother were actually ever made for eachother ok"


"JANE OPEN THE DOOR, JANE OPEN UP NOW" Angela was banging on her daughters front door. A minute later it swung open by a tired looking drunk Jane Rizzoli.

"What do you want Ma" Jane asked as she slummed back over to the sofa.

"JANE CLEMENTINE RIZZOLI! You are drunk out of your mind, what the hell is wrong with you these days. You're ignoring Maura's calls and you didn't even bother to pick your son up"
Angela spoke firmly walking over to her daughter

"Well Maura ignored mine last nite. What's the point Ma! She doesn't love me! She never will ever again. Now James doesn't want to see me either"

"Janie, James does want to see you. What makes you think he doesn't" Angela asked

"He said he doesn't want to split the week and weekends anymore because he's sick of it" Jane said with barley any effort

"I'm sure he didn't mean it like that. I think he's just fed up with his two moms always arguing" Angela replied trying to help her daughter up

"NO! NO! Get of me Ma. OW! MA!" Jane fought out of her mothers grip

"Jane I barley touched you"

"It doesn't matter Ma just leave it" Jane said placing her head in her hands causing her sleeves to roll down

"Jane.."

Jane looked down at her wrist. "Ma go now, I don't want to see or talk to anyone ok. go just GO!" Jane broke down in tears as Angela rushed forwards to catch her in her arms.

"Ssshh it's ok baby i'm here, everything's going to be ok" Angela spoke softly giving her daughter a kiss on the head.

"I love her so much Ma, I do. I can't live without her anymore I love her too much" Jane cried

"I know baby I know" Angela held her daughter closer.


Kind of writing itself hope you like this chapter REVIEW and let me know what you guys think :D