AN: I know it has been forever this may last semester in college and I have had NO time. I have been doing a full time internship for no pay, go figure I'm down to my last 2 weeks and my supervisor is out so when the boss is away the intern will play . . . .
The next morning Harry woke up with Ginny as far away from him as possible. Harry hated this he knew she was mad that he didn't have sex with her. Maybe be he should talk to her he thought. Then again he wasn't sure if he should bring it up. He knew Ginny was a light sleep so he gently got off the bed. It didn't do any good because Ginny instantly spread over the whole bed and her eyes fluttered open.
"I'm sorry Ginny, I didn't mean to wake you." Harry said.
"I know, Harry I just wanted to let you know I'm sorry I was mad last night, I'm just confused." Ginny said in a tired voice.
" I know Ginny, I, I just don't want what happened to Prof. Snape to happen to us." Harry said.
Ginny wordlessly went to the bathroom and decided to take a nice hot shower. Her brain was telling her how right Harry was but for some reason she still felt betrayed. She felt that deep down the reason was he didn't love her. She knew it was foolish it was unreasonable to think but there she was wondering if he really did love her.
Hermione awoke to an arm over her middle and smile plastered on her face. She instantly remembered the night before and for second thought it was a dream. She couldn't believe she had just had sex. She knew she was of age and of course she was mature but now she truly felt like a woman. She thought back to when she was younger. She thought she would get out of school get a job then get married and have sex the proper way, but now she knew the proper way was last night with Ron. She was not expecting to have sex last night, a few hours before then she told Ginny she wasn't ready. How so much changed in those short hours she was unsure, but something certainly did change.
She remembered so many girls in her house telling regretful stories of there first time. They would tell her it was with some random guy, or a guy that had been using them. She was glad that Ron was the one. She knew that this was really what she wanted, and he was the one she wanted to be with forever.
Harry was laying on the bed listening to the shower that Ginny was now in. He knew he messed up last night, and that they really needed to work on their communication skills. He was still so wary of talking to her, ' should it be like this?' he thought to himself. 'Should it be so hard to figure out?' What he did know was he loved her. He also knew she was upset last night, and he also knows that Ginny thinks that sex will prove there love.
Harry didn't know how to tell her he loved her or how to make last night a forgotten memory. All he wanted more than anything now was advice and the funny thing was he knew where to get it. He quickly got out of bed not minding to look presentable he trudged down to Professor Snape's room. When he got to the door he knocked lightly then again more heavily as he gained confidence. When the door opened he expected to see a tall thin man scowl and ask what he wanted but instead a pregnant Professor Barry opened the door with a wide smile.
"Mr. Potter, what a surprise, Severus is still asleep but, you're welcome to wait his alarm is set to go off in about ten minutes." The Professor said kindly
"No need to wait Potter, I'm awake from you knocking, what is it boy? Severus ask as he covered himself with his robes.
" I came for advice Professor." Harry said.
Severus looked at Harry a few minutes trying to read his eyes without looking in to his mind, Harry seemed to think too much at once and it would even give the most trained reader a headache with one peak.
Professor Barry kissed Severus on the cheek before hiding away in what Harry assumed to be the bedroom.
"So Harry what is it you come down here at , he looked at the clock 10:45!" he said alarmed not knowing it was that late.
Harry smiled at his comment, but then told him.
"I don't know what to do with Ginny, she's mad because well she wants to take it to the next step, and I'm not ready." Harry said blushing.
"Did you tell her that?" Severus ask.
"Well sort of I mean, there are moments all I can think about is that next step and then there are times when I fear it more than anything especially after you and Professor Barry . . ." Harry trailed off.
Severus groaned, really has he and Harry and the rest of them really able to talk about sex with each other. Not in a billion years did he ever imagine this conversation happening. Severus though he should pinch himself just in case it was a dream.
"Harry, just tell her how you feel, talk to the poor girl, and don't run away like I did for that short time with Professor Barry, but by all means don't do anything you don't want to. Between you and me, Professor Barry and I had a lapse of judgment, make sure , you're, I can't believe I'm saying this, Make sure you are safe. There are to be no little Potters running around in 9 month's time, I would love for my child to have a playmate, but not a child of someone 20 years younger." Severus said.
Of course sir, I'll keep that in mind, by the way you just sounded like a dad there, and thank you." Harry whispered as he walked out the door and headed back to his room.
Severus just shook his head, he was going to be a dad and Merlin help him if it was a girl. He wouldn't know how to talk to her, and he already knew she wouldn't have a date until he was dead! Severus looked at the woman carrying his child and couldn't help but smile as she neared him and gave him a long kiss.
