My hand/wrist is getting better now I'm on steroids :D Okaii here is the next chapter it is a flashback.

Chapter 8!

Five yeas ago

"Mommy when is Ma goin to be home" James asked sat on the floor playing with his toys.
"I don't know, it's half six, time for you to go to bed.C'mon" Maura replied standing up, picking her son up she carried him into his bedroom. Once he was dressed she said good night to him and headed back into to the living room. Grabbing a glass of wine she headed over to the sofa, turning the TV on she sat back and pulled a blanket over her shoulders.

Three hours later Jane returned home. Turning the key in the door she headed inside, closing it behind her she placed her keys in the bowl and walked over to the sofa where Maura laid asleep. Smiling to herself Jane bent down and planted a kiss on Maura's temple. Heading into the kitchen she kicked off her boots, pulled her jacket off and grabbed a beer. Closing the fridge door she turned round to see Maura stood in front of her.

"Fucking hell Maura don't do that" Jane exclaimed popping the top of the beer bottle and placing it on the Island.
"You're late home again, fourth time this week, and you were last week aswell. I texted Korsak asking if you were still at work and he told me you finished at half four. Why the lying Jane"

"I'm not lying, I had stuff to do" Jane argued stepping right but Maura blocked her from moving

"Move out of the way Maura" Jane asked
"No, explain now" Maura half shouted

"Maura seriously move!" Jane shouted
"Why, what are you going to do if I don't, James is a sleep in bed so don' try anything stupid" Maura responded standing her ground

Sighing Jane placed her beer on the Island, grabbing Maura by the waist she pushed her backwards against the fridge and started kissing her wife's jaw, collar bone then her neck.
"Ja..Jane, stop. Jane we need to talk Jane please" Maura whimpered. Closing her eyes she finally pushed Jane back into the Island
"Argh shit that hurt" Jane said gaining her balance

"Do as you're told next time then"
"Ah Maura c'mon I was late home from work. I didn't kill anybody...You haven't cooked dinner for yourself" Jane said noticing the sink empty
"I waited for you to come home, but I didn't think you would be this late" Maura answered angrily

"Oh, erm..I, ah, I've already eaten..." Jane said with a nervous look on her face.
"Well thank you for texting me and saying 'Oh hi Maura by the way I've already eaten, don't wait up for me I prefer been out than at home with my wife'"

"Maura c'mon it's not like that. You know I love you" Just as she said that her phone started ringing. Going to pick it up of the Island Maura beat her to it

"Unknown number" Maura said clicking the green button

"No, Maura, No don't answer it Maura please"

*Hello"

"Hello Jane? It's Charlie form last night. Frost told me you're free tonight...Jane?*

*Erm this is Jane's wife, she won't be free tonight, delete her number form your phone*

Hanging up Maura threw Jane's phone across the kitchen. Hitting the wall it fell into pieces. Looking back at her wife Maura gave her a questioning look.

"Who's Charlie, Jane"

"A erm, the ME filling you in until next week" Jane answered unconvincingly

"I'm not stupid Jane, from last night? That why you were home late last night? You were busy with this Charlie person" Maura asked again with her hand on her hip

"Look Maura, I had had a bit to drink I wasn't thinking clearly. I didn't mean to it just happened."
"Woah woah woah, back up. What just happened Jane?"

"I erm, we. Me and Charlie, we..we kissed..."

"YOU WHAT"
"Kissed, and a bit more, but it wasn't like that Maura it didn't mean anything I swear. It was a mistake. I didn't lie about her covering you until next week. But I also used to go to school with her. She was my first girlfriend. Maura you have to believe me it doesn't change anything"

"Excuse me? It changes everything. So what you don't believe in cheating anymore. Pack your bag and get out"

"Maura.."

"NOW JANE" Sliding the ring of her finger Maur through it on the worktop before heading into James's room to make sure he was still asleep.

Ten minutes later they both walked back into the kitchen
"Is James asleep" Jane asked placing her bag on the floor
"Yes"
"Can I go and say goodbye to him"

Maura merely nodded. Sighing Jane headed to James's bedroom. Slowly pushing the door open she walked up to his bed, bending down she kissed his tiny forehead, before letting a tear escape her eye. Standing up she headed to the door. Pulling it closed behind her, Jane walked back into the kitchen. Picking up her bag. She looked at Maura.

"That's it then. Seven years of marriage just thrown away. Two years of it with James. Us been together for twelve years and you don't want to try anything. There's nothing I can do" Jane asked as another tear escaped her eye.

"No Jane, I'm sorry" Maura replied holding back her own tears.

"Fine. Then I'll be gone"

With that Jane headed to the door, picking up her keys she stepped outside. Pausing she turned to Maura.

"I'll miss you"
"I'll miss you too..I'll arrange everything with James. Goodbye Jane" Stepping forward she planted one last kiss one Jane's lips before closing the door and heading to bed.

December 25th 2012

"Well..." Jane got cut of by Maura

"We'll discuss it in the morning. James it's your bed time c'mon" Stepping from under the mistletoe Maura took James to bed. Once Jane and Maura had kissed James good night they headed back into the living room where Angela, Frankie and Tommy were talking with a drink in there hand.

"You ok" Jane asked Maura
"Yeah, I'm fine. Merry Christmas" Maura smiled

"Merry Christmas" Jane returned the gesture. "Erm, what's everyone doing now"

"Well I'm tired so I'm going to head back tot he guest house Janie. I'll see you in the morning" Angela said giving her daughter a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"I'll ring you tomorrow sis" Tommy said giving her a hug and then Frankie following in his footsteps.

Once everyone had left Maura turned to Jane.

"Good night"

"Night Maura" Jane headed into the guest room and Maura headed to her bedroom.

Oh how I bet you all hate me so much *Evil Laugh* Okaii review! And let me know what you all think! xoxo