Chapter 14
Seth stopped himself from kissing Roman at those words. He pulled back and stood up. It was finally here. Everything will now be out in the open.
" Yes I was."
Roman's grey eyes looked him over from his head down to his feet. They were cold and hard. All of their warmth gone. " And you expect to just come and kiss me?"
His voice was stern and tinged with disgust. Seth couldn't believe his audacity. " You have some nerve!" Seth walked up to where Roman remained seated. " You spent this entire week pining over that man just because he changed rooms and you want to condemn me?"
Roman stood up to face Seth eye to eye. He was wider than Seth and a couple inches taller but Rollins stood his ground. He wasn't going to back down now.
Reigns voice came out in a low grunting tone. " I was not pining. And don't change the subject. Look at you! You just had sex with him."
Seth steeled his shoulders. His brown eyes piercing into Roman's stormy grey ones. " I'm not changing the subject. That is the subject. It is the reason why I went over there in the first place. I wanted to see what he had that turned you into this!"
Seth pointed at him. " This is not the man that I fell in love with. He left our room so that we could be together and you all you do is mope around. You don't treat me like you used to." Seth could feel his anger mixing with regret building up inside him, starting to form tears but he pushed those emotions back. Now was not the time.
Roman turned his back and walked a few feet away from him, running his fingers through his thick dark hair. " So you wanted to see what he had? Did he give it to you good Seth? Did he make you scream his name like a little bitch?"
Rollins felt his temperature boiling. It took all of his self control not to walk over there and slap Roman across that perfect face of his. " Fuck you." Roman turned around and looked at him as he continued. " How dare you? How the fuck can you call me a little bitch?" Seth gave a little laugh. " You know what? It was fucking great!"
Roman's eyes blazed at him. Seth could see his body tensing and that rage was running through him. He had angered the beast but he didn't care. " Is that what you wanted to hear? Yes Roman, Dean and I fucked. And you know why we fucked? Because I asked him to."
Roman sneered. " So is this how you going to solve the problem Seth? By fucking it?"
Seth exhaled loudly. He couldn't take it any longer. " Oh shut the fuck up Roman. I know that you fucked him. I know something went down in that hotel room before I came back. So don't you dare criticize me!"
Roman stared at him. His mouth wide open. How the hell did Seth find that out? " Did Dean tell you that?"
Seth held his head up high despite the fact that a tear had managed to escape and was making its way down his face. He didn't bother to wipe it away. " Not in so many words. And you're not denying it."
Seth shook his head and took a deep breath hearing a little sniffle as he did so. " Roman, I see the way that he looks at you. I see how you are when he's not around. When he left, it was as if part of you went with him."
Roman looked at Seth's defeated stance. He was broken. He was hurting Seth. That was never his intention but damn it all, things were going far left. Reigns placed his hand on his hips and looked at Seth who stood there watching him with tears streaming down his face looking like a beautiful rag doll. He didn't want to hurt him anymore but he had to.
" Yeah, I did sleep with him." He saw Seth take a couple of deep breaths at the news as a few tears spilled on to his white t-shirt.
Roman took a step closer to him. His eyes pleading now with Seth. " I'm sorry Seth. I really am. When it comes to Dean, I just..." His voice trailed off. He looked down at the floor shaking his head. He couldn't find the words.
" You're in love with him." Seth's voice came out calm and clear despite how he was feeling on the inside. He could feel the truth of the matter and he just had to say it.
Roman stared at him and started shaking his head. " No I'm not."
But Seth raised his hand and Roman fell silent. " Yes you are. I can see it Roman. You need to stop denying your feelings. You're in love with him and not with me." Seth's voice trailed off. The last part pained him to admit but there was no way that Roman felt for him the way that he felt for Dean or he wouldn't be treating him like he was.
Roman pulled Seth into an embrace up against his body. " Don't say that Seth." He raked his fingers through Rollins' mess of hair and firmly grasped the back of his head. " Don't you ever say that. Of course I'm in love with you."
He removed his hand from Seth's hair and wiped away the tears on his face with the back of his hand. " I love you Seth. That's why this whole thing is so hard."
Seth rested his forehead against Roman's. " Are you telling me the truth? Don't just say these things Roman."
Roman looked at the tear stained face of who he hoped was still his boyfriend. " I am. I'm not just saying it. I do love you."
Seth pulled away from him and started to walk away from Reigns. He couldn't face him. Roman caught him and pulled him against his body. Seth's ass resting against Roman's groin as Roman's arm kept him place. God, he loved the feel of this man against him.
" Where are you going Seth?" Roman's lips were against his ear as he spoke. " Are you afraid of me loving you?"
" No." Seth mumbled.
" You don't love me?" Seth could hear the fear in Roman has he asked that question.
" Of course I love you Rome, it's just..." This was the hardest thing that Seth ever had to say. " I love him too."
Roman felt as of the wind had been knocked out of him. Seth was in love with Dean as well. When did this happen? " I don't understand Seth. How did this happen?"
He felt Seth inhaled sharply against his body. His taut ass still pressing against his semi erect dick. He was such a perfect fit against him.
" When he first kissed me a couple weeks ago, and then last Friday was our first time together." Seth could feel Roman tensing against him. " I was so upset afterwards because I felt that I had betrayed you and he said that I should go back to you when I told him that I loved you." Seth was scared. He wonder if Roman was going to be completely disgusted by him now. He probably remembered the lie about the insect bite. But he had to do it. He had to be truthful.
Instead, Roman pressed a kiss against Seth's cheek but his mind was racing. That fucking Dean Ambrose. He had played both Seth and him at the same time. He had been using both of them all along and it made Roman sick to his stomach that Dean could've been so devious. So cruel, when he knew from the start how he and Seth felt about each other.
Still holding Seth close to his body, Roman brought his head forward and with his free hand, turned Seth's face towards his so that he could kiss him. He found comfort in the familiarity of Seth's smooth lips against his. His warm tender kisses and he felt Seth's fingertips gently kneading his neck. He parted his lips so that Seth's tongue could become reaquainted with his own. They kiss slowly feeling the hot desire rise between them. Seth turned his body completely around, so that his erection was rubbing against Roman's. Reigns' hands slipped under Seth's t-shirt running them up his back, massaging the skin at the shoulders when he reached there. He felt Seth groan into the kiss as he eased his hands under the waistband of his loose fitting jeans and squeezed Rollins' firm butt cheeks pressing him harder against him. Fuck. He wanted to take Seth right then on his living room floor but he had a more urgent issue at hand.
Regretfully Roman pulled away from Seth's hungry lips. Rollins gave him a small smile. " Why did you stop?"
Reigns loved Seth's sexual appetite. He was always ready. " As much as I would love to have my way with you right now, there's something that's a matter of importance ... Seth baby, stop kissing my neck."
Seth flicked his tongue against Roman's supple skin one last time before looking at him with an impish grin. " Sorry. But I want to make love to you."
Roman smiled and kissed Seth chastly on the lips. " We'll have all the time in the world for that."
He walked over to the coffee table and picked up his car keys.
Seth raised an eyebrow at him. " Where are you going?"
Roman took Seth's hand as an indication that he wanted Seth to come with him as he headed to the door. " To kick Dean Ambrose's fucking ass for messing with us."
A/N: A storm is coming...
